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I Never Got to See the West Coast |
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So is it courage or strength, |
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and is that what I'm waiting for? |
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If I could just kill myself, |
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would it also kill the remorse? |
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I wanted so badly to catch a break, |
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but I'm only breaking down. |
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I'm still here and standing |
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but if it's up to me, I don't think?. |
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I'll be?. hanging around |
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The drink slips down my throat and the burn cures nice and slow all the worst parts I wouldn't want you to see |
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The only parts left of me now? |
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Here I am, just a kid without a better plan, |
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But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most |
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...I never got to see the west coast |
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Spend my nights just asking why, |
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would God let me become like this |
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Was it a joke from the start, |
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was I s'posed to laugh more at it? |
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And everyone's quoting the teachers and preachers, |
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but their words make me feel so alone. |
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No one ever says that they've had those thoughts in the middle of the night. |
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No one ever admits that they wanted to take their life |
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The drink slips down my throat, |
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and the burn cures nice and slow |
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All the worst parts I wouldn't want you to see, |
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the only parts left of me now. |
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Here I am just a kid without a better plan |
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But it's the simple thoughts that haunt me the most |
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... I never got to see the west coast |
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But it's the life I dreamed I d have, |
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the love I would find in my grasp, |
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the words I could share with someone... |
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Those thoughts keep the breath in my lungs, |
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the tomorrow my hope will become |
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fulfilled by a Love that can't be undone... |
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....And save a wretch like me |
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So if the drink slips down your throat, |
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and the burn cures nice and slow, |
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all the worst parts you wouldn't want me to see, |
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the same parts I have in me now?. |
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it scares me, too, we are both this way?. |
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I feel just like you do. |
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But when you're by yourself you should know... |
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...One day we gotta see the west coast. |
