歌曲 | Smile 4 Me - Explicit Album Version |
歌手 | Amil |
专辑 | All Money Is Legal |
下载 | Image LRC TXT |
is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
I should be happy i'm on and i'm dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
The extra pie? | |
If you could just look into the life i live | |
360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
While i'm in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
I wouldn't let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
Using me | |
Some even put their hands on me | |
I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
Chorus: i've been weak and i've been strong | |
Been through the fire ive'been through the storms | |
I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
No more hurt and no more tears | |
The'll be no more pain and no more fears | |
No more people in my face that's | |
Not sincere so | |
Smile for me when i'm no longer here | |
At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
A hardknock life was i learned about | |
Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
Let them know it aint daddy's fault the moneys be leavin' | |
If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be breathin; | |
Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
Some mother ****in' clothes to wear | |
Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn't enough | |
Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
Can't afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
Chorus | |
Can't shake these thoughts of suicide | |
Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
I've been ? just so i don't hurt myself | |
Now that i'm on | |
Most can't stand me now | |
But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
When i need 'em funny how they can't be found | |
That's why the most high's my only family now | |
Chorus |
is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
I should be happy i' m on and i' m dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
The extra pie? | |
If you could just look into the life i live | |
360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
While i' m in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
I wouldn' t let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
Using me | |
Some even put their hands on me | |
I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
Chorus: i' ve been weak and i' ve been strong | |
Been through the fire ive' been through the storms | |
I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
No more hurt and no more tears | |
The' ll be no more pain and no more fears | |
No more people in my face that' s | |
Not sincere so | |
Smile for me when i' m no longer here | |
At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
A hardknock life was i learned about | |
Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
Let them know it aint daddy' s fault the moneys be leavin' | |
If it wasn' t for the streets he' d still be breathin | |
Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
Some mother in' clothes to wear | |
Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn' t enough | |
Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
Can' t afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
Chorus | |
Can' t shake these thoughts of suicide | |
Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
I' ve been ? just so i don' t hurt myself | |
Now that i' m on | |
Most can' t stand me now | |
But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
When i need ' em funny how they can' t be found | |
That' s why the most high' s my only family now | |
Chorus |
is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die? | |
Let me finish off this hell with no questions why | |
I should be happy i' m on and i' m dressed in fly but is the game changing me for | |
The extra pie? | |
If you could just look into the life i live | |
360 catching up on all the trife i did | |
Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids | |
While i' m in love with a nigga with a wife and kid | |
Maybe if my pops aint abondend me | |
I wouldn' t let so many niggas take advantage of me | |
Using me | |
Some even put their hands on me | |
I wonder what the most high god planned for me | |
My life line gettin' shorter when i look at my palms | |
Will i be notin' like my biological moms | |
She aint raised me so naturally i never felt the bond | |
At 16 got my ged never saw a prom | |
Chorus: i' ve been weak and i' ve been strong | |
Been through the fire ive' been through the storms | |
I try to do right and i know i do wrong | |
Just be happy for me when my life is gone | |
No more hurt and no more tears | |
The' ll be no more pain and no more fears | |
No more people in my face that' s | |
Not sincere so | |
Smile for me when i' m no longer here | |
At a younge age i let the world turn me out | |
Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out | |
A hardknock life was i learned about | |
Trynna ease the only thing i be concerned about | |
Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason | |
Let them know it aint daddy' s fault the moneys be leavin' | |
If it wasn' t for the streets he' d still be breathin | |
Trynna raise him by myself but i know he need him | |
Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare | |
Only two checks a month for us both to share | |
I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so i could boost us | |
Some mother in' clothes to wear | |
Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn' t enough | |
Up state back to ? gotta throw me up | |
All this fast cash only turned the heat up | |
Can' t afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us? | |
Chorus | |
Can' t shake these thoughts of suicide | |
Anyone i ever loved though was close to die | |
Ones i trusted or though was being true, lied | |
A life time of tears but just a few i cried | |
Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf | |
Will my actions stay from all the pain i felt | |
Just trynna make the best out the hand i delt | |
If i fall who can i turn to for help | |
Is my man with me and not my wealth | |
Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health | |
Does he want the real me or somebody else? | |
I' ve been ? just so i don' t hurt myself | |
Now that i' m on | |
Most can' t stand me now | |
But they was happy when i rocked all them hand me downs | |
When i need ' em funny how they can' t be found | |
That' s why the most high' s my only family now | |
Chorus |