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Deaf Havana Anemphobia |
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I worry about the weather, and the pressure in my head |
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And how my lungs can't find the oxygen to form a single breath |
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That doesn't get caught in my throat, with all the words I couldn't say |
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I pray that things are getting better... |
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I still worry about the weather, and I'm sick to death of rain |
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And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired swollen brain |
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My days aren't getting better, and I'm still numbing the pain |
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I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again |
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I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways |
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I really need a change |
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I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing |
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I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I need a break |
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I caught a glimpse of my reflection and didn't recognise my face |
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I left a note at home explaining how I'm sorry that I left |
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I just needed to be alone for a while to realise I'm a mess |
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I pray that that things are getting better but I won't hold my breath |
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I won't hold my breath. |
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I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways |
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I really need a change |
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I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing |
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I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I breakneed a |
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I'm not quite there but I'm on my way |
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I'm still forgetting names and faces, I need to get away |
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From this place, 'cause my outlooks' changed |
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Along with how I speak and I'm really not the same as I used to be |
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I'm always living in my head and I can't remember when, I last felt alive |
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I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways |
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I really need a change |
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Cause I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing |
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I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I need a break. |
