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The pain creeps in every day, |
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And you're trying your best not to feel this way, |
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Some days up and some days down, |
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Swimming in misery, you're starting to drown |
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Looking for answers to impossible questions, |
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Searching in your mind in new dimensions, |
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Feeling so alone and you've been thinking, |
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"i'm better off dead than alone here, sinking!" |
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Searching for the light and looking inside, |
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To find out where your true strengths hide. |
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Going on and on this pain has got to cease, |
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Living like an animal full of disease, |
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Further inspection now you're looking inside, |
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To find out where your true strengths hide, |
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You're looking around for some higher power, |
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To get you through this darkest hour, |
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All those years of pain are now coming through, |
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Those cracks in your mind are nothing new to you. |
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You're starting to slip to a whole new level, |
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The metal of a gun pressed against your temple, |
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One in the chamber, maybe one in your head, |
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You can pull the trigger, and your mind'll turn red, |
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What about the things that you never did? |
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Getting straight, get a life, maybe having kids? |
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Is a moment's pleasure really worth the cost, |
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Of looking back on your life and all the things you lost? |
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Don't know my future, with my past behind, |
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I'm now reborn new hopes to find, |
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Free from restraints that held me down, |
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The cycle of hate that comes around. |