| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:00.716] | 作词 : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:02.149] | 编曲：xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:03.904] | 混音：MythO3/BirdsOfFeather |
| [00:15.651] | 他出生在2001年12月11日 |
| [00:18.647] | 那天下着暴雨好像要发生点坏事 |
| [00:21.400] | 父母戴着快要破裂的结婚戒指 |
| [00:24.152] | 他家就住在前面左拐不起眼的巷子 |
| [00:26.962] | 他是个独生子女 |
| [00:28.218] | 被寄托所有的希望 |
| [00:29.716] | 从小被家人溺爱 |
| [00:30.968] | 丧失了应有的倔强 |
| [00:32.212] | 他被囚禁在温室 |
| [00:33.709] | 有时他也渴望自由 |
| [00:35.461] | 把自己关在屋子 |
| [00:36.459] | 很多道理想不通透 |
| [00:37.969] | 在他十二岁的那年 |
| [00:39.212] | 童年终于走向结束 |
| [00:40.964] | 与其说那是结束 |
| [00:41.962] | 倒不如说是噩梦的过渡 |
| [00:43.717] | 他走进学校 |
| [00:44.554] | 受到了孤立与欺负 |
| [00:46.551] | 他看到的照片 |
| [00:47.296] | 是在离婚证上的父母 |
| [00:49.304] | 从那以后他的世界变得一片死寂 |
| [00:51.952] | 其实他还有一个哥哥不过早已死去 |
| [00:54.809] | 他只能忍耐不敢对着生活说no |
| [00:57.551] | 他耳机里循环的一直都是《Life's A Struggle》 |
| [01:00.338] | 过去 |
| [01:03.336] | 现在 |
| [01:06.088] | 未来 |
| [01:08.594] | 他一个都不想要 |
| [01:11.589] | 现实 |
| [01:14.596] | 梦境 |
| [01:17.338] | 地狱 |
| [01:19.845] | 不断的让他着魔 |
| [01:22.595] | 他为了掩藏软弱于是去纹了纹身 |
| [01:25.454] | 他想要不被欺负建立虚假的凶狠 |
| [01:28.220] | 其实他早已感觉到体内有两个灵魂 |
| [01:30.985] | 他稍不注意就被恶魔占据了全身 |
| [01:33.981] | 书桌上的台灯早已不再闪烁 |
| [01:36.232] | 他总是告诉别人自己不再软弱 |
| [01:38.985] | 他成天打架斗殴 |
| [01:40.483] | 甚至学会了欺骗 |
| [01:41.980] | 仅存的良知被磨灭 |
| [01:43.478] | 在他统治学校之前 |
| [01:45.229] | 这样的生活没过多久他就被迫退学 |
| [01:47.982] | 母亲泪流满面现在眼泪凝固冷却 |
| [01:50.702] | 他虽然是个混混 |
| [01:51.954] | 但过的也算拮据 |
| [01:53.452] | 从不拿家里的钱 |
| [01:54.707] | 因为他有把凶器 |
| [01:56.459] | 他把目标选择在他曾经读的高中 |
| [01:58.955] | 出门前磨好锋利匕首然后拿在手中 |
| [02:01.950] | 他把这些年存的钱塞到枕头下面 |
| [02:04.703] | 他想尽快结束怕不能与母亲再见 |
| [02:07.710] | 过去 |
| [02:10.460] | 现在 |
| [02:13.202] | 未来 |
| [02:15.710] | 他一个都不想要 |
| [02:18.705] | 现实 |
| [02:21.455] | 梦境 |
| [02:24.459] | 地狱 |
| [02:26.704] | 不断的让他着魔 |
| [02:29.953] | 时间过的很快 夜幕 终于降临 |
| [02:32.602] | 抽完最后一根烟 他也 叹了口气 |
| [02:35.287] | 当时针指向九点 |
| [02:36.784] | 响起了下课铃 |
| [02:38.036] | 有时候他也觉得这情景十分熟悉 |
| [02:41.031] | 他等的那位老师终于走出了校门 |
| [02:43.285] | 他隐约还能记得那是曾经的班主任 |
| [02:46.202] | 虽然过了几年 |
| [02:47.454] | 他终于放下仇恨 |
| [02:48.952] | 但仍忘不了那天 |
| [02:50.206] | 老师一直骂他不是人 |
| [02:51.959] | 他尾随老师走到了他家门前的小巷 |
| [02:54.954] | 他拿出匕首接下来的事他不敢想象 |
| [02:57.707] | 今晚尤其昏暗甚至看不到月亮 |
| [03:00.204] | 惊恐与不安都写在了他的脸上 |
| [03:03.211] | 他鼓起勇气 冲上去 亮出了他的刀 |
| [03:05.961] | 他还在继续 在抗拒 抓住了她的包 |
| [03:08.726] | 我只要钱财 |
| [03:10.097] | 我不要你命 |
| [03:11.050] | 面具下胆怯的脸 |
| [03:12.548] | 他所说的话她都不信 |
| [03:14.545] | 伪装终于打破 |
| [03:15.555] | 面具突然滑落 |
| [03:17.054] | 语气慢慢减弱 |
| [03:18.297] | 他变得不知所措 |
| [03:20.048] | 他呆呆站在原地 |
| [03:21.303] | 而老师已经逃跑 |
| [03:22.544] | 反应过来追了上去 |
| [03:23.986] | 不忘拿着恶魔的刀 |
| [03:25.520] | 他没有退路 追着猎物 跑出小巷 |
| [03:28.016] | 像中了病毒 脚下道路 变得滚烫 |
| [03:30.850] | 十字路口处 斑马线上 有个小姑娘 |
| [03:33.603] | 老师为保命 跑的匆忙 把她推到路中央 |
| [03:36.598] | 左侧转弯而来的货车像是死神一样 |
| [03:39.376] | 急促但无用的刹车声像是死亡音浪 |
| [03:42.383] | 小姑娘的眼神中充满了绝望 |
| [03:44.879] | 他也很迷茫不知该去地狱还是天堂 |
| [03:47.886] | 那一瞬之间所有人都闭上了双眼 |
| [03:50.382] | 他最终选择救赎 前方出现了光点 |
| [03:53.274] | 众人围了上去看他倒在血泊之中 |
| [03:55.770] | 母亲的病危通知单还在他口袋之中 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:00.716] | zuo ci : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:02.149] | bian qu: xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:03.904] | hun yin: MythO3 BirdsOfFeather |
| [00:15.651] | ta chu sheng zai 2001 nian 12 yue 11 ri |
| [00:18.647] | na tian xia zhe bao yu hao xiang yao fa sheng dian huai shi |
| [00:21.400] | fu mu dai zhe kuai yao po lie de jie hun jie zhi |
| [00:24.152] | ta jia jiu zhu zai qian mian zuo guai bu qi yan de xiang zi |
| [00:26.962] | ta shi ge du sheng zi nv |
| [00:28.218] | bei ji tuo suo you de xi wang |
| [00:29.716] | cong xiao bei jia ren ni ai |
| [00:30.968] | sang shi le ying you de jue jiang |
| [00:32.212] | ta bei qiu jin zai wen shi |
| [00:33.709] | you shi ta ye ke wang zi you |
| [00:35.461] | ba zi ji guan zai wu zi |
| [00:36.459] | hen duo dao li xiang bu tong tou |
| [00:37.969] | zai ta shi er sui de na nian |
| [00:39.212] | tong nian zhong yu zou xiang jie shu |
| [00:40.964] | yu qi shuo na shi jie shu |
| [00:41.962] | dao bu ru shuo shi e meng de guo du |
| [00:43.717] | ta zou jin xue xiao |
| [00:44.554] | shou dao le gu li yu qi fu |
| [00:46.551] | ta kan dao de zhao pian |
| [00:47.296] | shi zai li hun zheng shang de fu mu |
| [00:49.304] | cong na yi hou ta de shi jie bian de yi pian si ji |
| [00:51.952] | qi shi ta hai you yi ge ge ge bu guo zao yi si qu |
| [00:54.809] | ta zhi neng ren nai bu gan dui zhe sheng huo shuo no |
| [00:57.551] | ta er ji li xun huan de yi zhi dou shi Life' s A Struggle |
| [01:00.338] | guo qu |
| [01:03.336] | xian zai |
| [01:06.088] | wei lai |
| [01:08.594] | ta yi ge dou bu xiang yao |
| [01:11.589] | xian shi |
| [01:14.596] | meng jing |
| [01:17.338] | di yu |
| [01:19.845] | bu duan de rang ta zhao mo |
| [01:22.595] | ta wei le yan cang ruan ruo yu shi qu wen le wen shen |
| [01:25.454] | ta xiang yao bu bei qi fu jian li xu jia de xiong hen |
| [01:28.220] | qi shi ta zao yi gan jue dao ti nei you liang ge ling hun |
| [01:30.985] | ta shao bu zhu yi jiu bei e mo zhan ju le quan shen |
| [01:33.981] | shu zhuo shang de tai deng zao yi bu zai shan shuo |
| [01:36.232] | ta zong shi gao su bie ren zi ji bu zai ruan ruo |
| [01:38.985] | ta cheng tian da jia dou ou |
| [01:40.483] | shen zhi xue hui le qi pian |
| [01:41.980] | jin cun de liang zhi bei mo mie |
| [01:43.478] | zai ta tong zhi xue xiao zhi qian |
| [01:45.229] | zhe yang de sheng huo mei guo duo jiu ta jiu bei po tui xue |
| [01:47.982] | mu qin lei liu man mian xian zai yan lei ning gu leng que |
| [01:50.702] | ta sui ran shi ge hun hun |
| [01:51.954] | dan guo de ye suan jie ju |
| [01:53.452] | cong bu na jia li de qian |
| [01:54.707] | yin wei ta you ba xiong qi |
| [01:56.459] | ta ba mu biao xuan ze zai ta ceng jing du de gao zhong |
| [01:58.955] | chu men qian mo hao feng li bi shou ran hou na zai shou zhong |
| [02:01.950] | ta ba zhei xie nian cun de qian sai dao zhen tou xia mian |
| [02:04.703] | ta xiang jin kuai jie shu pa bu neng yu mu qin zai jian |
| [02:07.710] | guo qu |
| [02:10.460] | xian zai |
| [02:13.202] | wei lai |
| [02:15.710] | ta yi ge dou bu xiang yao |
| [02:18.705] | xian shi |
| [02:21.455] | meng jing |
| [02:24.459] | di yu |
| [02:26.704] | bu duan de rang ta zhao mo |
| [02:29.953] | shi jian guo de hen kuai ye mu zhong yu jiang lin |
| [02:32.602] | chou wan zui hou yi gen yan ta ye tan le kou qi |
| [02:35.287] | dang shi zhen zhi xiang jiu dian |
| [02:36.784] | xiang qi le xia ke ling |
| [02:38.036] | you shi hou ta ye jue de zhe qing jing shi fen shu xi |
| [02:41.031] | ta deng de na wei lao shi zhong yu zou chu le xiao men |
| [02:43.285] | ta yin yue hai neng ji de na shi ceng jing de ban zhu ren |
| [02:46.202] | sui ran guo le ji nian |
| [02:47.454] | ta zhong yu fang xia chou hen |
| [02:48.952] | dan reng wang bu liao na tian |
| [02:50.206] | lao shi yi zhi ma ta bu shi ren |
| [02:51.959] | ta wei sui lao shi zou dao le ta jia men qian de xiao xiang |
| [02:54.954] | ta na chu bi shou jie xia lai de shi ta bu gan xiang xiang |
| [02:57.707] | jin wan you qi hun an shen zhi kan bu dao yue liang |
| [03:00.204] | jing kong yu bu an dou xie zai le ta de lian shang |
| [03:03.211] | ta gu qi yong qi chong shang qu liang chu le ta de dao |
| [03:05.961] | ta hai zai ji xu zai kang ju zhua zhu le ta de bao |
| [03:08.726] | wo zhi yao qian cai |
| [03:10.097] | wo bu yao ni ming |
| [03:11.050] | mian ju xia dan qie de lian |
| [03:12.548] | ta suo shuo de hua ta dou bu xin |
| [03:14.545] | wei zhuang zhong yu da po |
| [03:15.555] | mian ju tu ran hua luo |
| [03:17.054] | yu qi man man jian ruo |
| [03:18.297] | ta bian de bu zhi suo cuo |
| [03:20.048] | ta dai dai zhan zai yuan di |
| [03:21.303] | er lao shi yi jing tao pao |
| [03:22.544] | fan ying guo lai zhui le shang qu |
| [03:23.986] | bu wang na zhe e mo de dao |
| [03:25.520] | ta mei you tui lu zhui zhe lie wu pao chu xiao xiang |
| [03:28.016] | xiang zhong le bing du jiao xia dao lu bian de gun tang |
| [03:30.850] | shi zi lu kou chu ban ma xian shang you ge xiao gu niang |
| [03:33.603] | lao shi wei bao ming pao de cong mang ba ta tui dao lu zhong yang |
| [03:36.598] | zuo ce zhuan wan er lai de huo che xiang shi si shen yi yang |
| [03:39.376] | ji cu dan wu yong de sha che sheng xiang shi si wang yin lang |
| [03:42.383] | xiao gu niang de yan shen zhong chong man le jue wang |
| [03:44.879] | ta ye hen mi mang bu zhi gai qu di yu hai shi tian tang |
| [03:47.886] | na yi shun zhi jian suo you ren dou bi shang le shuang yan |
| [03:50.382] | ta zui zhong xuan ze jiu shu qian fang chu xian le guang dian |
| [03:53.274] | zhong ren wei le shang qu kan ta dao zai xue po zhi zhong |
| [03:55.770] | mu qin de bing wei tong zhi dan hai zai ta kou dai zhi zhong |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:00.716] | zuò cí : xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:02.149] | biān qǔ: xuAAAn_3A |
| [00:03.904] | hùn yīn: MythO3 BirdsOfFeather |
| [00:15.651] | tā chū shēng zài 2001 nián 12 yuè 11 rì |
| [00:18.647] | nà tiān xià zhe bào yǔ hǎo xiàng yào fā shēng diǎn huài shì |
| [00:21.400] | fù mǔ dài zhe kuài yào pò liè de jié hūn jiè zhǐ |
| [00:24.152] | tā jiā jiù zhù zài qián miàn zuǒ guǎi bù qǐ yǎn de xiàng zi |
| [00:26.962] | tā shì gè dú shēng zǐ nǚ |
| [00:28.218] | bèi jì tuō suǒ yǒu de xī wàng |
| [00:29.716] | cóng xiǎo bèi jiā rén nì ài |
| [00:30.968] | sàng shī le yīng yǒu de jué jiàng |
| [00:32.212] | tā bèi qiú jìn zài wēn shì |
| [00:33.709] | yǒu shí tā yě kě wàng zì yóu |
| [00:35.461] | bǎ zì jǐ guān zài wū zi |
| [00:36.459] | hěn duō dào lǐ xiǎng bù tōng tòu |
| [00:37.969] | zài tā shí èr suì de nà nián |
| [00:39.212] | tóng nián zhōng yú zǒu xiàng jié shù |
| [00:40.964] | yǔ qí shuō nà shi jié shù |
| [00:41.962] | dào bù rú shuō shì è mèng de guò dù |
| [00:43.717] | tā zǒu jìn xué xiào |
| [00:44.554] | shòu dào le gū lì yǔ qī fù |
| [00:46.551] | tā kàn dào de zhào piān |
| [00:47.296] | shì zài lí hūn zhèng shàng de fù mǔ |
| [00:49.304] | cóng nà yǐ hòu tā de shì jiè biàn de yī piàn sǐ jì |
| [00:51.952] | qí shí tā hái yǒu yí gè gē ge bù guò zǎo yǐ sǐ qù |
| [00:54.809] | tā zhǐ néng rěn nài bù gǎn duì zhe shēng huó shuō no |
| [00:57.551] | tā ěr jī lǐ xún huán de yī zhí dōu shì Life' s A Struggle |
| [01:00.338] | guò qù |
| [01:03.336] | xiàn zài |
| [01:06.088] | wèi lái |
| [01:08.594] | tā yí gè dōu bù xiǎng yào |
| [01:11.589] | xiàn shí |
| [01:14.596] | mèng jìng |
| [01:17.338] | dì yù |
| [01:19.845] | bù duàn de ràng tā zháo mó |
| [01:22.595] | tā wèi le yǎn cáng ruǎn ruò yú shì qù wén le wén shēn |
| [01:25.454] | tā xiǎng yào bù bèi qī fù jiàn lì xū jiǎ de xiōng hěn |
| [01:28.220] | qí shí tā zǎo yǐ gǎn jué dào tǐ nèi yǒu liǎng gè líng hún |
| [01:30.985] | tā shāo bù zhù yì jiù bèi è mó zhàn jù le quán shēn |
| [01:33.981] | shū zhuō shàng de tái dēng zǎo yǐ bù zài shǎn shuò |
| [01:36.232] | tā zǒng shì gào sù bié rén zì jǐ bù zài ruǎn ruò |
| [01:38.985] | tā chéng tiān dǎ jià dòu ōu |
| [01:40.483] | shèn zhì xué huì le qī piàn |
| [01:41.980] | jǐn cún de liáng zhī bèi mó miè |
| [01:43.478] | zài tā tǒng zhì xué xiào zhī qián |
| [01:45.229] | zhè yàng de shēng huó méi guò duō jiǔ tā jiù bèi pò tuì xué |
| [01:47.982] | mǔ qīn lèi liú mǎn miàn xiàn zài yǎn lèi níng gù lěng què |
| [01:50.702] | tā suī rán shì gè hùn hùn |
| [01:51.954] | dàn guò de yě suàn jié jū |
| [01:53.452] | cóng bù ná jiā lǐ de qián |
| [01:54.707] | yīn wèi tā yǒu bǎ xiōng qì |
| [01:56.459] | tā bǎ mù biāo xuǎn zé zài tā céng jīng dú de gāo zhōng |
| [01:58.955] | chū mén qián mó hǎo fēng lì bǐ shǒu rán hòu ná zài shǒu zhōng |
| [02:01.950] | tā bǎ zhèi xiē nián cún de qián sāi dào zhěn tou xià miàn |
| [02:04.703] | tā xiǎng jǐn kuài jié shù pà bù néng yǔ mǔ qīn zài jiàn |
| [02:07.710] | guò qù |
| [02:10.460] | xiàn zài |
| [02:13.202] | wèi lái |
| [02:15.710] | tā yí gè dōu bù xiǎng yào |
| [02:18.705] | xiàn shí |
| [02:21.455] | mèng jìng |
| [02:24.459] | dì yù |
| [02:26.704] | bù duàn de ràng tā zháo mó |
| [02:29.953] | shí jiān guò de hěn kuài yè mù zhōng yú jiàng lín |
| [02:32.602] | chōu wán zuì hòu yī gēn yān tā yě tàn le kǒu qì |
| [02:35.287] | dāng shí zhēn zhǐ xiàng jiǔ diǎn |
| [02:36.784] | xiǎng qǐ le xià kè líng |
| [02:38.036] | yǒu shí hou tā yě jué de zhè qíng jǐng shí fēn shú xī |
| [02:41.031] | tā děng de nà wèi lǎo shī zhōng yú zǒu chū le xiào mén |
| [02:43.285] | tā yǐn yuē hái néng jì de nà shi céng jīng de bān zhǔ rèn |
| [02:46.202] | suī rán guò le jǐ nián |
| [02:47.454] | tā zhōng yú fàng xià chóu hèn |
| [02:48.952] | dàn réng wàng bù liǎo nà tiān |
| [02:50.206] | lǎo shī yī zhí mà tā bú shì rén |
| [02:51.959] | tā wěi suí lǎo shī zǒu dào le tā jiā mén qián de xiǎo xiàng |
| [02:54.954] | tā ná chū bǐ shǒu jiē xià lái de shì tā bù gǎn xiǎng xiàng |
| [02:57.707] | jīn wǎn yóu qí hūn àn shèn zhì kàn bú dào yuè liàng |
| [03:00.204] | jīng kǒng yǔ bù ān dōu xiě zài le tā de liǎn shàng |
| [03:03.211] | tā gǔ qǐ yǒng qì chōng shǎng qù liàng chū le tā de dāo |
| [03:05.961] | tā hái zài jì xù zài kàng jù zhuā zhù le tā de bāo |
| [03:08.726] | wǒ zhǐ yào qián cái |
| [03:10.097] | wǒ bú yào nǐ mìng |
| [03:11.050] | miàn jù xià dǎn qiè de liǎn |
| [03:12.548] | tā suǒ shuō de huà tā dōu bù xìn |
| [03:14.545] | wěi zhuāng zhōng yú dǎ pò |
| [03:15.555] | miàn jù tū rán huá luò |
| [03:17.054] | yǔ qì màn màn jiǎn ruò |
| [03:18.297] | tā biàn de bù zhī suǒ cuò |
| [03:20.048] | tā dāi dāi zhàn zài yuán dì |
| [03:21.303] | ér lǎo shī yǐ jīng táo pǎo |
| [03:22.544] | fǎn yìng guò lái zhuī le shǎng qù |
| [03:23.986] | bù wàng ná zhe è mó de dāo |
| [03:25.520] | tā méi yǒu tuì lù zhuī zhe liè wù pǎo chū xiǎo xiàng |
| [03:28.016] | xiàng zhōng le bìng dú jiǎo xià dào lù biàn de gǔn tàng |
| [03:30.850] | shí zì lù kǒu chù bān mǎ xiàn shàng yǒu gè xiǎo gū niáng |
| [03:33.603] | lǎo shī wèi bǎo mìng pǎo de cōng máng bǎ tā tuī dào lù zhōng yāng |
| [03:36.598] | zuǒ cè zhuǎn wān ér lái de huò chē xiàng shì sǐ shén yí yàng |
| [03:39.376] | jí cù dàn wú yòng de shā chē shēng xiàng shì sǐ wáng yīn làng |
| [03:42.383] | xiǎo gū niáng de yǎn shén zhōng chōng mǎn le jué wàng |
| [03:44.879] | tā yě hěn mí máng bù zhī gāi qù dì yù hái shì tiān táng |
| [03:47.886] | nà yī shùn zhī jiān suǒ yǒu rén dōu bì shang le shuāng yǎn |
| [03:50.382] | tā zuì zhōng xuǎn zé jiù shú qián fāng chū xiàn le guāng diǎn |
| [03:53.274] | zhòng rén wéi le shǎng qù kàn tā dào zài xuè pō zhī zhōng |
| [03:55.770] | mǔ qīn de bìng wēi tōng zhī dān hái zài tā kǒu dài zhī zhōng |
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