| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 小爱Bekzada |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : 小爱Bekzada |
| [00:02.191] | 编曲:外网 |
| [00:07.941] | 后期混音:还是自己(最近做的有点烂) |
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| [00:35.023] | 时间凌晨五点半 还是没有睡去 |
| [00:37.522] | 在对着镜子傻笑 |
| [00:39.022] | 突然有种冲动想把镜子里的自己一刀给杀掉 |
| [00:43.022] | 然后结束这一切 远离这个世界 |
| [00:45.772] | 对没错你看到就是十八岁的我 |
| [00:48.522] | 低头惆怅眼睛里好像只有失落 |
| [00:51.272] | 或许是因为被浇灭了希望 |
| [00:54.023] | 看上去跟同龄人有些不一样 |
| [00:56.773] | 莫名的烦躁甚至还会抓狂 |
| [00:59.772] | 可能因为过早的体验了人走茶凉 |
| [01:02.522] | 再也不坚信什么 没有了期待 |
| [01:05.023] | 只是渴望一场车祸还有一场意外 |
| [01:08.273] | 看透了世界看透了那些假的 |
| [01:10.774] | 但我只能睁着眼扮演着瞎子 |
| [01:13.273] | 我拼命的笑 感受不到快乐 |
| [01:16.274] | 厌倦了一切厌倦了我所爱的 |
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| [01:43.523] | 十八岁就靠安眠药才能睡着 |
| [01:45.774] | 十八岁就尝到了伤心的味道 |
| [01:48.523] | 十八岁就失去了所有的美好 |
| [01:51.274] | 不在相信现状还能变得更糟 |
| [01:54.274] | 学会了颓废变成了一个废物 |
| [01:57.024] | 承受不住一切时学会了哭 |
| [01:59.774] | 少年他知道他丢了阳光 |
| [02:02.774] | 他丢了男孩该有的坚强 |
| [02:05.274] | 我变了变得不再天真 |
| [02:07.524] | 好讨厌他们可怜我的眼神 |
| [02:10.524] | 伤害过我的人跟我称兄道弟 |
| [02:13.774] | 嘿 上帝 我想要腾空找你 |
| [02:16.274] | 我是个笑话他们嘲笑我的不堪 |
| [02:19.024] | 我拼命掩饰着自己的不安 |
| [02:21.024] | 生活就像老爸说的内样** |
| [02:24.024] | 就这样把十八岁活成了老汉 |
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| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : xiao ai Bekzada |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : xiao ai Bekzada |
| [00:02.191] | bian qu: wai wang |
| [00:07.941] | hou qi hun yin: hai shi zi ji zui jin zuo de you dian lan |
| [00:11.772] | HOOK |
| [00:35.023] | shi jian ling chen wu dian ban hai shi mei you shui qu |
| [00:37.522] | zai dui zhe jing zi sha xiao |
| [00:39.022] | tu ran you zhong chong dong xiang ba jing zi li de zi ji yi dao gei sha diao |
| [00:43.022] | ran hou jie shu zhe yi qie yuan li zhe ge shi jie |
| [00:45.772] | dui mei cuo ni kan dao jiu shi shi ba sui de wo |
| [00:48.522] | di tou chou chang yan jing li hao xiang zhi you shi luo |
| [00:51.272] | huo xu shi yin wei bei jiao mie le xi wang |
| [00:54.023] | kan shang qu gen tong ling ren you xie bu yi yang |
| [00:56.773] | mo ming de fan zao shen zhi hai hui zhua kuang |
| [00:59.772] | ke neng yin wei guo zao de ti yan le ren zou cha liang |
| [01:02.522] | zai ye bu jian xin shen me mei you le qi dai |
| [01:05.023] | zhi shi ke wang yi chang che huo hai you yi chang yi wai |
| [01:08.273] | kan tou le shi jie kan tou le nei xie jia de |
| [01:10.774] | dan wo zhi neng zheng zhuo yan ban yan zhe xia zi |
| [01:13.273] | wo pin ming de xiao gan shou bu dao kuai le |
| [01:16.274] | yan juan le yi qie yan juan le wo suo ai de |
| [01:19.274] | HOOK |
| [01:43.523] | shi ba sui jiu kao an mian yao cai neng shui zhao |
| [01:45.774] | shi ba sui jiu chang dao le shang xin de wei dao |
| [01:48.523] | shi ba sui jiu shi qu le suo you de mei hao |
| [01:51.274] | bu zai xiang xin xian zhuang hai neng bian de geng zao |
| [01:54.274] | xue hui le tui fei bian cheng le yi ge fei wu |
| [01:57.024] | cheng shou bu zhu yi qie shi xue hui le ku |
| [01:59.774] | shao nian ta zhi dao ta diu le yang guang |
| [02:02.774] | ta diu le nan hai gai you de jian qiang |
| [02:05.274] | wo bian le bian de bu zai tian zhen |
| [02:07.524] | hao tao yan ta men ke lian wo de yan shen |
| [02:10.524] | shang hai guo wo de ren gen wo cheng xiong dao di |
| [02:13.774] | hei shang di wo xiang yao teng kong zhao ni |
| [02:16.274] | wo shi ge xiao hua ta men chao xiao wo de bu kan |
| [02:19.024] | wo pin ming yan shi zhe zi ji de bu an |
| [02:21.024] | sheng huo jiu xiang lao ba shuo de nei yang |
| [02:24.024] | jiu zhe yang ba shi ba sui huo cheng le lao han |
| [02:28.274] | HOOK |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : xiǎo ài Bekzada |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : xiǎo ài Bekzada |
| [00:02.191] | biān qǔ: wài wǎng |
| [00:07.941] | hòu qī hùn yīn: hái shì zì jǐ zuì jìn zuò de yǒu diǎn làn |
| [00:11.772] | HOOK |
| [00:35.023] | shí jiān líng chén wǔ diǎn bàn hái shì méi yǒu shuì qù |
| [00:37.522] | zài duì zhe jìng zi shǎ xiào |
| [00:39.022] | tū rán yǒu zhǒng chōng dòng xiǎng bǎ jìng zi lǐ de zì jǐ yī dāo gěi shā diào |
| [00:43.022] | rán hòu jié shù zhè yī qiè yuǎn lí zhè gè shì jiè |
| [00:45.772] | duì méi cuò nǐ kàn dào jiù shì shí bā suì de wǒ |
| [00:48.522] | dī tóu chóu chàng yǎn jīng lǐ hǎo xiàng zhǐ yǒu shī luò |
| [00:51.272] | huò xǔ shì yīn wèi bèi jiāo miè le xī wàng |
| [00:54.023] | kàn shang qu gēn tóng líng rén yǒu xiē bù yí yàng |
| [00:56.773] | mò míng de fán zào shèn zhì hái huì zhuā kuáng |
| [00:59.772] | kě néng yīn wèi guò zǎo de tǐ yàn le rén zǒu chá liáng |
| [01:02.522] | zài yě bù jiān xìn shén me méi yǒu le qī dài |
| [01:05.023] | zhǐ shì kě wàng yī chǎng chē huò hái yǒu yī chǎng yì wài |
| [01:08.273] | kàn tòu le shì jiè kàn tòu le nèi xiē jiǎ de |
| [01:10.774] | dàn wǒ zhǐ néng zhēng zhuó yǎn bàn yǎn zhe xiā zi |
| [01:13.273] | wǒ pīn mìng de xiào gǎn shòu bú dào kuài lè |
| [01:16.274] | yàn juàn le yī qiè yàn juàn le wǒ suǒ ài de |
| [01:19.274] | HOOK |
| [01:43.523] | shí bā suì jiù kào ān mián yào cái néng shuì zháo |
| [01:45.774] | shí bā suì jiù cháng dào le shāng xīn de wèi dào |
| [01:48.523] | shí bā suì jiù shī qù le suǒ yǒu de měi hǎo |
| [01:51.274] | bù zài xiāng xìn xiàn zhuàng hái néng biàn de gèng zāo |
| [01:54.274] | xué huì le tuí fèi biàn chéng le yí gè fèi wù |
| [01:57.024] | chéng shòu bú zhù yī qiè shí xué huì le kū |
| [01:59.774] | shào nián tā zhī dào tā diū le yáng guāng |
| [02:02.774] | tā diū le nán hái gāi yǒu de jiān qiáng |
| [02:05.274] | wǒ biàn le biàn de bù zài tiān zhēn |
| [02:07.524] | hǎo tǎo yàn tā men kě lián wǒ de yǎn shén |
| [02:10.524] | shāng hài guò wǒ de rén gēn wǒ chēng xiōng dào dì |
| [02:13.774] | hēi shàng dì wǒ xiǎng yào téng kōng zhǎo nǐ |
| [02:16.274] | wǒ shì gè xiào huà tā men cháo xiào wǒ de bù kān |
| [02:19.024] | wǒ pīn mìng yǎn shì zhe zì jǐ de bù ān |
| [02:21.024] | shēng huó jiù xiàng lǎo bà shuō de nèi yàng |
| [02:24.024] | jiù zhè yàng bǎ shí bā suì huó chéng le lǎo hàn |
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