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My heart is shifting, |
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Back to the one who's calling out to me, |
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She ties a tourniquet around my neck, |
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Cold embrace but warm caress, |
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My home was never so sweet. |
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And I will swallow, |
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Each pill she gives it helps to ease the pain, |
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She'll take a piece of me and eat it raw, |
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Been away for far too long, |
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Return the dirt to the weeds. |
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Though I'm down, |
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Down, |
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Down, |
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It picks her up, |
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Up, |
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Up, |
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I want it now, |
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Now, |
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Now, |
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I'm out of luck, |
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Luck, |
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Luck. |
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What have you done to comfort me? |
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What have you done but make me bleed? |
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You've come so close to burying me, |
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My one and only, |
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My emptiness. |
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My eyes are open, |
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But she won't let me go so easily, |
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I cannot trust the words that come from my mouth, |
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Enemy from the inside out, |
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I'll learn to love my defeat. |
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I let you hold me down, |
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Let you restrain me, |
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I sink into the ground, |
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It overtakes me, |
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I've lost what you have found, |
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You slowly change me, |
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I will remove my crown, |
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Let you invade me. |
