[00:00.00] | 作曲 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler |
[00:01.00] | 作词 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler |
[00:05.640] | I'm going through changes |
[00:13.010] | I'm going through changes |
[00:19.300] | |
[00:20.000] | |
[00:20.560] | Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly, |
[00:23.490] | I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
[00:26.360] | I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining, |
[00:30.230] | But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating, |
[00:32.980] | On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
[00:35.600] | Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it, |
[00:37.840] | But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, |
[00:40.280] | When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
[00:42.520] | I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs, |
[00:47.210] | Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
[00:49.140] | Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
[00:53.440] | I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
[00:56.820] | I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
[01:00.810] | I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
[01:03.740] | I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
[01:06.480] | Shit.. |
[01:07.170] | I'm going through changes |
[01:16.590] | I'm going through changes |
[01:21.830] | I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
[01:24.580] | Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you. |
[01:27.330] | Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills, |
[01:30.260] | And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
[01:33.200] | It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up, |
[01:35.880] | Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
[01:38.630] | Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
[01:40.940] | They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
[01:44.180] | Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that, |
[01:46.490] | He wouldn't ****in' shoot at, no-body, he fights first, |
[01:48.550] | But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
[01:51.350] | Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills. |
[01:53.470] | Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
[01:56.220] | ****in' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man", |
[01:58.900] | And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
[02:01.150] | It's in their best interest to protect their investment. |
[02:03.580] | And I just lost my ****in' best friend, so **** it, I guess then... |
[02:08.260]Chorus] | |
[02:15.750] | Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
[02:23.420] | My friends just can't understand this new me, |
[02:25.230] | That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be, |
[02:27.540] | You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
[02:32.160] | And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
[02:34.710] | I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
[02:37.460] | Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
[02:41.640] | I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
[02:45.140] | Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
[02:48.080] | And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright. |
[02:51.260] | And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night, |
[02:53.880] | I just take a couple more, yeah you're mother****in' right, |
[02:56.630] | I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
[02:59.560] | Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now, |
[03:02.490] | Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
[03:05.420] | ****, don't I know the sound of that voice, |
[03:07.670] | Yeah baby hold me down. |
[03:11.540] | I'm going through changes |
[03:18.900] | I'm going through changes |
[03:25.130] | Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through. |
[03:28.000] | Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof. |
[03:29.810] | I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
[03:33.380] | Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
[03:35.690] | Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
[03:38.810] | I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
[03:41.300] | I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do. |
[03:44.420] | Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
[03:46.540] | I still love your mother, that'll never change, |
[03:49.170] | Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
[03:51.720] | Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
[03:55.090] | But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday. |
[03:58.340] | There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
[04:00.830] | Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain. |
[04:03.640] | But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame, |
[04:06.760] | I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
[04:09.820] | I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
[04:12.060] | But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
[04:15.120] | I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way. |
[04:17.680] | But I just had to get away, don't know why, |
[04:20.050] | I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm.. |
[00:00.00] | zuo qu : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
[00:01.00] | zuo ci : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
[00:05.640] | I' m going through changes |
[00:13.010] | I' m going through changes |
[00:19.300] | |
[00:20.000] | |
[00:20.560] | Lately I really, feel like I' m rolling for ___ like Philly, |
[00:23.490] | I feel like I' m losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
[00:26.360] | I apologize if all that I sound like, is I' m complaining, |
[00:30.230] | But life keeps on complicating, an' I' m debating, |
[00:32.980] | On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
[00:35.600] | Can see I' m grievin', I try and hide it, |
[00:37.840] | But I can' t, why do I act like I' m all high and mighty, |
[00:40.280] | When inside, I' m dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
[00:42.520] | I can' t do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I' ve been having ups and downs, |
[00:47.210] | Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
[00:49.140] | Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
[00:53.440] | I' m hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
[00:56.820] | I can' t stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
[01:00.810] | I give a , only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
[01:03.740] | I' m afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
[01:06.480] | Shit.. |
[01:07.170] | I' m going through changes |
[01:16.590] | I' m going through changes |
[01:21.830] | I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
[01:24.580] | Yeah dad' s in a bad mood, he' s always snappin' at you. |
[01:27.330] | Marshall what happened at you, you can' t stop with these pills, |
[01:30.260] | And you' ve fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
[01:33.200] | It become a problem you' re too pussy to tackle, get up, |
[01:35.880] | Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
[01:38.630] | Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
[01:40.940] | They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
[01:44.180] | Nah, it ain' t like Doody to do that, |
[01:46.490] | He wouldn' t in' shoot at, nobody, he fights first, |
[01:48.550] | But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
[01:51.350] | Now I' m poppin Vic' s, perks and Methadone pills. |
[01:53.470] | Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
[01:56.220] | in' drug dealers hang around me like " yes man", |
[01:58.900] | And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
[02:01.150] | It' s in their best interest to protect their investment. |
[02:03.580] | And I just lost my in' best friend, so it, I guess then... |
[02:08.260]Chorus] | |
[02:15.750] | Don' t know what I' m going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
[02:23.420] | My friends just can' t understand this new me, |
[02:25.230] | That' s understandable man, but just think how bananas you' d be, |
[02:27.540] | You' d be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
[02:32.160] | And everybody' s lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
[02:34.710] | I' m startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
[02:37.460] | Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
[02:41.640] | I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
[02:45.140] | Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
[02:48.080] | And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills' ll make me feel alright. |
[02:51.260] | And if I' m still awake in the middle of the night, |
[02:53.880] | I just take a couple more, yeah you' re mother in' right, |
[02:56.630] | I ain' t slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
[02:59.560] | Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don' t look now, |
[03:02.490] | Daddy, don' t you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
[03:05.420] | , don' t I know the sound of that voice, |
[03:07.670] | Yeah baby hold me down. |
[03:11.540] | I' m going through changes |
[03:18.900] | I' m going through changes |
[03:25.130] | Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I' m pullin' through. |
[03:28.000] | Swear when I come back I' ma be bulletproof. |
[03:29.810] | I' ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
[03:33.380] | Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
[03:35.690] | Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
[03:38.810] | I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
[03:41.300] | I' d never get to make it right, so here' s what I came to do. |
[03:44.420] | Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
[03:46.540] | I still love your mother, that' ll never change, |
[03:49.170] | Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
[03:51.720] | Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
[03:55.090] | But I swear on everything, I' d do anything for her on anyday. |
[03:58.340] | There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
[04:00.830] | Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn' t any pain. |
[04:03.640] | But I can' t pretend there ain' t, I ain' t placin' any blame, |
[04:06.760] | I ain' t pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
[04:09.820] | I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
[04:12.060] | But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
[04:15.120] | I miss you self consciously, wish it didn' t end this way. |
[04:17.680] | But I just had to get away, don' t know why, |
[04:20.050] | I don' t know what else to say, I guess I' m.. |
[00:00.00] | zuò qǔ : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
[00:01.00] | zuò cí : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
[00:05.640] | I' m going through changes |
[00:13.010] | I' m going through changes |
[00:19.300] | |
[00:20.000] | |
[00:20.560] | Lately I really, feel like I' m rolling for ___ like Philly, |
[00:23.490] | I feel like I' m losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
[00:26.360] | I apologize if all that I sound like, is I' m complaining, |
[00:30.230] | But life keeps on complicating, an' I' m debating, |
[00:32.980] | On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
[00:35.600] | Can see I' m grievin', I try and hide it, |
[00:37.840] | But I can' t, why do I act like I' m all high and mighty, |
[00:40.280] | When inside, I' m dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
[00:42.520] | I can' t do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I' ve been having ups and downs, |
[00:47.210] | Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
[00:49.140] | Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
[00:53.440] | I' m hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
[00:56.820] | I can' t stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
[01:00.810] | I give a , only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
[01:03.740] | I' m afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
[01:06.480] | Shit.. |
[01:07.170] | I' m going through changes |
[01:16.590] | I' m going through changes |
[01:21.830] | I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
[01:24.580] | Yeah dad' s in a bad mood, he' s always snappin' at you. |
[01:27.330] | Marshall what happened at you, you can' t stop with these pills, |
[01:30.260] | And you' ve fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
[01:33.200] | It become a problem you' re too pussy to tackle, get up, |
[01:35.880] | Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
[01:38.630] | Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
[01:40.940] | They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
[01:44.180] | Nah, it ain' t like Doody to do that, |
[01:46.490] | He wouldn' t in' shoot at, nobody, he fights first, |
[01:48.550] | But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
[01:51.350] | Now I' m poppin Vic' s, perks and Methadone pills. |
[01:53.470] | Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
[01:56.220] | in' drug dealers hang around me like " yes man", |
[01:58.900] | And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
[02:01.150] | It' s in their best interest to protect their investment. |
[02:03.580] | And I just lost my in' best friend, so it, I guess then... |
[02:08.260]Chorus] | |
[02:15.750] | Don' t know what I' m going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
[02:23.420] | My friends just can' t understand this new me, |
[02:25.230] | That' s understandable man, but just think how bananas you' d be, |
[02:27.540] | You' d be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
[02:32.160] | And everybody' s lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
[02:34.710] | I' m startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
[02:37.460] | Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
[02:41.640] | I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
[02:45.140] | Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
[02:48.080] | And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills' ll make me feel alright. |
[02:51.260] | And if I' m still awake in the middle of the night, |
[02:53.880] | I just take a couple more, yeah you' re mother in' right, |
[02:56.630] | I ain' t slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
[02:59.560] | Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don' t look now, |
[03:02.490] | Daddy, don' t you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
[03:05.420] | , don' t I know the sound of that voice, |
[03:07.670] | Yeah baby hold me down. |
[03:11.540] | I' m going through changes |
[03:18.900] | I' m going through changes |
[03:25.130] | Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I' m pullin' through. |
[03:28.000] | Swear when I come back I' ma be bulletproof. |
[03:29.810] | I' ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
[03:33.380] | Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
[03:35.690] | Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
[03:38.810] | I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
[03:41.300] | I' d never get to make it right, so here' s what I came to do. |
[03:44.420] | Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
[03:46.540] | I still love your mother, that' ll never change, |
[03:49.170] | Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
[03:51.720] | Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
[03:55.090] | But I swear on everything, I' d do anything for her on anyday. |
[03:58.340] | There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
[04:00.830] | Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn' t any pain. |
[04:03.640] | But I can' t pretend there ain' t, I ain' t placin' any blame, |
[04:06.760] | I ain' t pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
[04:09.820] | I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
[04:12.060] | But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
[04:15.120] | I miss you self consciously, wish it didn' t end this way. |
[04:17.680] | But I just had to get away, don' t know why, |
[04:20.050] | I don' t know what else to say, I guess I' m.. |
[00:05.64] | 我经历了变化 |
[00:13.01] | 我经历了变化 |
[00:20.00] | |
[00:20.56] | 最近我真的感觉我就像---在翻滚 |
[00:23.49] | 我感觉我正在失去控制,我很理智 |
[00:26.36] | 如果这听起来像是我在抱怨,那我道歉 |
[00:30.23] | 但生活依旧很复杂 我很纠结 |
[00:32.98] | 要离开这个世界,这个晚上,连我的女儿 |
[00:35.60] | 都可以看出我很悲伤,我试着隐藏这种情感, |
[00:37.84] | 但我不能,为什么我总是去表现得很高大 |
[00:40.28] | 在我内心深处,我就快死了,我终于明确的意识到我需要帮助 |
[00:42.52] | 我自己一人办不到,我太娘们了,两周了,我的生活一直有起伏 |
[00:47.21] | 经历高峰和低谷,延宕拖延 |
[00:49.14] | 让我另外有一个想法,去结束这垃圾一样的生活 |
[00:53.44] | 我厌恶自己的反应,我在家里踱步,试着和镜中的自己对峙 |
[00:56.82] | 我受不了自己这样子,我看起来有些胖,但我关心的是什么? |
[01:00.81] | 我所关心的,我唯一担心的,是hailie, |
[01:03.74] | 我害怕如果闭上眼睛她会出现在我眼前 |
[01:06.48] | 狗屎 |
[01:07.17] | 我经历了变化 |
[01:16.59] | 我经历了变化 |
[01:21.83] | 我把自己锁在卧室、浴室,在中午酣睡 |
[01:24.58] | 是的,爸爸心情不好的,他总是打你 |
[01:27.33] | Marshall你到底怎么了,你不能停止吃这些药丸 |
[01:30.26] | 你的说唱技巧已经离你而去,你的歌迷都在嘲笑你 |
[01:33.20] | **D,你这么娘们根本解决不了问题,起来 |
[01:35.88] | 像个男人一样,站起来,一个真正的男子汉能把这些狗屎统统解决 |
[01:38.63] | 我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦 |
[01:40.94] | 他们说proof,我最好的兄弟死了 |
[01:44.18] | 不,这根本不是我兄弟会干的事 |
[01:46.49] | 他**D不应该向任何人开枪的,他不该先和别人动手 |
[01:48.55] | 但是纠结与这些只会让夜晚更糟糕 |
[01:51.35] | 现在我只需要安眠药 |
[01:53.47] | 是的阿姆,把握好你的韵脚,让它无懈可击 |
[01:56.22] | 那些王八蛋毒贩子在我身边徘徊着就像“yes man” |
[01:58.90] | 当我开了口,他们什么事情都可以做 |
[02:01.15] | 只为了追求他们的金钱 |
[02:03.58] | 我失去了我最好的朋友,所以,去**的, 我想 |
[02:08.26] | 我经历了变化 |
[02:15.75] | 我不知道我经历了什么,但我还不断在改变... |
[02:23.42] | 我的朋友们不理解这个新的我 |
[02:25.23] | 伙计,这我能理解,但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎 |
[02:27.54] | 如果你也被名声所困,就像被关在动物园的笼子里,那你**D的也一样会像只动物 |
[02:32.16] | 所有人都看着你,你想要让我怎么做 |
[02:34.71] | 于是我隐退了,开始新的生活 |
[02:37.46] | 我的名气变得空前的低,这给了我一个借口 |
[02:41.64] | 我独自坐在我的家庭影院前,看着同一部该死的DVD |
[02:45.14] | 第一次巡演,最后一次巡演,他还活着 |
[02:48.08] | 这揭开了我的伤疤,快进,只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点 |
[02:51.26] | 如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠 |
[02:53.88] | 我会多吃一倍的安眠药,yeah 你说的**太对了 |
[02:56.63] | 我不会为任何人放慢脚步,我马上就要到家了 |
[02:59.56] | 几乎处于昏迷,yeah加油兄弟,你就快到了 |
[03:02.49] | 爸爸,你死了我会很难过的,爸爸,好好坚持下去 |
[03:05.42] | **D,我听见你说话的声音了 |
[03:07.67] | 好 宝贝 抱紧爸爸 |
[03:11.54] | 我经历了变化 |
[03:18.90] | 我经历了变化 |
[03:25.13] | 在医院醒来,身上插满了管子,终于度过了危险期 |
[03:28.00] | 我发誓当我回来的时候,我会穿上防弹衣 |
[03:29.81] | 我这样做只是为了proof,我觉得我应该说些东西 |
[03:33.38] | 事实上,因为我可能不会再有机会说出事实了 |
[03:35.69] | 狗屎如果我没挺过来,这该怎么办 |
[03:38.81] | 我想着那些永远不打算对你说出的话语 |
[03:41.30] | 我从来都没有好好表达过,所以现在我决定做些什么 |
[03:44.42] | hailie这是给你的,Whitney还有Alaina,你们也一样 |
[03:46.54] | 我依旧爱着**妈,这是永远不会改变的 |
[03:49.17] | 我每一天都很想她,但是我们可能永远无法复原了 |
[03:51.72] | 嘿,希望能有一个更好的方式,让我来说出它 |
[03:55.09] | 我用我的一切发誓,我愿意在任何时间为她做任何事情 |
[03:58.34] | 有太多的东西,需要解释,既然我已开口 |
[04:00.83] | 就让我把所有话语都倾泻出来,我希望我从没有经历这些痛苦 |
[04:03.64] | 但我不能假装这些都没发生过,我这不是在指责你 |
[04:06.76] | 也没有把矛头指向你,老天知道的,这世界有从来没有完人 |
[04:09.82] | 我知道,是我们挥霍了我们的过往曾经 |
[04:12.06] | 但就在今天,当我看着你的照片,我不得不说 |
[04:15.12] | 在我的潜意识里我一直都思念着你,我希望我们从没有结束 |
[04:17.68] | 但不知为什么,我不得不逃避这情感 |
[04:20.05] | 我不知道还有什么其他可说,我想我 |