[00:00.000] | 作词 : LB |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : EDOBY |
[00:22.892] | 我忘了有多久不敢去直视我的内心 |
[00:26.147] | 极少安静下来想想这些年来的变化 |
[00:29.147] | 直到黑夜袭来笼罩了我的背影 |
[00:31.644] | 我依赖着沉默打破过往所有尴尬 |
[00:34.897] | 我还在假笑,咽下他们给的毒药 |
[00:37.651] | 其实都无关紧要,但我能不能不要 |
[00:40.894] | 难免有过浮躁,过多的却是失落 |
[00:43.643] | 又是哪个她教会我放手不再执着 |
[00:46.647] | 他们不懂你想得到什么想要什么 |
[00:48.654] | 写过什么唱过什么最后又想忘掉什么 |
[00:52.148] | 至少我还有那一丁点可怜的信念 |
[00:54.897] | 再写下寄往没有收信地址的天边 |
[00:57.896] | 把我那肆意滋长的情绪斩断 |
[01:00.392] | 它影响到我过多时候不该有的判断 |
[01:03.647] | 我一度认为我是对的 |
[01:05.895] | 最后却是无知把我打醒,梦也跟着碎了 |
[01:09.396] | 就像他们说的这是成长的代价 |
[01:12.147] | 这代价太他妈的大了,大到让我害怕 |
[01:14.893] | 我活得自我,无法看清的还是我 |
[01:17.894] | 但在这肮脏的世界我想活得更赤裸 |
[01:20.900] | 所以很多时候喜欢一个人独处 |
[01:23.646] | 习惯一个人画着自我的弧度 |
[01:26.648] | 自我的画,窥探自我的话 |
[01:28.397] | 在这尴尬的年纪里面赤裸的徒步 |
[01:32.146] | 开始不再仰起高傲的头颅 |
[01:34.646] | 只剩下疲倦的步伐和那焦躁的踌躇 |
[01:37.648] | 伤痛在很多时候嘲笑我脱离了保护 |
[01:40.643] | 导致我跋山涉水只能迈得更小步 |
[01:43.644] | 我他m的偏偏更喜欢在喧嚣中找安静 |
[01:46.147] | 我不信在这肮脏的世界只有我爱干净 |
[01:49.147] | 见过了太多偏见,让距离生分 |
[01:52.143] | 当初深爱的,现在也变成了恨 |
[01:55.143] | 不就丧失本该有的真诚演戏么 |
[01:57.897] | 说实话,它能荡起你内心涟漪么 |
[02:00.648] | 所以更多时候我真的不喜欢交际 |
[02:03.395] | 灵魂的交替,背后肮脏的交易 |
[02:06.396] | 这路上也有很多美丽的风景 |
[02:08.649] | 可我的盘缠只有随自由而响的风铃 |
[02:12.149] | 复杂的世界,你多孤傲 |
[02:14.643] | 想让我汇入人潮,我做不到 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : LB |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : EDOBY |
[00:22.892] | wo wang le you duo jiu bu gan qu zhi shi wo de nei xin |
[00:26.147] | ji shao an jing xia lai xiang xiang zhei xie nian lai de bian hua |
[00:29.147] | zhi dao hei ye xi lai long zhao le wo de bei ying |
[00:31.644] | wo yi lai zhe chen mo da po guo wang suo you gan ga |
[00:34.897] | wo hai zai jia xiao, yan xia ta men gei de du yao |
[00:37.651] | qi shi dou wu guan jin yao, dan wo neng bu neng bu yao |
[00:40.894] | nan mian you guo fu zao, guo duo de que shi shi luo |
[00:43.643] | you shi nei ge ta jiao hui wo fang shou bu zai zhi zhuo |
[00:46.647] | ta men bu dong ni xiang de dao shen me xiang yao shen me |
[00:48.654] | xie guo shen me chang guo shen me zui hou you xiang wang diao shen me |
[00:52.148] | zhi shao wo hai you na yi ding dian ke lian de xin nian |
[00:54.897] | zai xie xia ji wang mei you shou xin di zhi de tian bian |
[00:57.896] | ba wo na si yi zi zhang de qing xu zhan duan |
[01:00.392] | ta ying xiang dao wo guo duo shi hou bu gai you de pan duan |
[01:03.647] | wo yi du ren wei wo shi dui de |
[01:05.895] | zui hou que shi wu zhi ba wo da xing, meng ye gen zhe sui le |
[01:09.396] | jiu xiang ta men shuo de zhe shi cheng zhang de dai jia |
[01:12.147] | zhe dai jia tai ta ma de da le, da dao rang wo hai pa |
[01:14.893] | wo huo de zi wo, wu fa kan qing de hai shi wo |
[01:17.894] | dan zai zhe ang zang de shi jie wo xiang huo de geng chi luo |
[01:20.900] | suo yi hen duo shi hou xi huan yi ge ren du chu |
[01:23.646] | xi guan yi ge ren hua zhe zi wo de hu du |
[01:26.648] | zi wo de hua, kui tan zi wo de hua |
[01:28.397] | zai zhe gan ga de nian ji li mian chi luo de tu bu |
[01:32.146] | kai shi bu zai yang qi gao ao de tou lu |
[01:34.646] | zhi sheng xia pi juan de bu fa he na jiao zao de chou chu |
[01:37.648] | shang tong zai hen duo shi hou chao xiao wo tuo li le bao hu |
[01:40.643] | dao zhi wo ba shan she shui zhi neng mai de geng xiao bu |
[01:43.644] | wo ta m de pian pian geng xi huan zai xuan xiao zhong zhao an jing |
[01:46.147] | wo bu xin zai zhe ang zang de shi jie zhi you wo ai gan jing |
[01:49.147] | jian guo le tai duo pian jian, rang ju li sheng fen |
[01:52.143] | dang chu shen ai de, xian zai ye bian cheng le hen |
[01:55.143] | bu jiu sang shi ben gai you di zhen cheng yan xi me |
[01:57.897] | shuo shi hua, ta neng dang qi ni nei xin lian yi me |
[02:00.648] | suo yi geng duo shi hou wo zhen de bu xi huan jiao ji |
[02:03.395] | ling hun de jiao ti, bei hou ang zang de jiao yi |
[02:06.396] | zhe lu shang ye you hen duo mei li de feng jing |
[02:08.649] | ke wo de pan chan zhi you sui zi you er xiang de feng ling |
[02:12.149] | fu za de shi jie, ni duo gu ao |
[02:14.643] | xiang rang wo hui ru ren chao, wo zuo bu dao |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : LB |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : EDOBY |
[00:22.892] | wǒ wàng le yǒu duō jiǔ bù gǎn qù zhí shì wǒ de nèi xīn |
[00:26.147] | jí shǎo ān jìng xià lái xiǎng xiǎng zhèi xiē nián lái de biàn huà |
[00:29.147] | zhí dào hēi yè xí lái lǒng zhào le wǒ de bèi yǐng |
[00:31.644] | wǒ yī lài zhe chén mò dǎ pò guò wǎng suǒ yǒu gān gà |
[00:34.897] | wǒ hái zài jiǎ xiào, yàn xià tā men gěi de dú yào |
[00:37.651] | qí shí dōu wú guān jǐn yào, dàn wǒ néng bù néng bú yào |
[00:40.894] | nán miǎn yǒu guò fú zào, guò duō de què shì shī luò |
[00:43.643] | yòu shì něi gè tā jiào huì wǒ fàng shǒu bù zài zhí zhuó |
[00:46.647] | tā men bù dǒng nǐ xiǎng dé dào shén me xiǎng yào shén me |
[00:48.654] | xiě guò shén me chàng guò shén me zuì hòu yòu xiǎng wàng diào shén me |
[00:52.148] | zhì shǎo wǒ hái yǒu nà yī dīng diǎn kě lián de xìn niàn |
[00:54.897] | zài xiě xià jì wǎng méi yǒu shōu xìn dì zhǐ de tiān biān |
[00:57.896] | bǎ wǒ nà sì yì zī zhǎng de qíng xù zhǎn duàn |
[01:00.392] | tā yǐng xiǎng dào wǒ guò duō shí hòu bù gāi yǒu de pàn duàn |
[01:03.647] | wǒ yí dù rèn wéi wǒ shì duì de |
[01:05.895] | zuì hòu què shì wú zhī bǎ wǒ dǎ xǐng, mèng yě gēn zhe suì le |
[01:09.396] | jiù xiàng tā men shuō de zhè shì chéng zhǎng de dài jià |
[01:12.147] | zhè dài jià tài tā mā de dà le, dà dào ràng wǒ hài pà |
[01:14.893] | wǒ huó dé zì wǒ, wú fǎ kàn qīng de hái shì wǒ |
[01:17.894] | dàn zài zhè āng zāng de shì jiè wǒ xiǎng huó dé gèng chì luǒ |
[01:20.900] | suǒ yǐ hěn duō shí hòu xǐ huān yí ge rén dú chǔ |
[01:23.646] | xí guàn yí ge rén huà zhe zì wǒ de hú dù |
[01:26.648] | zì wǒ de huà, kuī tàn zì wǒ de huà |
[01:28.397] | zài zhè gān gà de nián jì lǐ miàn chì luǒ de tú bù |
[01:32.146] | kāi shǐ bù zài yǎng qǐ gāo ào de tóu lú |
[01:34.646] | zhǐ shèng xià pí juàn de bù fá hé nà jiāo zào de chóu chú |
[01:37.648] | shāng tòng zài hěn duō shí hòu cháo xiào wǒ tuō lí le bǎo hù |
[01:40.643] | dǎo zhì wǒ bá shān shè shuǐ zhǐ néng mài dé gèng xiǎo bù |
[01:43.644] | wǒ tā m de piān piān gèng xǐ huān zài xuān xiāo zhōng zhǎo ān jìng |
[01:46.147] | wǒ bù xìn zài zhè āng zāng de shì jiè zhǐ yǒu wǒ ài gān jìng |
[01:49.147] | jiàn guò le tài duō piān jiàn, ràng jù lí shēng fēn |
[01:52.143] | dāng chū shēn ài de, xiàn zài yě biàn chéng le hèn |
[01:55.143] | bù jiù sàng shī běn gāi yǒu dí zhēn chéng yǎn xì me |
[01:57.897] | shuō shí huà, tā néng dàng qǐ nǐ nèi xīn lián yī me |
[02:00.648] | suǒ yǐ gèng duō shí hòu wǒ zhēn de bù xǐ huān jiāo jì |
[02:03.395] | líng hún de jiāo tì, bèi hòu āng zāng de jiāo yì |
[02:06.396] | zhè lù shàng yě yǒu hěn duō měi lì de fēng jǐng |
[02:08.649] | kě wǒ de pán chán zhǐ yǒu suí zì yóu ér xiǎng de fēng líng |
[02:12.149] | fù zá de shì jiè, nǐ duō gū ào |
[02:14.643] | xiǎng ràng wǒ huì rù rén cháo, wǒ zuò bú dào |