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Is the world strange, or am I strange? |
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Is the world strange, or am I? |
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Is the world mean, or am I mean? |
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Guess I won't know 'til I die |
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Everyone I know, I don't wanna see you anymore |
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I don't even know what I know you for |
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All I know is that you made me feel abnormal |
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And mostly always, all day, as kids when we played |
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I still felt like I had to try to be OK with you |
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And truly, I wanted you to like me |
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Not spite me without explanation unrightly |
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But even as a kid my heart's what I hid |
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Cause something about it and this planet don't fit |
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I could never build relationships the way you did |
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So you were only friends with what I pretended |
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Every day, every minute, and now I'm stuck so far in it |
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This game will mean death for me if I don't win it |
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I'm a coward, a deserter |
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An anonymous flirter |
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I had me a woman but my bullshit just hurt her |
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Very much the same, when I was at school |
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Felt like I was from a junk gene pool |
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Created to be confused, should never have to choose |
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Between what I am, and what the world understands |
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But if I never did I would be more isolated |
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But sure I'd be hated, so it's way better if I fake it |
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Fake me, fake these words |
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I'm sick of polishing this turd |
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For this proud little planet, that can't understand it |
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But really, it's clearly my ****ed mind that's had it |
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I tried, don't know why, but myself was no help |
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People saw shit inside me |
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It's clear that they felt it wasn't their job to comprehend |
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So I began learning them, to spare them the expense |
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I began my descent to the future |
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Time here's not like when you're 8 |
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It's real, like mistakes I just realized I made |
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Like thinking people are worth having to suffer |
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Painting over yourself in their favourite colour |
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Or maybe I'm just a clock with no real face |
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Who tried to tick-tock but could not find a pace |
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Is the world strange, or am I strange? |
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Is the world strange or am I? |
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Is the world mean, or am I mean? |
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Guess I won't know 'til I die |
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Is the world dead, or am I dead? |
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Is the world dead, or am I? |
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Is the world ****ed, or am I ****ed? |
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Guess I won't know, 'til I die |
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And I wished you would be harsh to me |
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And explain to my face every fault you could see |
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Instead you were silent, yes, you let me be |
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To continue the search for what mask you could treat |
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Like a mother****ing normal human being |
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Other kids in your club didn't have masks to bring |
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They didn't act different, and that was sufficient |
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For them to receive all your trust that I didn't |
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That's why I can't care now about you lot |
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Cause from the beginning you never said "get lost" |
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You never said "**** off, Cos', take that brave mask off |
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We as a world have decided you're just not what we're looking for |
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In a long time acquaintance, we don't like hearing |
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Your emotionless statements |
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And your 'I can't play ball with the world' conversations |
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Kill yourself now so in the future we're free |
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From your songs about ****ed up personality" |
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I always prayed that you would punch me in the face |
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And shout "you are a waste of space, get out, my family say you can't come 'round" |
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Wanted everyone more than they ever wanted me |
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I worked for them, worked for their company |
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Cause it wasn't really me they befriended, extended friendly courtesy |
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It was whatever mask that I wore |
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That applied to their sort |
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That applied to them so much they'd answer the door |
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When I knocked after school with my trusty skateboard |
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And I'm paying for it now |
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I'm a rain filled cloud that can't drop the huge storm it allowed |
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To build up inside it, no not a single drip |
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I can never get rid of what makes me a dick |
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I'd say sorry, but it's not my fault I exist |
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So just kiss my ass people |
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I'm glad you won't miss me when I'm gone |
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I don't want to be in your history |
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It's just best to forget me |
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Even if you liked me you still never met me |
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Is the world strange, or am I strange? |
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Is the world strange, or am I? |
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Is the world mean, or am I mean? |
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Guess I won't know, 'til I die |
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Is the world dead, or am I dead? |
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Is the world dead or am I? |
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Is the world ****ed, or am I ****ed? |
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Guess I won't know 'til I die |
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Is the world strange, or am I strange? |
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Is the world strange, or am I? |
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Is the world mean, or am I mean? |
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Guess I won't know 'til I die |
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Is the world dead, or am I dead? |
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Is the world dead, or am I? |
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Is the world ****ed, or am I ****ed? |
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Guess I won't know 'til I die |