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Yeah... |
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It's my life... |
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My own words I guess... |
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Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? |
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Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? |
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When they know they're your heart |
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And you know you were their armour |
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And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her |
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But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? |
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And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you? |
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What happens when you become the main source of her pain? |
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"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane |
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"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" |
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I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy |
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Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself |
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I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself |
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Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her |
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And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her |
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That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy |
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Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby... |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back... |
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I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing |
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She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing |
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"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?" |
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Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying |
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"You always say that, you always say this is the last time |
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"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine" |
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She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it |
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"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!" |
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Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket |
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It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'" |
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I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror |
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These ****in' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em |
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They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight |
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Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late |
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And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door |
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It turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on |
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And I'm singing... |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back... |
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Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat |
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The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet |
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I take a bow and thank you all for coming out |
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They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd |
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I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing |
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"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding," |
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But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden? |
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"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin' |
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"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad |
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"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad' |
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"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin |
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"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going" |
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But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice |
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"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us" |
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That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name |
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It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill |
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Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real |
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I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see |
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How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me |
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I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it |
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Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it |
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The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes |
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That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin' |
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It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her |
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Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister |
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Almost as if to say.. |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back |
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And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn |
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Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice |
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Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling |
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And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain |
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Just smile back... |
