[00:00.000] | 作词 : A$ia |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : A$ia |
[00:11.96] | 编曲:TundraBeats |
[00:13.91] | 后期制作:A$ia |
[00:15.33] | 我讨厌这纷扰的世界 |
[00:17.35] | 讨厌孤独陪伴我的每个日夜 |
[00:19.30] | 讨厌每个深夜里面喝的酒 |
[00:20.98] | 不管多要好的朋友他都会走 |
[00:22.86] | 讨厌他们在我面前装出来的笑脸 |
[00:24.85] | 讨厌总是有很多的选择都要选 |
[00:26.73] | 讨厌新的挑战 讨厌新的冒险 |
[00:28.53] | 讨厌我讨厌的东西变得更加耀眼 |
[00:30.69] | 我也向往一种新的生活方式 |
[00:32.56] | 想在下坠的时候能张开双翅 |
[00:34.49] | 但我不想每次拒绝都要委婉 |
[00:36.30] | 我讨厌做嘞每个梦都他妈相似 |
[00:38.20] | 我相信他们讲嘞我迟早会走起 |
[00:40.16] | 把通向成功的钥匙都握在手里 |
[00:42.08] | 每个凌晨 不得休息 |
[00:43.89] | 我讨厌自己做的错事都有理 |
[01:00.75] | 我讨厌这不请却自来的麻烦 |
[01:02.91] | 也讨厌找不到的所有答案 |
[01:04.85] | 就像是埋进了深水的炸弹 |
[01:06.74] | 下一刻可能会把水底炸烂 |
[01:08.65] | 拼命的呐喊 把眼泪擦干 |
[01:10.58] | 不让我自己的东西被霸占 |
[01:12.43] | 被当成了空气又没得人管 |
[01:14.21] | 变成了吐出来的二氧化碳 |
[01:16.20] | 把结局画上句号 |
[01:18.15] | 没必要和别个计较 |
[01:20.00] | 不想再继续找答案 |
[01:21.55] | 因为答案总出乎我预料 |
[01:23.94] | 没得人包容你 |
[01:24.84] | 没得人感谢你 |
[01:25.81] | 在狂风暴雨中撑起的伞 |
[01:27.66] | 想法很丰满 现实很骨感 |
[01:29.55] | 一切的一切都因为你懒 |
[01:46.25] | 曾经也为了我讨厌的人和物喝烂醉 |
[01:48.61] | 让那些狐朋和狗友们都散退 |
[01:50.49] | 没能力去捍卫的梦想都浪费我大把时间让我青春都荒废 |
[01:54.33] | 到现在只能像疯子一样发泄内心的苦 |
[01:57.66] | 爸妈都清楚 他们的叮嘱 |
[01:59.58] | 没得用我不是会听的主 |
[02:01.45] | 我讨厌这人与人之间的冷漠 |
[02:03.31] | 就像是不能够挣脱的绳索 |
[02:05.24] | 把我们的距离牢牢的捆绑 |
[02:07.13] | 从来都没得人在乎着真相 |
[02:09.10] | 我讨厌暧昧又说不清的关系 |
[02:11.08] | 一哈子对你是不理不睬 |
[02:12.88] | 一下子对你又热情奔放 |
[02:14.87] | 抱歉我从不缺这种温暖 |
[02:32.20] | 我只想做我自己 |
[02:33.84] | 不想和别个去攀比 |
[02:35.81] | 但是总会有些小人在我背后制造着流言蜚语 |
[02:39.44] | 依旧在每个凌晨挥笔 |
[02:41.52] | 写出心中喜怒哀乐 |
[02:43.38] | 学不会伪装 任何人都能把我心思全部猜透 |
[02:47.03] | 所以我 经常会感到 莫名的烦躁 晓不得什么原因 |
[02:50.80] | 会让我 特别的无助 特别的害怕 火热的心早已结冰 |
[02:54.57] | 我要对讨厌的都说声对不起 |
[02:56.94] | 花费太多心思去对付你 |
[02:58.86] | 身上太多戾气让我无法自理 |
[03:00.69] | 我讨厌别个同时也讨厌自己 |
[03:17.53] | 不需要你假装很在意 |
[03:19.24] | 我知道你其实根本不在意 |
[03:21.14] | 你也不用继续考验我耐心 |
[03:23.05] | 不用再找备胎把我给代替 |
[03:25.02] | 因为这次我会选择我自己走 |
[03:26.86] | 因为这次我会勇敢的放开手 |
[03:28.78] | 因为这次我会选择我自己走 |
[03:30.67] | 因为这次我会放弃你的所有 |
[03:32.86] | 不需要你假装很在意 |
[03:34.58] | 我知道你其实根本不在意 |
[03:36.41] | 你也不用继续考验我耐心 |
[03:38.31] | 不用再找备胎把我给代替 |
[03:40.33] | 因为这次我会选择我自己走 |
[03:42.12] | 因为这次我会果断的放开手 |
[03:44.04] | 因为这次我会选择我自己走 |
[03:45.98] | 因为这次我会放弃你的所有 |
[03:49.89] |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : A ia |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : A ia |
[00:11.96] | bian qu: TundraBeats |
[00:13.91] | hou qi zhi zuo: A ia |
[00:15.33] | wo tao yan zhe fen rao de shi jie |
[00:17.35] | tao yan gu du pei ban wo de mei ge ri ye |
[00:19.30] | tao yan mei ge shen ye li mian he de jiu |
[00:20.98] | bu guan duo yao hao de peng you ta dou hui zou |
[00:22.86] | tao yan ta men zai wo mian qian zhuang chu lai de xiao lian |
[00:24.85] | tao yan zong shi you hen duo de xuan ze dou yao xuan |
[00:26.73] | tao yan xin de tiao zhan tao yan xin de mao xian |
[00:28.53] | tao yan wo tao yan de dong xi bian de geng jia yao yan |
[00:30.69] | wo ye xiang wang yi zhong xin de sheng huo fang shi |
[00:32.56] | xiang zai xia zhui de shi hou neng zhang kai shuang chi |
[00:34.49] | dan wo bu xiang mei ci ju jue dou yao wei wan |
[00:36.30] | wo tao yan zuo lei mei ge meng dou ta ma xiang si |
[00:38.20] | wo xiang xin ta men jiang lei wo chi zao hui zou qi |
[00:40.16] | ba tong xiang cheng gong de yao shi dou wo zai shou li |
[00:42.08] | mei ge ling chen bu de xiu xi |
[00:43.89] | wo tao yan zi ji zuo de cuo shi dou you li |
[01:00.75] | wo tao yan zhe bu qing que zi lai de ma fan |
[01:02.91] | ye tao yan zhao bu dao de suo you da an |
[01:04.85] | jiu xiang shi mai jin le shen shui de zha dan |
[01:06.74] | xia yi ke ke neng hui ba shui di zha lan |
[01:08.65] | pin ming de na han ba yan lei ca gan |
[01:10.58] | bu rang wo zi ji de dong xi bei ba zhan |
[01:12.43] | bei dang cheng le kong qi you mei de ren guan |
[01:14.21] | bian cheng le tu chu lai de er yang hua tan |
[01:16.20] | ba jie ju hua shang ju hao |
[01:18.15] | mei bi yao he bie ge ji jiao |
[01:20.00] | bu xiang zai ji xu zhao da an |
[01:21.55] | yin wei da an zong chu hu wo yu liao |
[01:23.94] | mei de ren bao rong ni |
[01:24.84] | mei de ren gan xie ni |
[01:25.81] | zai kuang feng bao yu zhong cheng qi de san |
[01:27.66] | xiang fa hen feng man xian shi hen gu gan |
[01:29.55] | yi qie de yi qie dou yin wei ni lan |
[01:46.25] | ceng jing ye wei le wo tao yan de ren he wu he lan zui |
[01:48.61] | rang nei xie hu peng he gou you men dou san tui |
[01:50.49] | mei neng li qu han wei de meng xiang dou lang fei wo da ba shi jian rang wo qing chun dou huang fei |
[01:54.33] | dao xian zai zhi neng xiang feng zi yi yang fa xie nei xin de ku |
[01:57.66] | ba ma dou qing chu ta men de ding zhu |
[01:59.58] | mei de yong wo bu shi hui ting de zhu |
[02:01.45] | wo tao yan zhe ren yu ren zhi jian de leng mo |
[02:03.31] | jiu xiang shi bu neng gou zheng tuo de sheng suo |
[02:05.24] | ba wo men de ju li lao lao de kun bang |
[02:07.13] | cong lai dou mei de ren zai hu zhe zhen xiang |
[02:09.10] | wo tao yan ai mei you shuo bu qing de guan xi |
[02:11.08] | yi ha zi dui ni shi bu li bu cai |
[02:12.88] | yi xia zi dui ni you re qing ben fang |
[02:14.87] | bao qian wo cong bu que zhe zhong wen nuan |
[02:32.20] | wo zhi xiang zuo wo zi ji |
[02:33.84] | bu xiang he bie ge qu pan bi |
[02:35.81] | dan shi zong hui you xie xiao ren zai wo bei hou zhi zao zhe liu yan fei yu |
[02:39.44] | yi jiu zai mei ge ling chen hui bi |
[02:41.52] | xie chu xin zhong xi nu ai yue |
[02:43.38] | xue bu hui wei zhuang ren he ren dou neng ba wo xin si quan bu cai tou |
[02:47.03] | suo yi wo jing chang hui gan dao mo ming de fan zao xiao bu de shen me yuan yin |
[02:50.80] | hui rang wo te bie de wu zhu te bie de hai pa huo re de xin zao yi jie bing |
[02:54.57] | wo yao dui tao yan de dou shuo sheng dui bu qi |
[02:56.94] | hua fei tai duo xin si qu dui fu ni |
[02:58.86] | shen shang tai duo li qi rang wo wu fa zi li |
[03:00.69] | wo tao yan bie ge tong shi ye tao yan zi ji |
[03:17.53] | bu xu yao ni jia zhuang hen zai yi |
[03:19.24] | wo zhi dao ni qi shi gen ben bu zai yi |
[03:21.14] | ni ye bu yong ji xu kao yan wo nai xin |
[03:23.05] | bu yong zai zhao bei tai ba wo gei dai ti |
[03:25.02] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui xuan ze wo zi ji zou |
[03:26.86] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui yong gan de fang kai shou |
[03:28.78] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui xuan ze wo zi ji zou |
[03:30.67] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui fang qi ni de suo you |
[03:32.86] | bu xu yao ni jia zhuang hen zai yi |
[03:34.58] | wo zhi dao ni qi shi gen ben bu zai yi |
[03:36.41] | ni ye bu yong ji xu kao yan wo nai xin |
[03:38.31] | bu yong zai zhao bei tai ba wo gei dai ti |
[03:40.33] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui xuan ze wo zi ji zou |
[03:42.12] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui guo duan de fang kai shou |
[03:44.04] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui xuan ze wo zi ji zou |
[03:45.98] | yin wei zhe ci wo hui fang qi ni de suo you |
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[00:00.000] | zuò cí : A ia |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : A ia |
[00:11.96] | biān qǔ: TundraBeats |
[00:13.91] | hòu qī zhì zuò: A ia |
[00:15.33] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè fēn rǎo de shì jiè |
[00:17.35] | tǎo yàn gū dú péi bàn wǒ de měi gè rì yè |
[00:19.30] | tǎo yàn měi gè shēn yè lǐ miàn hē de jiǔ |
[00:20.98] | bù guǎn duō yāo hǎo de péng yǒu tā dōu huì zǒu |
[00:22.86] | tǎo yàn tā men zài wǒ miàn qián zhuāng chū lái de xiào liǎn |
[00:24.85] | tǎo yàn zǒng shì yǒu hěn duō de xuǎn zé dōu yào xuǎn |
[00:26.73] | tǎo yàn xīn de tiǎo zhàn tǎo yàn xīn de mào xiǎn |
[00:28.53] | tǎo yàn wǒ tǎo yàn de dōng xī biàn de gèng jiā yào yǎn |
[00:30.69] | wǒ yě xiàng wǎng yī zhǒng xīn de shēng huó fāng shì |
[00:32.56] | xiǎng zài xià zhuì de shí hòu néng zhāng kāi shuāng chì |
[00:34.49] | dàn wǒ bù xiǎng měi cì jù jué dōu yào wěi wǎn |
[00:36.30] | wǒ tǎo yàn zuò lei měi gè mèng dōu tā mā xiāng sì |
[00:38.20] | wǒ xiāng xìn tā men jiǎng lei wǒ chí zǎo huì zǒu qǐ |
[00:40.16] | bǎ tōng xiàng chéng gōng de yào shi dōu wò zài shǒu lǐ |
[00:42.08] | měi gè líng chén bù dé xiū xī |
[00:43.89] | wǒ tǎo yàn zì jǐ zuò de cuò shì dōu yǒu lǐ |
[01:00.75] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè bù qǐng què zì lái de má fán |
[01:02.91] | yě tǎo yàn zhǎo bu dào de suǒ yǒu dá àn |
[01:04.85] | jiù xiàng shì mái jìn le shēn shuǐ de zhà dàn |
[01:06.74] | xià yī kè kě néng huì bǎ shuǐ dǐ zhà làn |
[01:08.65] | pīn mìng de nà hǎn bǎ yǎn lèi cā gān |
[01:10.58] | bù ràng wǒ zì jǐ de dōng xī bèi bà zhàn |
[01:12.43] | bèi dàng chéng le kōng qì yòu méi de rén guǎn |
[01:14.21] | biàn chéng le tǔ chū lái de èr yǎng huà tàn |
[01:16.20] | bǎ jié jú huà shàng jù hào |
[01:18.15] | méi bì yào hé bié gè jì jiào |
[01:20.00] | bù xiǎng zài jì xù zhǎo dá àn |
[01:21.55] | yīn wèi dá àn zǒng chū hū wǒ yù liào |
[01:23.94] | méi de rén bāo róng nǐ |
[01:24.84] | méi de rén gǎn xiè nǐ |
[01:25.81] | zài kuáng fēng bào yǔ zhōng chēng qǐ de sǎn |
[01:27.66] | xiǎng fǎ hěn fēng mǎn xiàn shí hěn gǔ gǎn |
[01:29.55] | yī qiè de yī qiè dōu yīn wèi nǐ lǎn |
[01:46.25] | céng jīng yě wèi le wǒ tǎo yàn de rén hé wù hē làn zuì |
[01:48.61] | ràng nèi xiē hú péng hé gǒu yǒu men dōu sàn tuì |
[01:50.49] | méi néng lì qù hàn wèi de mèng xiǎng dōu làng fèi wǒ dà bǎ shí jiān ràng wǒ qīng chūn dōu huāng fèi |
[01:54.33] | dào xiàn zài zhǐ néng xiàng fēng zi yí yàng fā xiè nèi xīn de kǔ |
[01:57.66] | bà mā dōu qīng chǔ tā men de dīng zhǔ |
[01:59.58] | méi de yòng wǒ bú shì huì tīng de zhǔ |
[02:01.45] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè rén yú rén zhī jiān de lěng mò |
[02:03.31] | jiù xiàng shì bù néng gòu zhèng tuō de shéng suǒ |
[02:05.24] | bǎ wǒ men de jù lí láo láo de kǔn bǎng |
[02:07.13] | cóng lái dōu méi de rén zài hu zhe zhēn xiàng |
[02:09.10] | wǒ tǎo yàn ài mèi yòu shuō bù qīng de guān xì |
[02:11.08] | yī hā zi duì nǐ shì bù lǐ bù cǎi |
[02:12.88] | yī xià zǐ duì nǐ yòu rè qíng bēn fàng |
[02:14.87] | bào qiàn wǒ cóng bù quē zhè zhǒng wēn nuǎn |
[02:32.20] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng zuò wǒ zì jǐ |
[02:33.84] | bù xiǎng hé bié gè qù pān bǐ |
[02:35.81] | dàn shì zǒng huì yǒu xiē xiǎo rén zài wǒ bèi hòu zhì zào zhe liú yán fēi yǔ |
[02:39.44] | yī jiù zài měi gè líng chén huī bǐ |
[02:41.52] | xiě chū xīn zhōng xǐ nù āi yuè |
[02:43.38] | xué bú huì wěi zhuāng rèn hé rén dōu néng bǎ wǒ xīn sī quán bù cāi tòu |
[02:47.03] | suǒ yǐ wǒ jīng cháng huì gǎn dào mò míng de fán zào xiǎo bù dé shén me yuán yīn |
[02:50.80] | huì ràng wǒ tè bié de wú zhù tè bié de hài pà huǒ rè de xīn zǎo yǐ jié bīng |
[02:54.57] | wǒ yào duì tǎo yàn de dōu shuō shēng duì bù qǐ |
[02:56.94] | huā fèi tài duō xīn sī qù duì fù nǐ |
[02:58.86] | shēn shàng tài duō lì qì ràng wǒ wú fǎ zì lǐ |
[03:00.69] | wǒ tǎo yàn bié gè tóng shí yě tǎo yàn zì jǐ |
[03:17.53] | bù xū yào nǐ jiǎ zhuāng hěn zài yì |
[03:19.24] | wǒ zhī dào nǐ qí shí gēn běn bù zài yì |
[03:21.14] | nǐ yě bù yòng jì xù kǎo yàn wǒ nài xīn |
[03:23.05] | bù yòng zài zhǎo bèi tāi bǎ wǒ gěi dài tì |
[03:25.02] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì xuǎn zé wǒ zì jǐ zǒu |
[03:26.86] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì yǒng gǎn de fàng kāi shǒu |
[03:28.78] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì xuǎn zé wǒ zì jǐ zǒu |
[03:30.67] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì fàng qì nǐ de suǒ yǒu |
[03:32.86] | bù xū yào nǐ jiǎ zhuāng hěn zài yì |
[03:34.58] | wǒ zhī dào nǐ qí shí gēn běn bù zài yì |
[03:36.41] | nǐ yě bù yòng jì xù kǎo yàn wǒ nài xīn |
[03:38.31] | bù yòng zài zhǎo bèi tāi bǎ wǒ gěi dài tì |
[03:40.33] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì xuǎn zé wǒ zì jǐ zǒu |
[03:42.12] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì guǒ duàn de fàng kāi shǒu |
[03:44.04] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì xuǎn zé wǒ zì jǐ zǒu |
[03:45.98] | yīn wèi zhè cì wǒ huì fàng qì nǐ de suǒ yǒu |
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