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Well, I wake up around four or five |
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Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time |
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Take my vitamins, check my messages |
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And call around to some friends |
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Make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after nine |
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Well, I'm definitely going to call it in early tonight |
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I need to dry out and take some time to clear my mind |
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Now before you know it, here |
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I am again |
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****ing two in the morning |
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Standing in a bar with a drink in hand |
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How low can you go |
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Before you can't turn around? |
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Now seriously, this is my last and final time |
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Well, I'm making some big, big changes in my life |
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No, you won't catch me down here again |
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Waiting to score, sweaty money palmed into my hand |
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What the **** are you cutting this with anyway? |
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Because I have got some really big plans |
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And today's the day |
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I'm putting them into action |
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But before you know it, here |
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I am again |
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****ing 6 in the morning |
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Rolled up dollar bill in my hand |
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How low can you go |
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Before you can't turn around? |
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And I'm sick of feeling like |
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I'm losing my mind |
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Sick of doing the same things night after night |
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Sick of self loathing and self absorption |
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Self destructive narcissism |
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I'm sick to death of being constantly ****ing sick of |
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I don't know who |
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I can trust |
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Thought there was us, now there is no one |
