Shape of My Heart

歌曲 Shape of My Heart
歌手 Y$J
专辑 SHAPE OF MY HEART

歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : YSJ
[00:00.591] 作曲 : YSJ
[00:01.183] 作词：YSJ
[00:02.060] 作曲：YSJ/Sting/Dominic Miller
[00:03.065] 混音：YSJ
[00:04.060] 封面：GOTT
[00:05.060] 和声：YSJ
[00:06.060] 编曲：NAS - THE MESSAGE（REMIX）
[00:07.056] “前两段写在一年前（2017年末）我失业刚接触说唱，对生活失落，本不想唱，但一年后我实在拣不起好好生活的动力，还是唱了，不给自己遗憾”
[00:09.056] -
[00:10.535] 我走在住的ghetto hood（廉租屋）旁边叫上沙路的街
[00:13.345] 耳机放的old school 唱片单曲循环懒得切
[00:15.796] 我还在想着到底什么才是生活的最优解
[00:18.532] 指引我的人说跟着时间未来的书里会有写
[00:21.267] 从入门到进阶 从模糊放大到细节
[00:24.039] 刮开命运的抽奖卡片上面写的还是苟且
[00:26.603] 有人说别怕浪费时间 努力要坚持不懈
[00:29.551] 可我得到的结果和你们说的仍然天差地别
[00:32.056] 你说时间还不够 要接着被生活揍
[00:34.732] 但是我搞不懂为什么他这么强壮我却这么瘦
[00:37.521] 难道说摔得狠才站得稳 错的蠢才算得准
[00:40.647] 夹缝的生存里输掉本 黄金才赚到滚
[00:43.059] 让我继续生活的动力根本就不是我的梦
[00:45.639] 那些中建工农的信用账单我每天都头痛
[00:48.284] 看着我的余额每天活的都像在死里逃生
[00:50.745] 在反复敲打的生活里却没练出铁骨铮铮
[00:54.170] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所想）
[00:58.172] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所往）
[01:04.798] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所向）
[01:08.882] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所望）
[01:15.237] 危机到来的时候其实我也头发蒙
[01:17.797] 全部都靠硬撑 到哪里都是竞争 绝地求生
[01:20.892] 到半死也不叫医生 哪怕在战场上牺牲
[01:23.514] 但我不信也不求谁的妙手能治好我的破伤风
[01:25.969] 我想说 对不起 我是真的没钱买不起beat
[01:28.689] 日复一日穿着我的套头卫衣 还总是忘了洗
[01:31.209] 看着衣柜里 昂贵的沾灰的呢子大衣
[01:33.924] 对自己嫌弃 这种失意 一直扎根无奈的心底
[01:36.716] 我不是没有赚到过钱 以前的日子也很甜
[01:39.911] 有马子爱有酒局嗨大把的时间都很闲
[01:42.106] 但这些都是昨天 虽然我现在也还是很闲
[01:44.719] 可我不敢出门转 省着吃饭说到底还是钱
[01:47.633] 该死的身外之物 就让我这样呆在坟墓
[01:50.337] 没人会说我英雄末路 因为我从来都不酷
[01:52.940] 最底层的小人物 滑稽地邯郸学步
[01:55.468] 别人都在事业加速我却在发愁还没地方住
[01:58.413] 那些看不起我的论调就像秃鹰在盘旋
[02:01.046] 没预料无死角就像被绑住手脚再做体检
[02:03.711] 我自己真正的天赋我最清楚不用你来点
[02:06.548] 自己的路我还在接着走哪怕脸上带着血
[02:09.179] 现在你满意了吧 我被你击倒了吗
[02:11.622] 难道你想要的是我跪着对你祈祷着吗
[02:14.411] 我想要攻了城 破了门 许愿强大到能通了神
[02:17.472] 为何要说不可能 不可能 给的答案都是不可能
[02:20.403] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所想）
[02:24.437] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所往）
[02:31.268] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所向）
[02:35.200] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所望）
[02:41.492] 25岁的我越来越相信命 开始相信定数
[02:45.340] 虽然不想在剧本里禁锢
[02:47.026] 但同样的难处 还是在把我缠住 循环反复
[02:50.539] 在我埋头赶路的意志里把我拦住
[02:53.304] 我真的不想去承认这些年是自己错了
[02:55.843] 不想回忆自己在背后究竟是怎么过的
[02:58.166] 乐观地接受多少挫折
[02:59.853] 生活里没有其他的可能性
[03:01.313] 没有一个如果没有一个或者
[03:03.597] 从不服软的我在胡乱的在荒野里不断的换着方式
[03:07.370] 去尝试搭建自己想要的房子
[03:10.077] 那么疯狂肆意就像还是十七岁的样子带着骄傲强势
[03:14.460] 旁观者说你痛了吧 下手很重的吧
[03:16.768] 脸都打肿了吧 囧了吧 现在你应该懂了吧
[03:19.585] 用力过猛了吧 终于看清这面孔了吧
[03:22.140] 快怂了吧 熊了吧 快从了吧 和他们融了吧
[03:24.949] 抱歉对不起如今我还是做不到
[03:27.421] 喝不惯鸡汤的我同样不习惯喝毒药
[03:30.060] 临终的结局无非两个要么哭或者笑
[03:32.506] 不管哪一天结束我相信之前还会有破折号
[03:35.988] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所想）
[03:39.930] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所往）
[03:46.730] That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所向）
[03:50.785] Oh lord，That is not shape of my heart（这不是我的心之所望）
[03:56.936] “成长就是撞破一层层玻璃，鲜血淋漓地走到最后，你向神祈祷，因为你相信神，可神没有回应你，是因为神相信你，答案每一天都在离你越来越近，请走下去。-YSJ.2020.01”

拼音

[00:00.000] zuò cí : YSJ
[00:00.591] zuò qǔ : YSJ
[00:01.183] zuò cí: YSJ
[00:02.060] zuò qǔ: YSJ Sting Dominic Miller
[00:03.065] hùn yīn: YSJ
[00:04.060] fēng miàn: GOTT
[00:05.060] hé shēng: YSJ
[00:06.060] biān qǔ: NAS THE MESSAGE REMIX
[00:07.056] " qián liǎng duàn xiě zài yī nián qián 2017 nián mò wǒ shī yè gāng jiē chù shuō chàng, duì shēng huó shī luò, běn bù xiǎng chàng, dàn yī nián hòu wǒ shí zài jiǎn bù qǐ hǎo hǎo shēng huó de dòng lì, hái shì chàng le, bù gěi zì jǐ yí hàn"
[00:09.056]
[00:10.535] wǒ zǒu zài zhù de ghetto hood lián zū wū páng biān jiào shàng shā lù de jiē
[00:13.345] ěr jī fàng de old school chàng piān dān qǔ xún huán lǎn de qiè
[00:15.796] wǒ hái zài xiǎng zhe dào dǐ shén me cái shì shēng huó de zuì yōu jiě
[00:18.532] zhǐ yǐn wǒ de rén shuō gēn zhe shí jiān wèi lái de shū lǐ huì yǒu xiě
[00:21.267] cóng rù mén dào jìn jiē cóng mó hu fàng dà dào xì jié
[00:24.039] guā kāi mìng yùn de chōu jiǎng kǎ piàn shàng miàn xiě de hái shì gǒu qiě
[00:26.603] yǒu rén shuō bié pà làng fèi shí jiān nǔ lì yào jiān chí bù xiè
[00:29.551] kě wǒ dé dào de jié guǒ hé nǐ men shuō de réng rán tiān chà dì bié
[00:32.056] nǐ shuō shí jiān hái bù gòu yào jiē zhe bèi shēng huó zòu
[00:34.732] dàn shì wǒ gǎo bu dǒng wèi shí me tā zhè me qiáng zhuàng wǒ què zhè me shòu
[00:37.521] nán dào shuō shuāi dé hěn cái zhàn dé wěn cuò de chǔn cái suàn de zhǔn
[00:40.647] jiā fèng de shēng cún lǐ shū diào běn huáng jīn cái zhuàn dào gǔn
[00:43.059] ràng wǒ jì xù shēng huó de dòng lì gēn běn jiù bú shì wǒ de mèng
[00:45.639] nèi xiē zhōng jiàn gōng nóng de xìn yòng zhàng dān wǒ měi tiān dū tóu tòng
[00:48.284] kàn zhe wǒ de yú é měi tiān huó de dōu xiàng zài sǐ lǐ táo shēng
[00:50.745] zài fǎn fù qiāo dǎ de shēng huó lǐ què méi liàn chū tiě gǔ zhēng zhēng
[00:54.170] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiǎng
[00:58.172] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wǎng
[01:04.798] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiàng
[01:08.882] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wàng
[01:15.237] wēi jī dào lái de shí hòu qí shí wǒ yě tóu fà méng
[01:17.797] quán bù dōu kào yìng chēng dào nǎ lǐ dōu shì jìng zhēng jué dì qiú shēng
[01:20.892] dào bàn sǐ yě bù jiào yī shēng nǎ pà zài zhàn chǎng shàng xī shēng
[01:23.514] dàn wǒ bù xìn yě bù qiú shuí de miào shǒu néng zhì hǎo wǒ de pò shāng fēng
[01:25.969] wǒ xiǎng shuō duì bù qǐ wǒ shì zhēn de méi qián mǎi bu qǐ beat
[01:28.689] rì fù yī rì chuān zhe wǒ de tào tóu wèi yī hái zǒng shì wàng le xǐ
[01:31.209] kàn zhuó yī guì lǐ áng guì de zhān huī de ní zǐ dà yī
[01:33.924] duì zì jǐ xián qì zhè zhǒng shī yì yī zhí zhā gēn wú nài de xīn dǐ
[01:36.716] wǒ bú shì méi yǒu zhuàn dào guò qián yǐ qián de rì zi yě hěn tián
[01:39.911] yǒu mǎ zǐ ài yǒu jiǔ jú hāi dà bǎ de shí jiān dōu hěn xián
[01:42.106] dàn zhèi xiē dōu shì zuó tiān suī rán wǒ xiàn zài yě hái shì hěn xián
[01:44.719] kě wǒ bù gǎn chū mén zhuǎn shěng zhe chī fàn shuō dào dǐ hái shì qián
[01:47.633] gāi sǐ de shēn wài zhī wù jiù ràng wǒ zhè yàng dāi zài fén mù
[01:50.337] méi rén huì shuō wǒ yīng xióng mò lù yīn wèi wǒ cóng lái dōu bù kù
[01:52.940] zuì dǐ céng de xiǎo rén wù huá jī dì hán dān xué bù
[01:55.468] bié rén dōu zài shì yè jiā sù wǒ què zài fā chóu hái mò dì fāng zhù
[01:58.413] nèi xiē kàn bù qǐ wǒ de lùn diào jiù xiàng tū yīng zài pán xuán
[02:01.046] méi yù liào wú sǐ jiǎo jiù xiàng bèi bǎng zhù shǒu jiǎo zài zuò tǐ jiǎn
[02:03.711] wǒ zì jǐ zhēn zhèng de tiān fù wǒ zuì qīng chǔ bù yòng nǐ lái diǎn
[02:06.548] zì jǐ de lù wǒ hái zài jiē zhe zǒu nǎ pà liǎn shàng dài zhe xuè
[02:09.179] xiàn zài nǐ mǎn yì le ba wǒ bèi nǐ jī dǎo le ma
[02:11.622] nán dào nǐ xiǎng yào de shì wǒ guì zhe duì nǐ qí dǎo zhe ma
[02:14.411] wǒ xiǎng yào gōng le chéng pò le mén xǔ yuàn qiáng dà dào néng tōng le shén
[02:17.472] wèi hé yào shuō bù kě néng bù kě néng gěi de dá àn dōu shì bù kě néng
[02:20.403] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiǎng
[02:24.437] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wǎng
[02:31.268] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiàng
[02:35.200] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wàng
[02:41.492] 25 suì de wǒ yuè lái yuè xiāng xìn mìng kāi shǐ xiāng xìn dìng shù
[02:45.340] suī rán bù xiǎng zài jù běn lǐ jìn gù
[02:47.026] dàn tóng yàng de nán chǔ hái shì zài bǎ wǒ chán zhù xún huán fǎn fù
[02:50.539] zài wǒ mái tóu gǎn lù de yì zhì lǐ bǎ wǒ lán zhù
[02:53.304] wǒ zhēn de bù xiǎng qù chéng rèn zhèi xiē nián shì zì jǐ cuò le
[02:55.843] bù xiǎng huí yì zì jǐ zài bèi hòu jiū jìng shì zěn me guò de
[02:58.166] lè guān dì jiē shòu duō shǎo cuò zhé
[02:59.853] shēng huó lǐ méi yǒu qí tā de kě néng xìng
[03:01.313] méi yǒu yí gè rú guǒ méi yǒu yí gè huò zhě
[03:03.597] cóng bù fú ruǎn de wǒ zài hú luàn de zài huāng yě lǐ bù duàn de huàn zhe fāng shì
[03:07.370] qù cháng shì dā jiàn zì jǐ xiǎng yào de fáng zi
[03:10.077] nà me fēng kuáng sì yì jiù xiàng hái shì shí qī suì de yàng zi dài zhe jiāo ào qiáng shì
[03:14.460] páng guān zhě shuō nǐ tòng le ba xià shǒu hěn zhòng de ba
[03:16.768] liǎn dōu dǎ zhǒng le ba jiǒng le ba xiàn zài nǐ yīng gāi dǒng le ba
[03:19.585] yòng lì guò měng le ba zhōng yú kàn qīng zhè miàn kǒng le ba
[03:22.140] kuài sǒng le ba xióng le ba kuài cóng le ba hé tā men róng le ba
[03:24.949] bào qiàn duì bù qǐ rú jīn wǒ hái shì zuò bú dào
[03:27.421] hē bù guàn jī tāng de wǒ tóng yàng bù xí guàn hē dú yào
[03:30.060] lín zhōng de jié jú wú fēi liǎng gè yào me kū huò zhě xiào
[03:32.506] bù guǎn nǎ yì tiān jié shù wǒ xiāng xìn zhī qián hái huì yǒu pò zhé hào
[03:35.988] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiǎng
[03:39.930] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wǎng
[03:46.730] That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ xiàng
[03:50.785] Oh lord, That is not shape of my heart zhè bú shì wǒ de xīn zhī suǒ wàng
[03:56.936] " chéng zhǎng jiù shì zhuàng pò yī céng céng bō lí, xiān xuè lín lí dì zǒu dào zuì hòu, nǐ xiàng shén qí dǎo, yīn wèi nǐ xiāng xìn shén, kě shén méi yǒu huí yìng nǐ, shì yīn wèi shén xiāng xìn nǐ, dá àn měi yì tiān dōu zài lí nǐ yuè lái yuè jìn, qǐng zǒu xià qù. YSJ. 2020. 01"