[00:00.000] | 作曲 : Elena Tonra |
[00:15.41] | And in the night |
[00:19.47] | It was a drunken stutter |
[00:22.91] | Started as a next to nothing conversation |
[00:27.60] | Then he’s tearing me out |
[00:29.40] | Taking me apart at my friend’s house |
[00:34.79] | I was uncomfortable |
[00:36.66] | I was hurt |
[00:38.10] | Still with blue innocence in his eyes |
[00:42.91] | I felt my reasoning was harsh |
[00:46.98] | With every stab wound and exhale |
[00:50.41] | I promised myself that I would never lose my youthful fears of grown up men |
[01:00.90] | I’m scarred with cruel intentions |
[01:07.91] | I thought of another the whole time |
[01:15.10] | Who would have never stared me like that |
[01:21.66] | See he saw me as a human |
[01:31.35] | This one thinks I’m a slaughterhouse |
[01:35.10] | He pretends that he’s understanding |
[01:40.41] | And you know in the grand scheme of everything |
[01:46.65] | He’s probably called a nice man |
[01:50.57] | Or an ordinary kind of man |
[01:54.94] | Or a stereotype with strong hands |
[01:57.60] | I’m so sad at how little joy I realized within my time with my ex guy |
[02:09.94] | Before these statues arrives |
[02:13.07] | |
[02:14.63] | Romance is dead and done |
[02:18.38] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[02:30.26] | The grass is dead and barren |
[02:34.63] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[02:39.63] | |
[02:45.26] | I could begin to open up and risk desire |
[02:51.19] | For I move slower and |
[02:54.32] | Quieter than most |
[02:57.44] | I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow |
[03:09.63] | Oh I wish there was another way |
[03:13.07] | |
[03:17.76] | Romance is dead and done |
[03:21.50] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[03:33.80] | The grass is dead and barren |
[03:38.01] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[03:42.78] | |
[03:49.76] | See me here |
[03:53.80] | Meet me here |
[03:57.50] | I don’t care |
[04:01.80] | If it’s not repeated |
[04:04.57] | I want to know who you are |
[04:08.32] | For every second we outrun the moon and dread the sun come up |
[04:12.38] | I want to know who you are |
[04:16.44] | So I don’t have to check my stuffs still here when you’re gone |
[04:29.80] | I want to know who you are |
[04:28.32] | I want to know who you were |
[04:30.30] | |
[04:37.38] | Romance is dead and done |
[04:41.10] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[04:53.01] | The grass is dead and barren |
[04:57.38] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[05:02.07] | |
[05:07.93] | This side |
[05:16.06] | This side |
[05:23.89] | This side |
[05:32.02] | This side |
[00:00.000] | zuo qu : Elena Tonra |
[00:15.41] | And in the night |
[00:19.47] | It was a drunken stutter |
[00:22.91] | Started as a next to nothing conversation |
[00:27.60] | Then he' s tearing me out |
[00:29.40] | Taking me apart at my friend' s house |
[00:34.79] | I was uncomfortable |
[00:36.66] | I was hurt |
[00:38.10] | Still with blue innocence in his eyes |
[00:42.91] | I felt my reasoning was harsh |
[00:46.98] | With every stab wound and exhale |
[00:50.41] | I promised myself that I would never lose my youthful fears of grown up men |
[01:00.90] | I' m scarred with cruel intentions |
[01:07.91] | I thought of another the whole time |
[01:15.10] | Who would have never stared me like that |
[01:21.66] | See he saw me as a human |
[01:31.35] | This one thinks I' m a slaughterhouse |
[01:35.10] | He pretends that he' s understanding |
[01:40.41] | And you know in the grand scheme of everything |
[01:46.65] | He' s probably called a nice man |
[01:50.57] | Or an ordinary kind of man |
[01:54.94] | Or a stereotype with strong hands |
[01:57.60] | I' m so sad at how little joy I realized within my time with my ex guy |
[02:09.94] | Before these statues arrives |
[02:13.07] | |
[02:14.63] | Romance is dead and done |
[02:18.38] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[02:30.26] | The grass is dead and barren |
[02:34.63] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[02:39.63] | |
[02:45.26] | I could begin to open up and risk desire |
[02:51.19] | For I move slower and |
[02:54.32] | Quieter than most |
[02:57.44] | I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow |
[03:09.63] | Oh I wish there was another way |
[03:13.07] | |
[03:17.76] | Romance is dead and done |
[03:21.50] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[03:33.80] | The grass is dead and barren |
[03:38.01] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[03:42.78] | |
[03:49.76] | See me here |
[03:53.80] | Meet me here |
[03:57.50] | I don' t care |
[04:01.80] | If it' s not repeated |
[04:04.57] | I want to know who you are |
[04:08.32] | For every second we outrun the moon and dread the sun come up |
[04:12.38] | I want to know who you are |
[04:16.44] | So I don' t have to check my stuffs still here when you' re gone |
[04:29.80] | I want to know who you are |
[04:28.32] | I want to know who you were |
[04:30.30] | |
[04:37.38] | Romance is dead and done |
[04:41.10] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[04:53.01] | The grass is dead and barren |
[04:57.38] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[05:02.07] | |
[05:07.93] | This side |
[05:16.06] | This side |
[05:23.89] | This side |
[05:32.02] | This side |
[00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Elena Tonra |
[00:15.41] | And in the night |
[00:19.47] | It was a drunken stutter |
[00:22.91] | Started as a next to nothing conversation |
[00:27.60] | Then he' s tearing me out |
[00:29.40] | Taking me apart at my friend' s house |
[00:34.79] | I was uncomfortable |
[00:36.66] | I was hurt |
[00:38.10] | Still with blue innocence in his eyes |
[00:42.91] | I felt my reasoning was harsh |
[00:46.98] | With every stab wound and exhale |
[00:50.41] | I promised myself that I would never lose my youthful fears of grown up men |
[01:00.90] | I' m scarred with cruel intentions |
[01:07.91] | I thought of another the whole time |
[01:15.10] | Who would have never stared me like that |
[01:21.66] | See he saw me as a human |
[01:31.35] | This one thinks I' m a slaughterhouse |
[01:35.10] | He pretends that he' s understanding |
[01:40.41] | And you know in the grand scheme of everything |
[01:46.65] | He' s probably called a nice man |
[01:50.57] | Or an ordinary kind of man |
[01:54.94] | Or a stereotype with strong hands |
[01:57.60] | I' m so sad at how little joy I realized within my time with my ex guy |
[02:09.94] | Before these statues arrives |
[02:13.07] | |
[02:14.63] | Romance is dead and done |
[02:18.38] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[02:30.26] | The grass is dead and barren |
[02:34.63] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[02:39.63] | |
[02:45.26] | I could begin to open up and risk desire |
[02:51.19] | For I move slower and |
[02:54.32] | Quieter than most |
[02:57.44] | I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow |
[03:09.63] | Oh I wish there was another way |
[03:13.07] | |
[03:17.76] | Romance is dead and done |
[03:21.50] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[03:33.80] | The grass is dead and barren |
[03:38.01] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[03:42.78] | |
[03:49.76] | See me here |
[03:53.80] | Meet me here |
[03:57.50] | I don' t care |
[04:01.80] | If it' s not repeated |
[04:04.57] | I want to know who you are |
[04:08.32] | For every second we outrun the moon and dread the sun come up |
[04:12.38] | I want to know who you are |
[04:16.44] | So I don' t have to check my stuffs still here when you' re gone |
[04:29.80] | I want to know who you are |
[04:28.32] | I want to know who you were |
[04:30.30] | |
[04:37.38] | Romance is dead and done |
[04:41.10] | And it hits between the eyes on this side |
[04:53.01] | The grass is dead and barren |
[04:57.38] | And it hurts between my thighs on this side |
[05:02.07] | |
[05:07.93] | This side |
[05:16.06] | This side |
[05:23.89] | This side |
[05:32.02] | This side |
[00:15.41] | 在那夜里, |
[00:19.47] | 那是醉酒后的口齿不清。 |
[00:22.91] | 一开始是一场无关紧要的谈话, |
[00:27.60] | 接着他哭了出来, |
[00:29.40] | 他在我朋友的家里和我说分手。 |
[00:34.79] | 我感到难受, |
[00:36.66] | 我感到伤心, |
[00:38.10] | 可他的眼里依旧闪烁着无辜的蓝色。 |
[00:42.91] | 我突然觉得我的理性似乎太苛刻了, |
[00:46.98] | 似乎每一次都带来伤口和叹息。 |
[00:50.41] | 我曾经向自己保证永远会保留我年轻时那份对成年男子的恐惧, |
[01:00.90] | 我被他们残酷的意图弄得伤痕累累。 |
[01:07.91] | 我一直在想另一个他, |
[01:15.10] | 他不会那样盯着我看, |
[01:21.66] | 他会把我看做一个真正的人, |
[01:31.35] | 而这个人认为我是一个屠宰场。 |
[01:35.10] | 他假装他理解这一点, |
[01:40.41] | 而且你知道,从大的角度来说, |
[01:46.65] | 他可能是个好人, |
[01:50.57] | 或者说是个普通人, |
[01:54.94] | 或者刻板印象中强势的一方。 |
[01:57.60] | 和前男友在一起的时间里,我竟然没有意识到一点快乐,这真让我难过, |
[02:09.94] | 在这些想法出现之前, |
[02:14.63] | 浪漫已经彻底死绝了, |
[02:18.38] | 眉心之中被一枪爆头; |
[02:30.26] | 绿草已经彻底枯萎了, |
[02:34.63] | 大腿之间火烧般的疼。 |
[02:45.26] | 我本可以 |
我本可以开始冒着欲望的风险敞开心扉, | |
[02:51.19] | 因为我比大多数人, |
[02:54.32] | 走的更慢,更安静, |
[02:57.44] | 我成长得太快,但原谅学的太慢, |
[03:09.63] | 噢我多么希望还有别的办法。 |
[03:17.76] | 浪漫已经彻底死绝了, |
[03:21.50] | 眉心之中被一枪爆头。 |
[03:33.80] | 绿草已经彻底枯萎了; |
[03:38.01] | 大腿之间火烧般的疼。 |
[03:49.76] | 快来这里看我, |
[03:53.80] | 快来这里见我, |
[03:57.50] | 我不在乎 |
[04:01.80] | 我说的是否重复了。 |
[04:04.57] | 我想知道你是谁, |
[04:08.32] | 因为每时每刻我们都在躲避月亮,但又同时害怕太阳升起; |
[04:12.38] | 我想知道你是谁, |
[04:16.44] | 因为这样当你走时,我就不用还在这检查我的东西了; |
[04:28.32] | 我想知道你曾经是谁 , |
[04:29.80] | 我想知道你现在是谁。 |
[04:37.38] | 浪漫已经彻底死绝了, |
[04:41.10] | 眉心之中被一枪爆头; |
[04:53.01] | 绿草已经彻底枯萎了, |
[04:57.38] | 大腿之间火烧般的疼; |
[05:07.93] | 火烧般的疼 |
[05:16.06] | 火烧般的疼 |
[05:23.89] | 火烧般的疼 |
[05:32.02] | 火烧般的疼 |