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Sucker myself into believing that |
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I'm doing the right thing |
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I think of your face and |
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I pretend that |
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I'm not alone |
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I'm lining up all the love and the trust and the good things, |
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But there's a hole in my heart where |
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I once kept a piece of home |
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What if one of yours turned a color |
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You didn't mean for it to be |
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And what if one of yours became another |
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Would you hear it say: |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I wanted. |
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I can't be here anymore |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I needed. |
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I can't exist here anymore |
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I've been thinking about my money and how |
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I gave it all away |
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I've been thinking about the people and how |
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I should have never let them stay |
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I've been thinking about how |
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I always have to write just one more song |
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Well you know me, and that |
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I'll never change |
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But I meant it well all along, and |
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I was wrong |
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What if one of yours turned a color |
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You didn't mean for it to be |
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And what if one of yours became another |
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Would you hear it say: |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I wanted. |
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I can't be here anymore |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I needed. |
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I can't exist here anymore |
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Replace the silence with deafening sound |
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Send away the people, |
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I want no one around |
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This is my greatest mistake |
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And I will not be denied |
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I'm crawling my way to the surface outside |
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What if one of yours turned a color |
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You didn't mean for it to be |
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And what if one of yours became another |
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Would you hear it say: |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I wanted. |
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I can't be here anymore |
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Let me goThis isn't what |
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I needed. |
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I can't exist here anymore |