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i really don't know what i'm doing here |
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i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but... |
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"just one drink |
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and there're some people to meet you |
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i think that you'll like them |
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i have to say we do |
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and i promise in less than than an hour |
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we will honestly go... |
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now why don't i just get you another |
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while you just say hello..." |
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yeah just say hello... |
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yeah just say hello... |
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so i'm clutching it tight |
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another glass in my hand |
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and my mouth and the smiles |
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moving up as i stand up |
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too close and too wide |
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and the smiles are too bright |
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and i breathe in too deep |
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and my head's getting light |
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but the air is getting heavier and it's closer |
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and i'm starting to sway |
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and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names |
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and they won't go away |
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so here i go |
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here i go again... |
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|
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falling into strangers |
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and it's only just eleven |
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and i'm staring like a child |
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until someone slips me heaven |
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and i take it on my knees |
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just like a thousand times before |
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and i get transfixed |
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that fixed |
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and i'm just looking at the floor |
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just looking at the floor |
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yeah i look at the floor... |
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and i'm starting to laugh |
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like an animal in pain |
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and i've got blood on my hands |
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and i've got hands in my brain |
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and the first short retch |
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leaves me gasping for more |
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and i stagger over screaming |
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on my way to the floor |
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and i'm back on my back |
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with the lights and the lies in my eyes |
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and the colour and the music's too loud |
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and my head's all the wrong size |
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so here i go |
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here i go again... |
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|
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yeah i laugh and i jump |
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and i sing and i laugh |
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and i dance and i laugh |
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and i laugh and i laugh |
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and i can't seem to think |
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where this is |
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who i am |
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why i'm keeping this going |
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keep pouring it out |
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keep pouring it down |
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keeping it going |
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keep pouring it down |
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and the way the rain comes down hard... |
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that's the way i feel inside... |
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|
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i can't take it anymore |
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this it i've become |
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this is it like i get |
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when my life's going numb |
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i just keep moving my mouth |
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i just keep moving my feet |
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i say i'm loving you to death |
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like i'm losing my breath |
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and all the smiles that i wear |
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and all the games that i play |
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and all the drinks that i mix |
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and i drink until i'm sick |
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and all the faces i make |
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and all the shapes that i throw |
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and all the people i meet |
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and all the words that i know |
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makes me sick to the heart |
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oh i feel so tired... |
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and the way the rain comes down hard... |
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that's how i feel inside... |
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and the way the rain comes down hard... |
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that's how i feel inside... |