| [00:00.000] | 作词 : 卡卡Z |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Elyonbeats |
| [00:19.190] | 表面活泼的人可能内心孤独 |
| [00:21.440] | 因为我们知道其实没有退路 |
| [00:23.637] | 在黑夜里面远远眺望望黑暗中的月光被勾起的情绪往往需要自己忍住 |
| [00:28.382] | 大概我的心里住着一个少女 |
| [00:30.884] | 情绪不稳定内心又经常下雨 |
| [00:33.133] | 想表现出最真实的自己自己却又经常寡言少语可能就是学不会花言巧语 |
| [00:37.883] | 不可否认自己就是天性悲观 |
| [00:40.134] | 面对错误的事也没把他推翻 |
| [00:42.633] | 有些时候本能做出奇怪的事情家人朋友不理解也经常让自己难堪 |
| [00:47.386] | 其实真的不是我不想去改变 |
| [00:49.634] | 那些不好的事我也经常怀念 |
| [00:51.884] | 每天对着镜子进行假笑排练 |
| [00:54.385] | 就像风平浪静没有浪花的海面 |
| [00:55.885] | |
| [00:56.634] | 也许事情本不是该这样结果 |
| [00:58.884] | 我也会选择自己去慢慢摸索 |
| [01:01.384] | 开始不会把事情处理太过火 |
| [01:03.884] | 也会慢慢仔细的去思考后果 |
| [01:06.137] | 直到现在我也开始慢慢习惯 |
| [01:08.387] | 从来也没想过需要人来陪伴 |
| [01:10.885] | 每天惯例都对自己说声晚安 |
| [01:13.135] | 可还是依旧会很期待明天的早餐 |
| [01:15.385] | 可能直到现在的我还是依然不懂 |
| [01:17.886] | 过早的体验到的绝望把我的思想封锁 |
| [01:20.138] | 没处理好 周围的小事目光开始闪躲 |
| [01:22.387] | 被激发出自卑的情绪开始让我堕落 |
| [01:24.886] | 呆若木鸡的我站在原地 |
| [01:27.386] | 无法控制情绪也想过放弃 |
| [01:29.636] | 可我始终无法让他更彻底 |
| [01:31.887] | 在自由国度中让自己游历 |
| [01:34.387] | 22岁的我开始进行自我诊断 |
| [01:36.636] | 自己的灰色情绪开始进行自我审判 |
| [01:39.137] | 尝试把从前不敢想的事情全部买断 |
| [01:41.387] | 慢慢的找回真实的自己来一次谈判 |
| [01:43.888] | 开始慢慢挣脱束缚自己的枷锁 |
| [01:46.137] | 每天告诉自己真的要重新来过 |
| [01:48.389] | 应该放下的事情虽然有很多 |
| [01:50.640] | 不应该在脑海里反复的去播 |
| [01:53.137] | 可是每到夜里我还是会依然想起 |
| [01:55.392] | 被诅咒过的记忆依然篆刻在了心底 |
| [01:57.888] | 被绑架的情绪依然不想放过我自己 |
| [02:00.138] | 有些时候我还是会想着怎样去逃避 |
| [02:02.638] | 始终无法这个面对真实的世界 |
| [02:04.642] | 无力的感觉始终让我对它产生胆怯 |
| [02:07.138] | 黑夜里刺骨的寒风拂过了过往的画面 |
| [02:09.388] | 心里唯一的烛光也快被慢慢的熄灭 |
| [02:11.640] | |
| [02:49.641] | 小的时候始终依赖相信愿望 |
| [02:51.891] | 到了每天晚上对面黑暗还是选择毫无保留的将自己的灵魂给献上 |
| [02:56.641] | 年幼无知的我也迫不得的已的去安于现状 |
| [03:00.145] | 没有想过太多没有想过改变像个傻子依旧焦急等待着美好的愿望 |
| [03:04.892] | 最后肯定会降落在我的头上 |
| [03:06.590] | 也从来没想过要去抵抗 |
| [03:08.342] | 这一路走来 一路跌跌撞撞 一路意乱心慌 一路遍体鳞伤 |
| [03:12.590] | 也曾想过放弃 试图慢慢忘记 发现不可抗力 自嘲不自量力 |
| [03:17.840] | 行走渐渐缓慢是想让自己慢慢的喘一口气 |
| [03:21.341] | 最后还是会选择在一个黑夜或者黎明拖着疲惫不堪的躯体不顾一切的向迷雾里跑去 |
| [03:27.344] | 庆幸的是找到属于自己的信仰 |
| [03:29.594] | 驱赶了生命里所有不安和慌张 |
| [03:31.842] | 同时让我正视从前所有的过往 |
| [03:34.341] | 外表年轻的皮囊内心却过度沧桑 |
| [03:36.592] | 我也不想一直停留在原地 |
| [03:39.093] | 也不想把时间反锁在回忆 |
| [03:41.345] | 时间不会慢慢等待着自己 |
| [03:43.592] | 没有时间再去商量是否还有余地 |
| [03:45.847] | 毫不犹豫的砍断了枷锁看着被风和信仰鼓起的船帆 |
| [03:50.095] | 寻找着属于自己唯一的花朵我知道这一路上的过程并不简单 |
| [03:54.842] | 于是学会了如何去牢牢的抓住很自然的让自己全身心投入 |
| [04:00.343] | 终于找到了自己唯一的归路所以不会轻易的结束 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : ka ka Z |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Elyonbeats |
| [00:19.190] | biao mian huo po de ren ke neng nei xin gu du |
| [00:21.440] | yin wei wo men zhi dao qi shi mei you tui lu |
| [00:23.637] | zai hei ye li mian yuan yuan tiao wang wang hei an zhong de yue guang bei gou qi de qing xu wang wang xu yao zi ji ren zhu |
| [00:28.382] | da gai wo de xin li zhu zhe yi ge shao nv |
| [00:30.884] | qing xu bu wen ding nei xin you jing chang xia yu |
| [00:33.133] | xiang biao xian chu zui zhen shi de zi ji zi ji que you jing chang gua yan shao yu ke neng jiu shi xue bu hui hua yan qiao yu |
| [00:37.883] | bu ke fou ren zi ji jiu shi tian xing bei guan |
| [00:40.134] | mian dui cuo wu de shi ye mei ba ta tui fan |
| [00:42.633] | you xie shi hou ben neng zuo chu qi guai de shi qing jia ren peng you bu li jie ye jing chang rang zi ji nan kan |
| [00:47.386] | qi shi zhen de bu shi wo bu xiang qu gai bian |
| [00:49.634] | nei xie bu hao de shi wo ye jing chang huai nian |
| [00:51.884] | mei tian dui zhe jing zi jin xing jia xiao pai lian |
| [00:54.385] | jiu xiang feng ping lang jing mei you lang hua de hai mian |
| [00:55.885] | |
| [00:56.634] | ye xu shi qing ben bu shi gai zhe yang jie guo |
| [00:58.884] | wo ye hui xuan ze zi ji qu man man mo suo |
| [01:01.384] | kai shi bu hui ba shi qing chu li tai guo huo |
| [01:03.884] | ye hui man man zi xi de qu si kao hou guo |
| [01:06.137] | zhi dao xian zai wo ye kai shi man man xi guan |
| [01:08.387] | cong lai ye mei xiang guo xu yao ren lai pei ban |
| [01:10.885] | mei tian guan li dou dui zi ji shuo sheng wan an |
| [01:13.135] | ke hai shi yi jiu hui hen qi dai ming tian de zao can |
| [01:15.385] | ke neng zhi dao xian zai de wo hai shi yi ran bu dong |
| [01:17.886] | guo zao de ti yan dao de jue wang ba wo de si xiang feng suo |
| [01:20.138] | mei chu li hao zhou wei de xiao shi mu guang kai shi shan duo |
| [01:22.387] | bei ji fa chu zi bei de qing xu kai shi rang wo duo luo |
| [01:24.886] | dai ruo mu ji de wo zhan zai yuan di |
| [01:27.386] | wu fa kong zhi qing xu ye xiang guo fang qi |
| [01:29.636] | ke wo shi zhong wu fa rang ta geng che di |
| [01:31.887] | zai zi you guo du zhong rang zi ji you li |
| [01:34.387] | 22 sui de wo kai shi jin xing zi wo zhen duan |
| [01:36.636] | zi ji de hui se qing xu kai shi jin xing zi wo shen pan |
| [01:39.137] | chang shi ba cong qian bu gan xiang de shi qing quan bu mai duan |
| [01:41.387] | man man de zhao hui zhen shi de zi ji lai yi ci tan pan |
| [01:43.888] | kai shi man man zheng tuo shu fu zi ji de jia suo |
| [01:46.137] | mei tian gao su zi ji zhen de yao chong xin lai guo |
| [01:48.389] | ying gai fang xia de shi qing sui ran you hen duo |
| [01:50.640] | bu ying gai zai nao hai li fan fu de qu bo |
| [01:53.137] | ke shi mei dao ye li wo hai shi hui yi ran xiang qi |
| [01:55.392] | bei zu zhou guo de ji yi yi ran zhuan ke zai le xin di |
| [01:57.888] | bei bang jia de qing xu yi ran bu xiang fang guo wo zi ji |
| [02:00.138] | you xie shi hou wo hai shi hui xiang zhe zen yang qu tao bi |
| [02:02.638] | shi zhong wu fa zhe ge mian dui zhen shi de shi jie |
| [02:04.642] | wu li de gan jue shi zhong rang wo dui ta chan sheng dan qie |
| [02:07.138] | hei ye li ci gu de han feng bi guo le guo wang de hua mian |
| [02:09.388] | xin li wei yi de zhu guang ye kuai bei man man de xi mie |
| [02:11.640] | |
| [02:49.641] | xiao de shi hou shi zhong yi lai xiang xin yuan wang |
| [02:51.891] | dao le mei tian wan shang dui mian hei an hai shi xuan ze hao wu bao liu de jiang zi ji de ling hun gei xian shang |
| [02:56.641] | nian you wu zhi de wo ye po bu de de yi de qu an yu xian zhuang |
| [03:00.145] | mei you xiang guo tai duo mei you xiang guo gai bian xiang ge sha zi yi jiu jiao ji deng dai zhe mei hao de yuan wang |
| [03:04.892] | zui hou ken ding hui jiang luo zai wo de tou shang |
| [03:06.590] | ye cong lai mei xiang guo yao qu di kang |
| [03:08.342] | zhe yi lu zou lai yi lu die die zhuang zhuang yi lu yi luan xin huang yi lu bian ti lin shang |
| [03:12.590] | ye zeng xiang guo fang qi shi tu man man wang ji fa xian bu ke kang li zi chao bu zi liang li |
| [03:17.840] | xing zou jian jian huan man shi xiang rang zi ji man man de chuan yi kou qi |
| [03:21.341] | zui hou hai shi hui xuan ze zai yi ge hei ye huo zhe li ming tuo zhe pi bei bu kan de qu ti bu gu yi qie de xiang mi wu li pao qu |
| [03:27.344] | qing xing de shi zhao dao shu yu zi ji de xin yang |
| [03:29.594] | qu gan le sheng ming li suo you bu an he huang zhang |
| [03:31.842] | tong shi rang wo zheng shi cong qian suo you de guo wang |
| [03:34.341] | wai biao nian qing de pi nang nei xin que guo du cang sang |
| [03:36.592] | wo ye bu xiang yi zhi ting liu zai yuan di |
| [03:39.093] | ye bu xiang ba shi jian fan suo zai hui yi |
| [03:41.345] | shi jian bu hui man man deng dai zhe zi ji |
| [03:43.592] | mei you shi jian zai qu shang liang shi fou hai you yu di |
| [03:45.847] | hao bu you yu de kan duan le jia suo kan zhe bei feng he xin yang gu qi de chuan fan |
| [03:50.095] | xun zhao zhao shu yu zi ji wei yi de hua duo wo zhi dao zhe yi lu shang de guo cheng bing bu jian dan |
| [03:54.842] | yu shi xue hui liao ru he qu lao lao de zhua zhu hen zi ran de rang zi ji quan shen xin tou ru |
| [04:00.343] | zhong yu zhao dao le zi ji wei yi de gui lu suo yi bu hui qing yi de jie shu |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : kǎ kǎ Z |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Elyonbeats |
| [00:19.190] | biǎo miàn huó pō de rén kě néng nèi xīn gū dú |
| [00:21.440] | yīn wèi wǒ men zhī dào qí shí méi yǒu tuì lù |
| [00:23.637] | zài hēi yè lǐ miàn yuǎn yuǎn tiào wàng wàng hēi àn zhōng de yuè guāng bèi gōu qǐ de qíng xù wǎng wǎng xū yào zì jǐ rěn zhù |
| [00:28.382] | dà gài wǒ de xīn lǐ zhù zhe yí gè shào nǚ |
| [00:30.884] | qíng xù bù wěn dìng nèi xīn yòu jīng cháng xià yǔ |
| [00:33.133] | xiǎng biǎo xiàn chū zuì zhēn shí de zì jǐ zì jǐ què yòu jīng cháng guǎ yán shǎo yǔ kě néng jiù shì xué bú huì huā yán qiǎo yǔ |
| [00:37.883] | bù kě fǒu rèn zì jǐ jiù shì tiān xìng bēi guān |
| [00:40.134] | miàn duì cuò wù de shì yě méi bǎ tā tuī fān |
| [00:42.633] | yǒu xiē shí hòu běn néng zuò chū qí guài de shì qíng jiā rén péng yǒu bù lǐ jiě yě jīng cháng ràng zì jǐ nán kān |
| [00:47.386] | qí shí zhēn de bú shì wǒ bù xiǎng qù gǎi biàn |
| [00:49.634] | nèi xiē bù hǎo de shì wǒ yě jīng cháng huái niàn |
| [00:51.884] | měi tiān duì zhe jìng zi jìn xíng jiǎ xiào pái liàn |
| [00:54.385] | jiù xiàng fēng píng làng jìng méi yǒu làng huā de hǎi miàn |
| [00:55.885] | |
| [00:56.634] | yě xǔ shì qíng běn bú shì gāi zhè yàng jié guǒ |
| [00:58.884] | wǒ yě huì xuǎn zé zì jǐ qù màn màn mō suǒ |
| [01:01.384] | kāi shǐ bú huì bǎ shì qíng chǔ lǐ tài guò huǒ |
| [01:03.884] | yě huì màn màn zǐ xì de qù sī kǎo hòu guǒ |
| [01:06.137] | zhí dào xiàn zài wǒ yě kāi shǐ màn màn xí guàn |
| [01:08.387] | cóng lái yě méi xiǎng guò xū yào rén lái péi bàn |
| [01:10.885] | měi tiān guàn lì dōu duì zì jǐ shuō shēng wǎn ān |
| [01:13.135] | kě hái shì yī jiù huì hěn qī dài míng tiān de zǎo cān |
| [01:15.385] | kě néng zhí dào xiàn zài de wǒ hái shì yī rán bù dǒng |
| [01:17.886] | guò zǎo de tǐ yàn dào de jué wàng bǎ wǒ de sī xiǎng fēng suǒ |
| [01:20.138] | méi chǔ lǐ hǎo zhōu wéi de xiǎo shì mù guāng kāi shǐ shǎn duǒ |
| [01:22.387] | bèi jī fā chū zì bēi de qíng xù kāi shǐ ràng wǒ duò luò |
| [01:24.886] | dāi ruò mù jī de wǒ zhàn zài yuán dì |
| [01:27.386] | wú fǎ kòng zhì qíng xù yě xiǎng guò fàng qì |
| [01:29.636] | kě wǒ shǐ zhōng wú fǎ ràng tā gèng chè dǐ |
| [01:31.887] | zài zì yóu guó dù zhōng ràng zì jǐ yóu lì |
| [01:34.387] | 22 suì de wǒ kāi shǐ jìn xíng zì wǒ zhěn duàn |
| [01:36.636] | zì jǐ de huī sè qíng xù kāi shǐ jìn xíng zì wǒ shěn pàn |
| [01:39.137] | cháng shì bǎ cóng qián bù gǎn xiǎng de shì qíng quán bù mǎi duàn |
| [01:41.387] | màn màn de zhǎo huí zhēn shí de zì jǐ lái yī cì tán pàn |
| [01:43.888] | kāi shǐ màn màn zhèng tuō shù fù zì jǐ de jiā suǒ |
| [01:46.137] | měi tiān gào sù zì jǐ zhēn de yào chóng xīn lái guò |
| [01:48.389] | yīng gāi fàng xià de shì qíng suī rán yǒu hěn duō |
| [01:50.640] | bù yīng gāi zài nǎo hǎi lǐ fǎn fù de qù bō |
| [01:53.137] | kě shì měi dào yè lǐ wǒ hái shì huì yī rán xiǎng qǐ |
| [01:55.392] | bèi zǔ zhòu guò de jì yì yī rán zhuàn kè zài le xīn dǐ |
| [01:57.888] | bèi bǎng jià de qíng xù yī rán bù xiǎng fàng guò wǒ zì jǐ |
| [02:00.138] | yǒu xiē shí hòu wǒ hái shì huì xiǎng zhe zěn yàng qù táo bì |
| [02:02.638] | shǐ zhōng wú fǎ zhè gè miàn duì zhēn shí de shì jiè |
| [02:04.642] | wú lì de gǎn jué shǐ zhōng ràng wǒ duì tā chǎn shēng dǎn qiè |
| [02:07.138] | hēi yè lǐ cì gǔ de hán fēng bì guò le guò wǎng de huà miàn |
| [02:09.388] | xīn lǐ wéi yī de zhú guāng yě kuài bèi màn màn de xī miè |
| [02:11.640] | |
| [02:49.641] | xiǎo de shí hòu shǐ zhōng yī lài xiāng xìn yuàn wàng |
| [02:51.891] | dào le měi tiān wǎn shàng duì miàn hēi àn hái shì xuǎn zé háo wú bǎo liú de jiāng zì jǐ de líng hún gěi xiàn shàng |
| [02:56.641] | nián yòu wú zhī de wǒ yě pò bù dé de yǐ de qù ān yú xiàn zhuàng |
| [03:00.145] | méi yǒu xiǎng guò tài duō méi yǒu xiǎng guò gǎi biàn xiàng gè shǎ zi yī jiù jiāo jí děng dài zhe měi hǎo de yuàn wàng |
| [03:04.892] | zuì hòu kěn dìng huì jiàng luò zài wǒ de tóu shàng |
| [03:06.590] | yě cóng lái méi xiǎng guò yào qù dǐ kàng |
| [03:08.342] | zhè yí lù zǒu lái yí lù diē diē zhuàng zhuàng yí lù yì luàn xīn huāng yí lù biàn tǐ lín shāng |
| [03:12.590] | yě zēng xiǎng guò fàng qì shì tú màn màn wàng jì fā xiàn bù kě kàng lì zì cháo bù zì liàng lì |
| [03:17.840] | xíng zǒu jiàn jiàn huǎn màn shì xiǎng ràng zì jǐ màn màn de chuǎn yī kǒu qì |
| [03:21.341] | zuì hòu hái shì huì xuǎn zé zài yí gè hēi yè huò zhě lí míng tuō zhe pí bèi bù kān de qū tǐ bù gù yī qiè de xiàng mí wù lǐ pǎo qù |
| [03:27.344] | qìng xìng de shì zhǎo dào shǔ yú zì jǐ de xìn yǎng |
| [03:29.594] | qū gǎn le shēng mìng lǐ suǒ yǒu bù ān hé huāng zhāng |
| [03:31.842] | tóng shí ràng wǒ zhèng shì cóng qián suǒ yǒu de guò wǎng |
| [03:34.341] | wài biǎo nián qīng de pí náng nèi xīn què guò dù cāng sāng |
| [03:36.592] | wǒ yě bù xiǎng yī zhí tíng liú zài yuán dì |
| [03:39.093] | yě bù xiǎng bǎ shí jiān fǎn suǒ zài huí yì |
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