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I've never felt this bad in all my life below |
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Whatever happens good or bad it's negative |
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And as the days go by I feel my darkness grow |
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The zenith of my blackened sun's definitive |
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I paint |
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Nightscapes |
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Black top masquerades |
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Whenever |
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It rains |
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Till rain's all that remains |
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I paint |
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Nightscapes |
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Broken heart tirades |
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And love is |
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Always |
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Bent out of shape |
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Always |
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I'm on the verge of cracking up it's all to sad |
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All joy begets despondency it's mocking me |
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I'm disillusioned to the brink of being mad |
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I wish I could escape this cruel reality |