[00:00.000] | 作词 : HERO-LING |
[00:00.229] | 作曲 : HERO-LING/Red killer |
[00:00.459] | 词:凌昊东 |
[00:00.459] | 曲:Red killer |
[00:00.459] | 谨以此歌 |
[00:00.958] | 纪念我黑暗的日子 |
[00:00.958] | 《末日》 |
[00:04.930] | 首先我从来不想消费死亡 |
[00:13.704] | 只是人的情绪有时候会十分低落,无奈,痛苦 |
[00:17.445] | 我有一个有严重抑郁症的朋友 |
[00:21.949] | 他多次跟我说他想死但是没有胆量 |
[00:24.198] | 我想要理解这个人群 |
[00:24.689] | 有人为他们说话 |
[00:25.708] | 他们才会 |
[00:28.209] | 好好的活着 |
[00:29.702] | 所以那些毒舌的人 |
[00:32.710] | 我请你们好好听着 |
[00:33.944] | 生而为人 |
[00:34.710] | 请务必善良 |
[00:35.449] | Verse |
[00:38.205] | 这是我的末日,做的全都是都是错事 |
[00:41.939] | 生活要感谢背后捅刀子的那些文人墨士 |
[00:44.706] | 生活变成这样我也不想再说了 |
[00:47.709] | 身体变成这样我也不想再动了 |
[00:50.709] | 深夜看天空的我到底还算是活着吗? |
[00:53.704] | 我的生命是不是早就该 结束了。 |
[00:56.707] | 看不见的恶鬼在白天对你肆意的杀戮 |
[00:59.702] | 感受到的恶鬼在晚上肆力的发怒 |
[01:02.946] | 我从来不想抛下背负在身上的社会责任 |
[01:05.705] | 痛心的听闻充斥生活不负责任的评论 |
[01:09.181] | 人言可畏为何做人他们不再本分 |
[01:11.700] | 哦,可能良心在他们身上就此停顿 |
[01:14.706] | 这人间炼狱看起来真像是一个仙境 |
[01:17.697] | 原来明争暗夺才是人们最初的天性 |
[01:20.688] | 压抑的情绪在末日之中对我不断的攻击 |
[01:23.943] | 看不见的规矩才是杀死我的凶器 |
[01:25.198] | 我的眼球在地上打转 |
[01:26.706] | 人们还在不断的打探 |
[01:28.209] | 像是警察不断的查案 |
[01:29.707] | 要在我身上找打答案 |
[01:32.702] | 我曾经多次想过就这么从39楼坠落 |
[01:35.705] | 但是因为害怕我也从来没有去做 |
[01:38.205] | 身边的人总有阳光照耀着 |
[01:38.704] | 而我 |
[01:41.943] | 而我只能在太阳的余温下面活着 |
[01:44.707] | 这是我的末日,我也不想再去克制 |
[01:47.698] | 就这么走向死亡未尝会是一件什么错事 |
[01:49.200] | 善良的人会去天堂 |
[01:50.705] | 那我一定是在地狱 |
[01:52.186] | 因为心中的恶鬼 |
[01:53.704] | 还是没有真正死去 |
[01:55.202] | 他想占据我的身体 |
[01:56.707] | 他想散播死亡瘟疫 |
[01:58.442] | 他想传播假的真谛 |
[01:59.702] | 他想撼动人的根基 |
[02:02.447] | 该怎么办呢? |
[02:05.705] | 要怎么算呢? |
[02:08.701] | 你怎么看呢? |
[02:11.708] | 还是死了算了? |
[02:13.190] | 你要不要来看我 |
[02:14.707] | 你要不要来葬我 |
[02:15.949] | 你还会不会想我 |
[02:17.687] | 还是你也想要杀我 |
[02:20.949] | 我也不奢望有什么挽救我的情话 |
[02:23.949] | 因为这世界已经把我拉去了死亡病榻 |
[02:26.199] | 病榻之中癌症晚期枯瘦的患者 |
[02:29.706] | 使用相机记录世界要让人们都看着 |
[02:32.703] | 看着他如何孤单一人的走向死亡 |
[02:35.710] | 看着他怎么一步一步走下那个病床 |
[02:38.206] | 我也想要活着感受太阳的温度 |
[02:41.943] | 让我活着感受日月交替产生而出神物 |
[02:43.188] | 我也想要活着 |
[02:44.707] | 可我不曾看到希望 |
[02:46.192] | 你还要我怎么办呢 |
[02:47.698] | 你还要我怎么做呢 |
[02:50.710] | 该怎么办呢? |
[02:53.705] | 要怎么算呢? |
[02:56.708] | 你怎么看呢? |
[02:59.703] | 还是死了算了? |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : HEROLING |
[00:00.229] | zuo qu : HEROLING Red killer |
[00:00.459] | ci: ling hao dong |
[00:00.459] | qu: Red killer |
[00:00.459] | jin yi ci ge |
[00:00.958] | ji nian wo hei an de ri zi |
[00:00.958] | mo ri |
[00:04.930] | shou xian wo cong lai bu xiang xiao fei si wang |
[00:13.704] | zhi shi ren de qing xu you shi hou hui shi fen di luo, wu nai, tong ku |
[00:17.445] | wo you yi ge you yan zhong yi yu zheng de peng you |
[00:21.949] | ta duo ci gen wo shuo ta xiang si dan shi mei you dan liang |
[00:24.198] | wo xiang yao li jie zhe ge ren qun |
[00:24.689] | you ren wei ta men shuo hua |
[00:25.708] | ta men cai hui |
[00:28.209] | hao hao de huo zhe |
[00:29.702] | suo yi nei xie du she de ren |
[00:32.710] | wo qing ni men hao hao ting zhe |
[00:33.944] | sheng er wei ren |
[00:34.710] | qing wu bi shan liang |
[00:35.449] | Verse |
[00:38.205] | zhe shi wo de mo ri, zuo de quan dou shi dou shi cuo shi |
[00:41.939] | sheng huo yao gan xie bei hou tong dao zi de nei xie wen ren mo shi |
[00:44.706] | sheng huo bian cheng zhe yang wo ye bu xiang zai shuo le |
[00:47.709] | shen ti bian cheng zhe yang wo ye bu xiang zai dong le |
[00:50.709] | shen ye kan tian kong de wo dao di hai suan shi huo zhe ma? |
[00:53.704] | wo de sheng ming shi bu shi zao jiu gai jie shu le. |
[00:56.707] | kan bu jian de e gui zai bai tian dui ni si yi de sha lu |
[00:59.702] | gan shou dao de e gui zai wan shang si li de fa nu |
[01:02.946] | wo cong lai bu xiang pao xia bei fu zai shen shang de she hui ze ren |
[01:05.705] | tong xin de ting wen chong chi sheng huo bu fu ze ren de ping lun |
[01:09.181] | ren yan ke wei wei he zuo ren ta men bu zai ben fen |
[01:11.700] | o, ke neng liang xin zai ta men shen shang jiu ci ting dun |
[01:14.706] | zhe ren jian lian yu kan qi lai zhen xiang shi yi ge xian jing |
[01:17.697] | yuan lai ming zheng an duo cai shi ren men zui chu de tian xing |
[01:20.688] | ya yi de qing xu zai mo ri zhi zhong dui wo bu duan de gong ji |
[01:23.943] | kan bu jian de gui ju cai shi sha si wo de xiong qi |
[01:25.198] | wo de yan qiu zai di shang da zhuan |
[01:26.706] | ren men hai zai bu duan de da tan |
[01:28.209] | xiang shi jing cha bu duan de cha an |
[01:29.707] | yao zai wo shen shang zhao da da an |
[01:32.702] | wo ceng jing duo ci xiang guo jiu zhe me cong 39 lou zhui luo |
[01:35.705] | dan shi yin wei hai pa wo ye cong lai mei you qu zuo |
[01:38.205] | shen bian de ren zong you yang guang zhao yao zhe |
[01:38.704] | er wo |
[01:41.943] | er wo zhi neng zai tai yang de yu wen xia mian huo zhe |
[01:44.707] | zhe shi wo de mo ri, wo ye bu xiang zai qu ke zhi |
[01:47.698] | jiu zhe me zou xiang si wang wei chang hui shi yi jian shen me cuo shi |
[01:49.200] | shan liang de ren hui qu tian tang |
[01:50.705] | na wo yi ding shi zai di yu |
[01:52.186] | yin wei xin zhong de e gui |
[01:53.704] | hai shi mei you zhen zheng si qu |
[01:55.202] | ta xiang zhan ju wo de shen ti |
[01:56.707] | ta xiang san bo si wang wen yi |
[01:58.442] | ta xiang chuan bo jia di zhen di |
[01:59.702] | ta xiang han dong ren de gen ji |
[02:02.447] | gai zen me ban ne? |
[02:05.705] | yao zen me suan ne? |
[02:08.701] | ni zen me kan ne? |
[02:11.708] | hai shi si le suan le? |
[02:13.190] | ni yao bu yao lai kan wo |
[02:14.707] | ni yao bu yao lai zang wo |
[02:15.949] | ni hai hui bu hui xiang wo |
[02:17.687] | hai shi ni ye xiang yao sha wo |
[02:20.949] | wo ye bu she wang you shen me wan jiu wo de qing hua |
[02:23.949] | yin wei zhe shi jie yi jing ba wo la qu le si wang bing ta |
[02:26.199] | bing ta zhi zhong ai zheng wan qi ku shou de huan zhe |
[02:29.706] | shi yong xiang ji ji lu shi jie yao rang ren men dou kan zhe |
[02:32.703] | kan zhe ta ru he gu dan yi ren de zou xiang si wang |
[02:35.710] | kan zhe ta zen me yi bu yi bu zou xia na ge bing chuang |
[02:38.206] | wo ye xiang yao huo zhe gan shou tai yang de wen du |
[02:41.943] | rang wo huo zhe gan shou ri yue jiao ti chan sheng er chu shen wu |
[02:43.188] | wo ye xiang yao huo zhe |
[02:44.707] | ke wo bu ceng kan dao xi wang |
[02:46.192] | ni hai yao wo zen me ban ne |
[02:47.698] | ni hai yao wo zen me zuo ne |
[02:50.710] | gai zen me ban ne? |
[02:53.705] | yao zen me suan ne? |
[02:56.708] | ni zen me kan ne? |
[02:59.703] | hai shi si le suan le? |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : HEROLING |
[00:00.229] | zuò qǔ : HEROLING Red killer |
[00:00.459] | cí: líng hào dōng |
[00:00.459] | qū: Red killer |
[00:00.459] | jǐn yǐ cǐ gē |
[00:00.958] | jì niàn wǒ hēi àn de rì zi |
[00:00.958] | mò rì |
[00:04.930] | shǒu xiān wǒ cóng lái bù xiǎng xiāo fèi sǐ wáng |
[00:13.704] | zhǐ shì rén de qíng xù yǒu shí hou huì shí fēn dī luò, wú nài, tòng kǔ |
[00:17.445] | wǒ yǒu yí gè yǒu yán zhòng yì yù zhèng de péng yǒu |
[00:21.949] | tā duō cì gēn wǒ shuō tā xiǎng sǐ dàn shì méi yǒu dǎn liàng |
[00:24.198] | wǒ xiǎng yào lǐ jiě zhè gè rén qún |
[00:24.689] | yǒu rén wéi tā men shuō huà |
[00:25.708] | tā men cái huì |
[00:28.209] | hǎo hǎo de huó zhe |
[00:29.702] | suǒ yǐ nèi xiē dú shé de rén |
[00:32.710] | wǒ qǐng nǐ men hǎo hǎo tīng zhe |
[00:33.944] | shēng ér wéi rén |
[00:34.710] | qǐng wù bì shàn liáng |
[00:35.449] | Verse |
[00:38.205] | zhè shì wǒ de mò rì, zuò de quán dōu shì dōu shì cuò shì |
[00:41.939] | shēng huó yào gǎn xiè bèi hòu tǒng dāo zi de nèi xiē wén rén mò shì |
[00:44.706] | shēng huó biàn chéng zhè yàng wǒ yě bù xiǎng zài shuō le |
[00:47.709] | shēn tǐ biàn chéng zhè yàng wǒ yě bù xiǎng zài dòng le |
[00:50.709] | shēn yè kàn tiān kōng de wǒ dào dǐ hái suàn shì huó zhe ma? |
[00:53.704] | wǒ de shēng mìng shì bú shì zǎo jiù gāi jié shù le. |
[00:56.707] | kàn bú jiàn de è guǐ zài bái tiān duì nǐ sì yì de shā lù |
[00:59.702] | gǎn shòu dào de è guǐ zài wǎn shàng sì lì de fā nù |
[01:02.946] | wǒ cóng lái bù xiǎng pāo xià bēi fù zài shēn shàng de shè huì zé rèn |
[01:05.705] | tòng xīn de tīng wén chōng chì shēng huó bù fù zé rèn de píng lùn |
[01:09.181] | rén yán kě wèi wèi hé zuò rén tā men bù zài běn fèn |
[01:11.700] | ó, kě néng liáng xīn zài tā men shēn shàng jiù cǐ tíng dùn |
[01:14.706] | zhè rén jiān liàn yù kàn qǐ lái zhēn xiàng shì yí gè xiān jìng |
[01:17.697] | yuán lái míng zhēng àn duó cái shì rén men zuì chū de tiān xìng |
[01:20.688] | yā yì de qíng xù zài mò rì zhī zhōng duì wǒ bù duàn de gōng jī |
[01:23.943] | kàn bú jiàn de guī jǔ cái shì shā sǐ wǒ de xiōng qì |
[01:25.198] | wǒ de yǎn qiú zài dì shàng dǎ zhuǎn |
[01:26.706] | rén men hái zài bù duàn de dǎ tàn |
[01:28.209] | xiàng shì jǐng chá bù duàn de chá àn |
[01:29.707] | yào zài wǒ shēn shàng zhǎo dǎ dá àn |
[01:32.702] | wǒ céng jīng duō cì xiǎng guò jiù zhè me cóng 39 lóu zhuì luò |
[01:35.705] | dàn shì yīn wéi hài pà wǒ yě cóng lái méi yǒu qù zuò |
[01:38.205] | shēn biān de rén zǒng yǒu yáng guāng zhào yào zhe |
[01:38.704] | ér wǒ |
[01:41.943] | ér wǒ zhǐ néng zài tài yáng de yú wēn xià miàn huó zhe |
[01:44.707] | zhè shì wǒ de mò rì, wǒ yě bù xiǎng zài qù kè zhì |
[01:47.698] | jiù zhè me zǒu xiàng sǐ wáng wèi cháng huì shì yī jiàn shén me cuò shì |
[01:49.200] | shàn liáng de rén huì qù tiān táng |
[01:50.705] | nà wǒ yí dìng shì zài dì yù |
[01:52.186] | yīn wèi xīn zhōng de è guǐ |
[01:53.704] | hái shì méi yǒu zhēn zhèng sǐ qù |
[01:55.202] | tā xiǎng zhàn jù wǒ de shēn tǐ |
[01:56.707] | tā xiǎng sàn bō sǐ wáng wēn yì |
[01:58.442] | tā xiǎng chuán bō jiǎ dí zhēn dì |
[01:59.702] | tā xiǎng hàn dòng rén de gēn jī |
[02:02.447] | gāi zěn me bàn ne? |
[02:05.705] | yào zěn me suàn ne? |
[02:08.701] | nǐ zěn me kàn ne? |
[02:11.708] | hái shì sǐ le suàn le? |
[02:13.190] | nǐ yào bú yào lái kàn wǒ |
[02:14.707] | nǐ yào bú yào lái zàng wǒ |
[02:15.949] | nǐ hái huì bú huì xiǎng wǒ |
[02:17.687] | hái shì nǐ yě xiǎng yào shā wǒ |
[02:20.949] | wǒ yě bù shē wàng yǒu shén me wǎn jiù wǒ de qíng huà |
[02:23.949] | yīn wèi zhè shì jiè yǐ jīng bǎ wǒ lā qù le sǐ wáng bìng tà |
[02:26.199] | bìng tà zhī zhōng ái zhèng wǎn qī kū shòu de huàn zhě |
[02:29.706] | shǐ yòng xiàng jī jì lù shì jiè yào ràng rén men dōu kàn zhe |
[02:32.703] | kàn zhe tā rú hé gū dān yī rén de zǒu xiàng sǐ wáng |
[02:35.710] | kàn zhe tā zěn me yī bù yī bù zǒu xià nà gè bìng chuáng |
[02:38.206] | wǒ yě xiǎng yào huó zhe gǎn shòu tài yáng de wēn dù |
[02:41.943] | ràng wǒ huó zhe gǎn shòu rì yuè jiāo tì chǎn shēng ér chū shén wù |
[02:43.188] | wǒ yě xiǎng yào huó zhe |
[02:44.707] | kě wǒ bù céng kàn dào xī wàng |
[02:46.192] | nǐ hái yào wǒ zěn me bàn ne |
[02:47.698] | nǐ hái yào wǒ zěn me zuò ne |
[02:50.710] | gāi zěn me bàn ne? |
[02:53.705] | yào zěn me suàn ne? |
[02:56.708] | nǐ zěn me kàn ne? |
[02:59.703] | hái shì sǐ le suàn le? |