[00:00.000] | 作词 : beigee |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : Maxone |
[00:21.448] | 总是有人对你的生活想要做出指导 |
[00:24.198] | 告诉你现在如何去做对你意志干扰 |
[00:26.948] | 告诉你他们说的东西全部都是对的 |
[00:29.448] | 跟他们对话的资格你根本都不配呢 |
[00:32.198] | 而你选择的权利只能在这自生自灭 |
[00:34.949] | 没有人会理会你夜里对着自己发泄 |
[00:37.449] | 你开始逆来顺受变得无动于衷 |
[00:40.198] | 把所有事情埋在心脏里面不断放空 |
[00:42.948] | 我痛恨自己为什么不能变得经济独立 |
[00:45.448] | 为什么所做一切在他们眼中都是无益 |
[00:48.448] | 为什么成绩好坏变成衡量人的标准 |
[00:50.948] | 为什么生活没有快乐周围都是冰冷 |
[00:53.448] | 后来我开始懂得世界本就无比残忍 |
[00:55.947] | 人不为己天诛地灭家人有多么寒冷 |
[00:58.948] | 生活早就破碎不堪根本就不完整 |
[01:01.698] | 现在让你感受悲惨世界第二版本 |
[01:04.698] | 你感受冰冷的风 |
[01:07.199] | 也曾经感受过梦 |
[01:09.949] | 像一场不敢醒来不痛的梦 |
[01:15.198] | 你试过苦涩的痛 |
[01:18.198] | 没想过郁郁而终 这世界宁愿不懂放开你的手 |
[01:25.448] | 我真的痛恨自己tm活在这个世界 |
[01:28.200] | 父母争吵打架充斥我的每个日夜 |
[01:30.948] | 我记得有天家里东西碎了一地 |
[01:33.448] | 我的母亲用着刀片向手腕划去 |
[01:36.448] | 你告诉我什么是爱我告诉你什么是恨 |
[01:38.948] | 我拿着烟头不断摁向身体上面泄愤 |
[01:41.698] | 他们看着我的眼神仿佛全部都在质问 |
[01:44.199] | 连周围亲朋好友全部在我背后议论 |
[01:46.949] | 后来我变得孤僻变得更加混蛋 |
[01:49.448] | 我只想保护自己不想受到那些伤害 |
[01:52.198] | 我开始戴上面具开始隐藏自己 |
[01:54.948] | 告诉他们没有关系这些我都可以 |
[01:57.698] | 我以为这样做了就能得到他们理解 |
[02:00.198] | 但我错了我的生活就是一个死结 |
[02:02.949] | 没有办法挣脱那些束缚我的枷锁 |
[02:05.699] | 我想在路上为我母亲摘上一束花朵 |
[02:08.948] | 你感受冰冷的风 |
[02:11.448] | 也曾经感受过梦 |
[02:14.198] | 像一场不敢醒来不痛的梦 |
[02:19.199] | 你试过苦涩的痛 |
[02:21.949] | 没想过郁郁而终 |
[02:24.697] | 这世界宁愿不懂放开你的手 |
[02:29.948] | 你感受冰冷的风 |
[02:32.948] | 也曾经感受过梦 |
[02:35.949] | 像一场不敢醒来不痛的梦 |
[02:40.699] | 你试过苦涩的痛 |
[02:43.448] | 没想过郁郁而终 |
[02:46.700] | 这世界宁愿不懂放开你的手 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : beigee |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : Maxone |
[00:21.448] | zong shi you ren dui ni de sheng huo xiang yao zuo chu zhi dao |
[00:24.198] | gao su ni xian zai ru he qu zuo dui ni yi zhi gan rao |
[00:26.948] | gao su ni ta men shuo de dong xi quan bu dou shi dui de |
[00:29.448] | gen ta men dui hua de zi ge ni gen ben dou bu pei ne |
[00:32.198] | er ni xuan ze de quan li zhi neng zai zhe zi sheng zi mie |
[00:34.949] | mei you ren hui li hui ni ye li dui zhe zi ji fa xie |
[00:37.449] | ni kai shi ni lai shun shou bian de wu dong yu zhong |
[00:40.198] | ba suo you shi qing mai zai xin zang li mian bu duan fang kong |
[00:42.948] | wo tong hen zi ji wei shi me bu neng bian de jing ji du li |
[00:45.448] | wei shi me suo zuo yi qie zai ta men yan zhong dou shi wu yi |
[00:48.448] | wei shi me cheng ji hao huai bian cheng heng liang ren de biao zhun |
[00:50.948] | wei shi me sheng huo mei you kuai le zhou wei dou shi bing leng |
[00:53.448] | hou lai wo kai shi dong de shi jie ben jiu wu bi can ren |
[00:55.947] | ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie jia ren you duo me han leng |
[00:58.948] | sheng huo zao jiu po sui bu kan gen ben jiu bu wan zheng |
[01:01.698] | xian zai rang ni gan shou bei can shi jie di er ban ben |
[01:04.698] | ni gan shou bing leng de feng |
[01:07.199] | ye zeng jing gan shou guo meng |
[01:09.949] | xiang yi chang bu gan xing lai bu tong de meng |
[01:15.198] | ni shi guo ku se de tong |
[01:18.198] | mei xiang guo yu yu er zhong zhe shi jie ning yuan bu dong fang kai ni de shou |
[01:25.448] | wo zhen de tong hen zi ji tm huo zai zhe ge shi jie |
[01:28.200] | fu mu zheng chao da jia chong chi wo de mei ge ri ye |
[01:30.948] | wo ji de you tian jia li dong xi sui le yi di |
[01:33.448] | wo de mu qin yong zhe dao pian xiang shou wan hua qu |
[01:36.448] | ni gao su wo shen me shi ai wo gao su ni shen me shi hen |
[01:38.948] | wo na zhe yan tou bu duan en xiang shen ti shang mian xie fen |
[01:41.698] | ta men kan zhe wo de yan shen fang fu quan bu dou zai zhi wen |
[01:44.199] | lian zhou wei qin peng hao you quan bu zai wo bei hou yi lun |
[01:46.949] | hou lai wo bian de gu pi bian de geng jia hun dan |
[01:49.448] | wo zhi xiang bao hu zi ji bu xiang shou dao nei xie shang hai |
[01:52.198] | wo kai shi dai shang mian ju kai shi yin cang zi ji |
[01:54.948] | gao su ta men mei you guan xi zhei xie wo dou ke yi |
[01:57.698] | wo yi wei zhe yang zuo le jiu neng de dao ta men li jie |
[02:00.198] | dan wo cuo le wo de sheng huo jiu shi yi ge si jie |
[02:02.949] | mei you ban fa zheng tuo nei xie shu fu wo de jia suo |
[02:05.699] | wo xiang zai lu shang wei wo mu qin zhai shang yi shu hua duo |
[02:08.948] | ni gan shou bing leng de feng |
[02:11.448] | ye zeng jing gan shou guo meng |
[02:14.198] | xiang yi chang bu gan xing lai bu tong de meng |
[02:19.199] | ni shi guo ku se de tong |
[02:21.949] | mei xiang guo yu yu er zhong |
[02:24.697] | zhe shi jie ning yuan bu dong fang kai ni de shou |
[02:29.948] | ni gan shou bing leng de feng |
[02:32.948] | ye zeng jing gan shou guo meng |
[02:35.949] | xiang yi chang bu gan xing lai bu tong de meng |
[02:40.699] | ni shi guo ku se de tong |
[02:43.448] | mei xiang guo yu yu er zhong |
[02:46.700] | zhe shi jie ning yuan bu dong fang kai ni de shou |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : beigee |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Maxone |
[00:21.448] | zǒng shì yǒu rén duì nǐ de shēng huó xiǎng yào zuò chū zhǐ dǎo |
[00:24.198] | gào sù nǐ xiàn zài rú hé qù zuò duì nǐ yì zhì gān rǎo |
[00:26.948] | gào sù nǐ tā men shuō de dōng xī quán bù dōu shì duì de |
[00:29.448] | gēn tā men duì huà de zī gé nǐ gēn běn dōu bù pèi ne |
[00:32.198] | ér nǐ xuǎn zé de quán lì zhǐ néng zài zhè zì shēng zì miè |
[00:34.949] | méi yǒu rén huì lǐ huì nǐ yè lǐ duì zhe zì jǐ fā xiè |
[00:37.449] | nǐ kāi shǐ nì lái shùn shòu biàn de wú dòng yú zhōng |
[00:40.198] | bǎ suǒ yǒu shì qíng mái zài xīn zàng lǐ miàn bù duàn fàng kōng |
[00:42.948] | wǒ tòng hèn zì jǐ wèi shí me bù néng biàn de jīng jì dú lì |
[00:45.448] | wèi shí me suǒ zuò yī qiè zài tā men yǎn zhōng dōu shì wú yì |
[00:48.448] | wèi shí me chéng jī hǎo huài biàn chéng héng liáng rén de biāo zhǔn |
[00:50.948] | wèi shí me shēng huó méi yǒu kuài lè zhōu wéi dōu shì bīng lěng |
[00:53.448] | hòu lái wǒ kāi shǐ dǒng de shì jiè běn jiù wú bǐ cán rěn |
[00:55.947] | rén bù wéi jǐ tiān zhū dì miè jiā rén yǒu duō me hán lěng |
[00:58.948] | shēng huó zǎo jiù pò suì bù kān gēn běn jiù bù wán zhěng |
[01:01.698] | xiàn zài ràng nǐ gǎn shòu bēi cǎn shì jiè dì èr bǎn běn |
[01:04.698] | nǐ gǎn shòu bīng lěng de fēng |
[01:07.199] | yě zēng jīng gǎn shòu guò mèng |
[01:09.949] | xiàng yī chǎng bù gǎn xǐng lái bù tòng de mèng |
[01:15.198] | nǐ shì guò kǔ sè de tòng |
[01:18.198] | méi xiǎng guò yù yù ér zhōng zhè shì jiè nìng yuàn bù dǒng fàng kāi nǐ de shǒu |
[01:25.448] | wǒ zhēn de tòng hèn zì jǐ tm huó zài zhè gè shì jiè |
[01:28.200] | fù mǔ zhēng chǎo dǎ jià chōng chì wǒ de měi gè rì yè |
[01:30.948] | wǒ jì de yǒu tiān jiā lǐ dōng xī suì le yī dì |
[01:33.448] | wǒ de mǔ qīn yòng zhe dāo piàn xiàng shǒu wàn huà qù |
[01:36.448] | nǐ gào sù wǒ shén me shì ài wǒ gào sù nǐ shén me shì hèn |
[01:38.948] | wǒ ná zhe yān tóu bù duàn èn xiàng shēn tǐ shàng miàn xiè fèn |
[01:41.698] | tā men kàn zhe wǒ de yǎn shén fǎng fú quán bù dōu zài zhì wèn |
[01:44.199] | lián zhōu wéi qīn péng háo you quán bù zài wǒ bèi hòu yì lùn |
[01:46.949] | hòu lái wǒ biàn de gū pì biàn de gèng jiā hún dàn |
[01:49.448] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng bǎo hù zì jǐ bù xiǎng shòu dào nèi xiē shāng hài |
[01:52.198] | wǒ kāi shǐ dài shang miàn jù kāi shǐ yǐn cáng zì jǐ |
[01:54.948] | gào sù tā men méi yǒu guān xi zhèi xiē wǒ dōu kě yǐ |
[01:57.698] | wǒ yǐ wéi zhè yàng zuò le jiù néng dé dào tā men lǐ jiě |
[02:00.198] | dàn wǒ cuò le wǒ de shēng huó jiù shì yí gè sǐ jié |
[02:02.949] | méi yǒu bàn fǎ zhèng tuō nèi xiē shù fù wǒ de jiā suǒ |
[02:05.699] | wǒ xiǎng zài lù shàng wèi wǒ mǔ qīn zhāi shàng yī shù huā duǒ |
[02:08.948] | nǐ gǎn shòu bīng lěng de fēng |
[02:11.448] | yě zēng jīng gǎn shòu guò mèng |
[02:14.198] | xiàng yī chǎng bù gǎn xǐng lái bù tòng de mèng |
[02:19.199] | nǐ shì guò kǔ sè de tòng |
[02:21.949] | méi xiǎng guò yù yù ér zhōng |
[02:24.697] | zhè shì jiè nìng yuàn bù dǒng fàng kāi nǐ de shǒu |
[02:29.948] | nǐ gǎn shòu bīng lěng de fēng |
[02:32.948] | yě zēng jīng gǎn shòu guò mèng |
[02:35.949] | xiàng yī chǎng bù gǎn xǐng lái bù tòng de mèng |
[02:40.699] | nǐ shì guò kǔ sè de tòng |
[02:43.448] | méi xiǎng guò yù yù ér zhōng |
[02:46.700] | zhè shì jiè nìng yuàn bù dǒng fàng kāi nǐ de shǒu |