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She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.feeling pressured by the public. |
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She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomach. |
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On the inside she's dying, lying to herself, thinking:- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health. |
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One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it. |
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Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet. |
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Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic. |
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Praying to a |
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God she never believed in to stop it. |
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Hasnt eaten in weeks, drinks water by the heaps |
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Now she looks like a skeleton she sees in her closet. |
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So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted. |
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Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked. |
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Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy,thinking maybe this world's better off without me |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
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She staring at her belly, she's so scared to touch it,imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomach. |
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Too late for safe sex, should have used a latex. |
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She can't afford a baby on minimum wage paychecks. |
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Her waistline climbs by inches,''cause she traded in the morning workouts for morning sickness. |
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Feeling nauseous, sleeps on a mat because she's cautious. |
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Give life or take life, that's her only options. |
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Only if she had a magic wand, she'd go back to that nightand put her clothes back on. |
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But she can't change time, or what's growing inside. |
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How could she love something that's barely alive? |
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Her body's acheing, shaking, from sweaty palms, and cold sweat. |
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Mentally exhausting like phone sex. |
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No regrets, life or death, it's high stakes.''cause right or wrong, it's only her choice to make. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind.[Side]- |
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Help![Girl:] |
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You smell like perfume. |
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That's NOT mine.[Guy:] |
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Your head's going ****ing crazy, |
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Your head is going crazy. |
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You need to sit down and look in the mirror and look after myself.[Girl:] |
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What? What's so wrong with me that you can't love me?[Guy:] |
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Look-[Girl:] |
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What is wrong with me? |
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I do everything for you. |
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I, I, I make myself look good, |
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I go to the gym. |
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I, I eat like a ****ing rabbit. |
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I don't, I don't know what else to do. |
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Tell me.[Guy:] |
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Baby, you don't understand because-[Girl:} Just tell me what i have to do[Guy:] |
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Baby-[Girl:] |
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What it is |
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I have to do to make you love me. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
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I'm so sorry for all that |
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I've done, |
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I'm so sorry for what |
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I've become. |
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, |
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I can't hold you back ''cause |
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I'm losing my mind. |
