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I think we need more post-coital and less post-rock. |
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Feels like the build-up takes forever but you never get me off. |
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You pull your dress over your face, |
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And I stare down towards my chest, |
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Chastise both our greasy hair, |
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Wonder whose gut is the softest. |
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Stand with my ear to the door listening to the landing floorboards, |
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Working out when will be safe to dash from mattress to your bathroom, |
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Where I ball my fingers into fists until my knuckles glow bright white, |
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Press the heels into eye sockets 'til I see the flashing lights. |
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Stop me when my stories change/ |
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When they have started to repeat, |
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'Cause last time I was a mess of sleep of icy feet. |
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So baby; |
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All apologies. |
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It was going to happen, |
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inevitably. |
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I think we need more post-coital and less post-rock. |
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Feels like the build-up takes forever but you never touch my cock and what exactly do you mean now, |
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By "what can you even eat? |
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And how does that affect how I'll get off this evening?". |
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I flew down South to Mexico had a minor realization |
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I understood why kids draw the sun with its rays emanating. |
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And the beams broke the clouds, |
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The sky looked like a concertina I'd sat on in my pocket for weeks, |
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Folded up from a picture. |
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I've been playing straight chicken with gay girls (it's never enough), |
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She keeps on pulling the peace sign (and it seems like a taunt), |
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She licked a glaze on her lips, |
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They shone like battleship grey. |
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She never liked the wisdom I gave: |
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"Some people give themselves to religion, |
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Some people give themselves to a cause, |
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Some people give themselves to a lover, |
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I have to give my self to goals". |
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So baby; |
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All apologies. |
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It was going to happen, |
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Inevitably. |
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And if it helps, |
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I mean, |
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Even slightly at all, |
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It's best to dust yourself down and get straight back on the whorse. |
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I condescend a smile and wink directly at the camera. |
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I leave you led in both our scents as I tip-toe out the backdoor. |
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I skid down icy streets and view my face in the reflection of a high street lingerie store, |
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Though it wasn't my intention. |
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I phone my friends and family to gather round the television; |
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The talking heads count down the most heart-wrenching break ups of all time. |
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Imagine the great sense of waste, |
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The indignity, |
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the embarrassment, |
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When not a single one of that whole century was mine. |