[00:00.000] | 作词 : Kinny小金 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : Kinny小金 |
[00:21.29] | 回想起从前漫无目的生活 |
[00:24.28] | 天天只知道未来得过且过 |
[00:26.92] | 求个工作 比什么都要来的现实 |
[00:29.42] | 但接触hiphop让我找到来自嘻哈的真挚 |
[00:32.10] | 它拯救了我 把我从苦海中捞起 |
[00:34.79] | 让我学到坚持才是人生的定义 |
[00:37.48] | 让我有了梦想 要为自己尘封破浪 |
[00:40.24] | 但它像罂粟一样 也让我容易迷失方向 |
[00:42.93] | 家人不理解 阻止我继续下去 |
[00:45.56] | 自己却拼了命的为了自己要去争取 |
[00:48.28] | 他们锁住我 不让一个女孩到处混迹 |
[00:50.87] | 认为hiphop都是来自社会的败笔 |
[00:53.51] | 作为女孩子做这等丢脸的事情 |
[00:56.16] | 家人全只知道对我数落和批评 |
[00:58.79] | 妈妈和我走在街上不承认我是她孩子 |
[01:01.69] | 我学习糟糕透顶就都只知道玩物丧志 |
[01:04.23] | 曾以自S要挟家裡让我独自比赛 |
[01:06.67] | 没有回头留下伤心的妈妈为我等待 |
[01:09.45] | Fk sh1t 我也不想对他们这样 |
[01:12.00] | 可他们没一个人知道我人生方向 |
[01:14.64] | 在那个年代妈妈承受著巨大的压力 |
[01:17.34] | 我也一直在问自己到底能不能继续 |
[01:20.07] | 因为玩hiphop丢了属于我的男朋友 |
[01:22.82] | 丢了钱 丢了名利 失去了我的所有 |
[01:25.31] | 沉迷于嘻哈无法自拔没时间去约会 |
[01:27.85] | 一个人已不知道在深夜中喝了几杯 |
[01:30.44] | 虽羡慕其他情侣每天简单早安晚安 |
[01:33.09] | 但有了说唱我想我以后都不会再孤单 |
[01:35.83] | 如果失败了 将会什么都没有了 |
[01:38.53] | 但这让我更加坚定自己的方向了 |
[01:41.16] | 果然 5年后 我找到了属于自己的天地 |
[01:43.90] | 在自己的领域也能够万事如意 |
[01:46.45] | 我明白了坚持才是人生的道理 |
[01:49.19] | 在自己的学业知道越来越去努力 |
[01:51.92] | 这下好了 亲戚朋友全都涌上来支持 |
[01:54.56] | 失去的渣男跑来找我但是肯定太迟 |
[01:57.26] | 伤害过我的人全跑来叫我kinny老师 |
[01:59.76] | 我不会忘记以前你们刺向我的现实 |
[02:02.55] | Mother Fk这一切我全都不接受 |
[02:05.09] | 曾经崩溃的时候你们都不懂我的哀愁 |
[02:07.88] | 这个破现实社会为了名 为了利 |
[02:10.48] | 为了这个连我自己都不像我自己 |
[02:12.96] | 但好在我能够在自己领域叱吒风云 |
[02:15.55] | 让自己活的不像别人那么可悲孤寂 |
[02:18.54] | 但我离开了家 欠了家人一些问候 |
[02:20.99] | 才明白家庭才是自己最安心的宇宙 |
[02:23.62] | 我憎恨的是世态如此现实我无法改变 |
[02:26.21] | 我也不期待幸运之神在我生活里出现 |
[02:28.86] | 仅有的梦想就是带着家里人旅游世界 |
[02:31.65] | 因为我有了家我的痛苦才能全力改变 |
[02:34.28] | 所以我会为了家里去把梦想努力实现 |
[02:36.82] | 做到最好让妈妈不再受流言蜚语考验 |
[02:39.57] | 拿到这个社会最让我恶心的钱还有权 |
[02:42.32] | 端起一个家里重任闯出生活的一片天 |
[02:44.80] | 强大野心和恨还有坚持一直支撑着我 |
[02:47.60] | 因为hiphop让我懂得了坚持就有成果 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : Kinny xiao jin |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : Kinny xiao jin |
[00:21.29] | hui xiang qi cong qian man wu mu di sheng huo |
[00:24.28] | tian tian zhi zhi dao wei lai de guo qie guo |
[00:26.92] | qiu ge gong zuo bi shen me dou yao lai de xian shi |
[00:29.42] | dan jie chu hiphop rang wo zhao dao lai zi xi ha di zhen zhi |
[00:32.10] | ta zheng jiu le wo ba wo cong ku hai zhong lao qi |
[00:34.79] | rang wo xue dao jian chi cai shi ren sheng de ding yi |
[00:37.48] | rang wo you le meng xiang yao wei zi ji chen feng po lang |
[00:40.24] | dan ta xiang ying su yi yang ye rang wo rong yi mi shi fang xiang |
[00:42.93] | jia ren bu li jie zu zhi wo ji xu xia qu |
[00:45.56] | zi ji que pin le ming de wei le zi ji yao qu zheng qu |
[00:48.28] | ta men suo zhu wo bu rang yi ge nv hai dao chu hun ji |
[00:50.87] | ren wei hiphop dou shi lai zi she hui de bai bi |
[00:53.51] | zuo wei nv hai zi zuo zhe deng diu lian de shi qing |
[00:56.16] | jia ren quan zhi zhi dao dui wo shu luo he pi ping |
[00:58.79] | ma ma he wo zou zai jie shang bu cheng ren wo shi ta hai zi |
[01:01.69] | wo xue xi zao gao tou ding jiu dou zhi zhi dao wan wu sang zhi |
[01:04.23] | ceng yi zi S yao xie jia li rang wo du zi bi sai |
[01:06.67] | mei you hui tou liu xia shang xin de ma ma wei wo deng dai |
[01:09.45] | Fk sh1t wo ye bu xiang dui ta men zhe yang |
[01:12.00] | ke ta men mei yi ge ren zhi dao wo ren sheng fang xiang |
[01:14.64] | zai na ge nian dai ma ma cheng shou zhe ju da de ya li |
[01:17.34] | wo ye yi zhi zai wen zi ji dao di neng bu neng ji xu |
[01:20.07] | yin wei wan hiphop diu le shu yu wo de nan peng you |
[01:22.82] | diu le qian diu le ming li shi qu le wo de suo you |
[01:25.31] | chen mi yu xi ha wu fa zi ba mei shi jian qu yue hui |
[01:27.85] | yi ge ren yi bu zhi dao zai shen ye zhong he le ji bei |
[01:30.44] | sui xian mu qi ta qing lv mei tian jian dan zao an wan an |
[01:33.09] | dan you le shuo chang wo xiang wo yi hou dou bu hui zai gu dan |
[01:35.83] | ru guo shi bai le jiang hui shen me dou mei you le |
[01:38.53] | dan zhe rang wo geng jia jian ding zi ji de fang xiang le |
[01:41.16] | guo ran 5 nian hou wo zhao dao le shu yu zi ji de tian di |
[01:43.90] | zai zi ji de ling yu ye neng gou wan shi ru yi |
[01:46.45] | wo ming bai le jian chi cai shi ren sheng de dao li |
[01:49.19] | zai zi ji de xue ye zhi dao yue lai yue qu nu li |
[01:51.92] | zhe xia hao le qin qi peng you quan dou yong shang lai zhi chi |
[01:54.56] | shi qu de zha nan pao lai zhao wo dan shi ken ding tai chi |
[01:57.26] | shang hai guo wo de ren quan pao lai jiao wo kinny lao shi |
[01:59.76] | wo bu hui wang ji yi qian ni men ci xiang wo de xian shi |
[02:02.55] | Mother Fk zhe yi qie wo quan dou bu jie shou |
[02:05.09] | ceng jing beng kui de shi hou ni men dou bu dong wo de ai chou |
[02:07.88] | zhe ge po xian shi she hui wei le ming wei le li |
[02:10.48] | wei le zhe ge lian wo zi ji dou bu xiang wo zi ji |
[02:12.96] | dan hao zai wo neng gou zai zi ji ling yu chi zha feng yun |
[02:15.55] | rang zi ji huo de bu xiang bie ren na me ke bei gu ji |
[02:18.54] | dan wo li kai le jia qian le jia ren yi xie wen hou |
[02:20.99] | cai ming bai jia ting cai shi zi ji zui an xin de yu zhou |
[02:23.62] | wo zeng hen de shi shi tai ru ci xian shi wo wu fa gai bian |
[02:26.21] | wo ye bu qi dai xing yun zhi shen zai wo sheng huo li chu xian |
[02:28.86] | jin you de meng xiang jiu shi dai zhe jia li ren lv you shi jie |
[02:31.65] | yin wei wo you le jia wo de tong ku cai neng quan li gai bian |
[02:34.28] | suo yi wo hui wei le jia li qu ba meng xiang nu li shi xian |
[02:36.82] | zuo dao zui hao rang ma ma bu zai shou liu yan fei yu kao yan |
[02:39.57] | na dao zhe ge she hui zui rang wo e xin de qian hai you quan |
[02:42.32] | duan qi yi ge jia li zhong ren chuang chu sheng huo de yi pian tian |
[02:44.80] | qiang da ye xin he hen hai you jian chi yi zhi zhi cheng zhe wo |
[02:47.60] | yin wei hiphop rang wo dong de le jian chi jiu you cheng guo |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : Kinny xiǎo jīn |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Kinny xiǎo jīn |
[00:21.29] | huí xiǎng qǐ cóng qián màn wú mù dì shēng huó |
[00:24.28] | tiān tiān zhǐ zhī dào wèi lái de guò qiě guò |
[00:26.92] | qiú gè gōng zuò bǐ shén me dōu yào lái de xiàn shí |
[00:29.42] | dàn jiē chù hiphop ràng wǒ zhǎo dào lái zì xī hā dí zhēn zhì |
[00:32.10] | tā zhěng jiù le wǒ bǎ wǒ cóng kǔ hǎi zhōng lāo qǐ |
[00:34.79] | ràng wǒ xué dào jiān chí cái shì rén shēng de dìng yì |
[00:37.48] | ràng wǒ yǒu le mèng xiǎng yào wèi zì jǐ chén fēng pò làng |
[00:40.24] | dàn tā xiàng yīng sù yí yàng yě ràng wǒ róng yì mí shī fāng xiàng |
[00:42.93] | jiā rén bù lǐ jiě zǔ zhǐ wǒ jì xù xià qù |
[00:45.56] | zì jǐ què pīn le mìng de wèi le zì jǐ yào qù zhēng qǔ |
[00:48.28] | tā men suǒ zhù wǒ bù ràng yí gè nǚ hái dào chù hùn jī |
[00:50.87] | rèn wéi hiphop dōu shì lái zì shè huì de bài bǐ |
[00:53.51] | zuò wéi nǚ hái zi zuò zhè děng diū liǎn de shì qíng |
[00:56.16] | jiā rén quán zhǐ zhī dào duì wǒ shǔ luò hé pī píng |
[00:58.79] | mā mā hé wǒ zǒu zài jiē shàng bù chéng rèn wǒ shì tā hái zi |
[01:01.69] | wǒ xué xí zāo gāo tòu dǐng jiù dōu zhǐ zhī dào wán wù sàng zhì |
[01:04.23] | céng yǐ zì S yāo xié jiā lǐ ràng wǒ dú zì bǐ sài |
[01:06.67] | méi yǒu huí tóu liú xià shāng xīn de mā mā wèi wǒ děng dài |
[01:09.45] | Fk sh1t wǒ yě bù xiǎng duì tā men zhè yàng |
[01:12.00] | kě tā men méi yí ge rén zhī dào wǒ rén shēng fāng xiàng |
[01:14.64] | zài nà gè nián dài mā mā chéng shòu zhe jù dà de yā lì |
[01:17.34] | wǒ yě yī zhí zài wèn zì jǐ dào dǐ néng bù néng jì xù |
[01:20.07] | yīn wèi wán hiphop diū le shǔ yú wǒ de nán péng yǒu |
[01:22.82] | diū le qián diū le míng lì shī qù le wǒ de suǒ yǒu |
[01:25.31] | chén mí yú xī hā wú fǎ zì bá méi shí jiān qù yuē huì |
[01:27.85] | yí ge rén yǐ bù zhī dào zài shēn yè zhōng hē le jǐ bēi |
[01:30.44] | suī xiàn mù qí tā qíng lǚ měi tiān jiǎn dān zǎo ān wǎn ān |
[01:33.09] | dàn yǒu le shuō chàng wǒ xiǎng wǒ yǐ hòu dōu bú huì zài gū dān |
[01:35.83] | rú guǒ shī bài le jiāng huì shén me dōu méi yǒu le |
[01:38.53] | dàn zhè ràng wǒ gèng jiā jiān dìng zì jǐ de fāng xiàng le |
[01:41.16] | guǒ rán 5 nián hòu wǒ zhǎo dào le shǔ yú zì jǐ de tiān dì |
[01:43.90] | zài zì jǐ de lǐng yù yě néng gòu wàn shì rú yì |
[01:46.45] | wǒ míng bái le jiān chí cái shì rén shēng de dào lǐ |
[01:49.19] | zài zì jǐ de xué yè zhī dào yuè lái yuè qù nǔ lì |
[01:51.92] | zhè xià hǎo le qīn qī péng yǒu quán dōu yǒng shàng lái zhī chí |
[01:54.56] | shī qù de zhā nán pǎo lái zhǎo wǒ dàn shì kěn dìng tài chí |
[01:57.26] | shāng hài guò wǒ de rén quán pǎo lái jiào wǒ kinny lǎo shī |
[01:59.76] | wǒ bú huì wàng jì yǐ qián nǐ men cì xiàng wǒ de xiàn shí |
[02:02.55] | Mother Fk zhè yī qiè wǒ quán dōu bù jiē shòu |
[02:05.09] | céng jīng bēng kuì de shí hòu nǐ men dōu bù dǒng wǒ de āi chóu |
[02:07.88] | zhè gè pò xiàn shí shè huì wèi le míng wèi le lì |
[02:10.48] | wèi le zhè gè lián wǒ zì jǐ dōu bù xiàng wǒ zì jǐ |
[02:12.96] | dàn hǎo zài wǒ néng gòu zài zì jǐ lǐng yù chì zhà fēng yún |
[02:15.55] | ràng zì jǐ huó de bù xiàng bié rén nà me kě bēi gū jì |
[02:18.54] | dàn wǒ lí kāi le jiā qiàn le jiā rén yī xiē wèn hòu |
[02:20.99] | cái míng bái jiā tíng cái shì zì jǐ zuì ān xīn de yǔ zhòu |
[02:23.62] | wǒ zēng hèn de shì shì tài rú cǐ xiàn shí wǒ wú fǎ gǎi biàn |
[02:26.21] | wǒ yě bù qī dài xìng yùn zhī shén zài wǒ shēng huó lǐ chū xiàn |
[02:28.86] | jǐn yǒu de mèng xiǎng jiù shì dài zhe jiā lǐ rén lǚ yóu shì jiè |
[02:31.65] | yīn wèi wǒ yǒu le jiā wǒ de tòng kǔ cái néng quán lì gǎi biàn |
[02:34.28] | suǒ yǐ wǒ huì wèi le jiā lǐ qù bǎ mèng xiǎng nǔ lì shí xiàn |
[02:36.82] | zuò dào zuì hǎo ràng mā mā bù zài shòu liú yán fēi yǔ kǎo yàn |
[02:39.57] | ná dào zhè gè shè huì zuì ràng wǒ ě xīn de qián hái yǒu quán |
[02:42.32] | duān qǐ yí gè jiā lǐ zhòng rèn chuǎng chū shēng huó de yī piàn tiān |
[02:44.80] | qiáng dà yě xīn hé hèn hái yǒu jiān chí yī zhí zhī chēng zhe wǒ |
[02:47.60] | yīn wèi hiphop ràng wǒ dǒng de le jiān chí jiù yǒu chéng guǒ |