[00:00.000] | 作词 : 刘森蚺在努力自救 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : 无 |
[00:29.441] | 你知道笑有多难吗 开始我并不知道 |
[00:32.692] | 不理解笑不出是什么感觉直到我放弃吃药 |
[00:36.191] | 又一次体会到山崩 恐惧和不安围绕着我醒来 |
[00:39.942] | 那时我还没有麦克风 只是个悲伤的十三岁小孩 |
[00:43.691] | 十四岁混迹在夜店半个月学会了抽烟 |
[00:46.941] | 学会吐烟圈花费了三年去戒烟浪费掉青春在兜圈 |
[00:51.191] | 13岁体会到背叛 面对全 世界的 质疑 |
[00:54.941] | 恐惧和暴躁都对半 也想过要去安排死后的事宜 |
[01:12.692] | 能回溯到儿时的快乐吗求你了 |
[01:14.692] | 我不想在给你讲述我经历了 |
[01:16.192] | 放弃吧放弃吧失去是轻易地 |
[01:18.191] | 抱歉我是真的再没有心力了 |
[01:21.192] | 不敢去想 不敢去确诊 笑容都依赖着药品 |
[01:23.692] | 这两年开始才让我能慢慢的过一把笑瘾 |
[01:26.943] | 为自己取了个艺名叫做刘森蚺 |
[01:30.192] | 比我还悲伤的人们可真惨 |
[01:31.942] | 认识了比我还悲伤的朋友 |
[01:33.192] | 慢慢的让自己变得更温暖 |
[01:35.692] | 不知从何时起 我开始装傻充笑 |
[01:38.192] | 背下了一个又一个的段子希望着哪一天能够生效 |
[01:41.692] | 嘴里在不停的说着~这样做 是为了有钱赚 |
[01:45.692] | 好心才不会嫌多呢 朋友你必须要往前看 |
[01:49.943] | 我也曾经历过痛苦知道要走出来到底是有多难 |
[01:56.442] | 那不如就让我做你的阳光做载你远航的帆船 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : liu sen ran zai nu li zi jiu |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : wu |
[00:29.441] | ni zhi dao xiao you duo nan ma kai shi wo bing bu zhi dao |
[00:32.692] | bu li jie xiao bu chu shi shen me gan jue zhi dao wo fang qi chi yao |
[00:36.191] | you yi ci ti hui dao shan beng kong ju he bu an wei rao zhe wo xing lai |
[00:39.942] | na shi wo hai mei you mai ke feng zhi shi ge bei shang de shi san sui xiao hai |
[00:43.691] | shi si sui hun ji zai ye dian ban ge yue xue hui le chou yan |
[00:46.941] | xue hui tu yan quan hua fei le san nian qu jie yan lang fei diao qing chun zai dou quan |
[00:51.191] | 13 sui ti hui dao bei pan mian dui quan shi jie de zhi yi |
[00:54.941] | kong ju he bao zao dou dui ban ye xiang guo yao qu an pai si hou de shi yi |
[01:12.692] | neng hui su dao er shi de kuai le ma qiu ni le |
[01:14.692] | wo bu xiang zai gei ni jiang shu wo jing li le |
[01:16.192] | fang qi ba fang qi ba shi qu shi qing yi di |
[01:18.191] | bao qian wo shi zhen de zai mei you xin li le |
[01:21.192] | bu gan qu xiang bu gan qu que zhen xiao rong dou yi lai zhe yao pin |
[01:23.692] | zhe liang nian kai shi cai rang wo neng man man de guo yi ba xiao yin |
[01:26.943] | wei zi ji qu le ge yi ming jiao zuo liu sen ran |
[01:30.192] | bi wo hai bei shang de ren men ke zhen can |
[01:31.942] | ren shi le bi wo hai bei shang de peng you |
[01:33.192] | man man de rang zi ji bian de geng wen nuan |
[01:35.692] | bu zhi cong he shi qi wo kai shi zhuang sha chong xiao |
[01:38.192] | bei xia le yi ge you yi ge de duan zi xi wang zhe na yi tian neng gou sheng xiao |
[01:41.692] | zui li zai bu ting de shuo zhe zhe yang zuo shi wei le you qian zhuan |
[01:45.692] | hao xin cai bu hui xian duo ne peng you ni bi xu yao wang qian kan |
[01:49.943] | wo ye zeng jing li guo tong ku zhi dao yao zou chu lai dao di shi you duo nan |
[01:56.442] | na bu ru jiu rang wo zuo ni de yang guang zuo zai ni yuan hang de fan chuan |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : liú sēn rán zài nǔ lì zì jiù |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : wú |
[00:29.441] | nǐ zhī dào xiào yǒu duō nàn ma kāi shǐ wǒ bìng bù zhī dào |
[00:32.692] | bù lǐ jiě xiào bù chū shì shén me gǎn jué zhí dào wǒ fàng qì chī yào |
[00:36.191] | yòu yī cì tǐ huì dào shān bēng kǒng jù hé bù ān wéi rào zhe wǒ xǐng lái |
[00:39.942] | nà shí wǒ hái méi yǒu mài kè fēng zhǐ shì gè bēi shāng de shí sān suì xiǎo hái |
[00:43.691] | shí sì suì hùn jī zài yè diàn bàn gè yuè xué huì le chōu yān |
[00:46.941] | xué huì tǔ yān quān huā fèi le sān nián qù jiè yān làng fèi diào qīng chūn zài dōu quān |
[00:51.191] | 13 suì tǐ huì dào bèi pàn miàn duì quán shì jiè de zhì yí |
[00:54.941] | kǒng jù hé bào zào dōu duì bàn yě xiǎng guò yào qù ān pái sǐ hòu de shì yí |
[01:12.692] | néng huí sù dào ér shí de kuài lè ma qiú nǐ le |
[01:14.692] | wǒ bù xiǎng zài gěi nǐ jiǎng shù wǒ jīng lì le |
[01:16.192] | fàng qì ba fàng qì ba shī qù shì qīng yì dì |
[01:18.191] | bào qiàn wǒ shì zhēn de zài méi yǒu xīn lì le |
[01:21.192] | bù gǎn qù xiǎng bù gǎn qù què zhěn xiào róng dōu yī lài zhe yào pǐn |
[01:23.692] | zhè liǎng nián kāi shǐ cái ràng wǒ néng màn màn de guò yī bǎ xiào yǐn |
[01:26.943] | wèi zì jǐ qǔ le gè yì míng jiào zuò liú sēn rán |
[01:30.192] | bǐ wǒ hái bēi shāng de rén men kě zhēn cǎn |
[01:31.942] | rèn shi le bǐ wǒ hái bēi shāng de péng yǒu |
[01:33.192] | màn màn de ràng zì jǐ biàn de gèng wēn nuǎn |
[01:35.692] | bù zhī cóng hé shí qǐ wǒ kāi shǐ zhuāng shǎ chōng xiào |
[01:38.192] | bèi xià le yí gè yòu yí gè de duàn zǐ xī wàng zhe nǎ yì tiān néng gòu shēng xiào |
[01:41.692] | zuǐ lǐ zài bù tíng de shuō zhe zhè yàng zuò shì wèi le yǒu qián zhuàn |
[01:45.692] | hǎo xīn cái bú huì xián duō ne péng yǒu nǐ bì xū yào wǎng qián kàn |
[01:49.943] | wǒ yě zēng jīng lì guò tòng kǔ zhī dào yào zǒu chū lái dào dǐ shì yǒu duō nàn |
[01:56.442] | nà bù rú jiù ràng wǒ zuò nǐ de yáng guāng zuò zài nǐ yuǎn háng de fān chuán |