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Not today, |
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Just not today, |
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Please not today, |
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I don't really got time to stop and talk |
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But don't take it personal |
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I been up all night with my son |
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I'm tryn'a reach the doc before he close |
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I'm stressed out, upset, the lack of sleep got me emotional |
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And its that time of the month just to really f****n piss me off |
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I'm feelin' self-conscious |
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Just need me a little space |
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So Mr. Media, ya betta' take ya camera out my face [Chorus:] |
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Not today, |
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I got things on my mind |
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Not today, |
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Now ain't that the place or time |
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Not today, |
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I'll do it all any other day |
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Just not today, please not today |
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I don't mind signing an autograph |
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But you the 99th person to ask |
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And all I really wanna do is break down and cry |
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Cause a close family friend just passed |
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I know you already booked the studio |
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But at the mo' my head can't cope |
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I'm aware that |
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I made a commitment |
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But I never knew my heart would be broke |
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I'm dealing with some issues |
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Believe me |
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I don't mean to be rude |
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Only human, forgive me, if you sense a little attitude [Repeat Chorus] |
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Now let me get one thing clear |
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I know its ya'll that keep my here |
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And I'm grateful like you could never know |
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More thankful than |
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I could ever show |
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But if, you could sympathize from just a second |
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I reckon you could understand where |
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I'm coming from |
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Sometimes when |
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I'm steppin' out my house |
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I aint steppin' out as |
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Dynamite I'm stepping out as |
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Mum Tryna' spend some quality time with my son. |
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Whew! If you could understand |
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This weren't the way |
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I planned, its gotten out of hand |
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Sometimes |
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I feel I don't even know when |
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I am Since |
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I picked up the mic, my private life don't exist |
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Love my job, but |
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I never know |
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I was signing up for this |
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Dealing with makeup's and breakups gotta smile and be strong |
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Clearing with heartache and heartbreak, but the show must go on [Repeat Chorus Twice] |
