歌曲 | Confessions of a Dangerous Mind |
歌手 | Logic |
专辑 | Confessions of a Dangerous Mind |
下载 | Image LRC TXT |
[00:38.16] | Yeah, I can't get no better, can’t get no more cheddar |
[00:41.58] | I feel like a king and my queen is Coretta |
[00:43.28] | I been made a livin', I'm never gon’ give in |
[00:44.92] | I'm just way too driven, that's why I been thinkin' |
[00:46.61] | I'm scared that I'm sinkin', I'm scared that I’m fallin’ |
[00:48.29] | The world think I'm ballin’ and maybe I am |
[00:49.96] | But don't give a damn, back in the beginnin' |
[00:51.67] | Did not have a plan, don't know who I am |
[00:53.30] | Or who I’m becomin' but I'ma do me to the fullest, alright |
[00:55.89] | Bustin' and dodgin' them bullets all night |
[00:57.53] | Take over the world, yeah I'm thinkin' I might |
[00:59.17] | Got 'em all in my sight |
[01:00.10] | I know that I'm strong, I know that I am |
[01:01.78] | I know I'm the man and whether you poor |
[01:03.49] | Or you filled with financial security |
[01:05.17] | Everyone deal with they own insecurity |
[01:06.53] | Even the preacher was born with impurity |
[01:08.16] | Scared to go out even with my security |
[01:09.89] | Scared of the world and all of its obscurity |
[01:11.52] | Pray for maturity, hope that I grow |
[01:13.21] | Hope my anxiety stay on the low |
[01:14.75] | I swear I hope that s**t don't **** up my flow |
[01:16.45] | Where do I go? What would you do |
[01:18.23] | If suddenly all of your dreams came true? |
[01:19.91] | What would you do if you did it all? (If you did it all) |
[01:22.63] | If you ain't never have to lift a finger |
[01:24.36] | Would you linger like, "**** 'em all"? |
[01:25.51] | Guess it's your call, but I can't (It's your call, but I can't) |
[01:27.52] | This a marathon, not a sprint |
[01:29.00] | Switch up the plan like homie that went from Verizon to Sprint |
[01:31.42] | Can you hear me now? Does anybody out there feel me now? |
[01:34.37] | What's your name? What's your game? |
[01:36.06] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:37.79] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:41.08] | Novocaine to the brain, I can't feel nothing no more |
[01:44.46] | In my lane, can't refrain from lettin' these people know |
[01:47.88] | What's your name? What's your game? |
[01:49.52] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:51.18] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:54.60] | Novocaine to the brain, I can't feel nothing no more |
[01:58.09] | In my lane, can't refrain from lettin' these people know |
[02:01.38] | How I feel (How I feel), |
[02:03.60] | Yeah that's how I feel (That's how I feel) |
[02:05.45] | Break it down, roll it up, |
[02:06.93] | That's how high I feel (That's how high I feel) |
[02:08.69] | How I feel (How I feel), how high I feel (How high I feel) |
[02:12.31] | Down, roll it up, yeah |
[02:14.88] | Searchin' for bliss only led me to searchin' for hits |
[02:17.07] | Only led me to battle depression |
[02:18.40] | And I don't learn my lesson 'cause fame never lessen the pain |
[02:20.38] | What if your life was under a glass? |
[02:21.93] | And people tried to dig up s**t from your past |
[02:23.66] | And tell you what's good and what's not |
[02:25.26] | And every time you drop a song, |
[02:26.32] | They say that it's wack or it's hot |
[02:27.66] | And don't give a damn that it came from the heart |
[02:29.22] | They tear it apart like hyenas that's here for the dreamers |
[02:31.39] | That's here for the people that know what I'm sayin' |
[02:33.07] | All of you people that know what I'm sayin' |
[02:34.66] | **** social media |
[02:35.67] | Tellin' me who I should be and just how I should rap |
[02:37.80] | They always compare, they always compare me to others |
[02:40.22] | And try to pit me up against all my brothers |
[02:41.66] | Now why you think so many rappers be overdosin' at the crib? |
[02:44.06] | (Overdosin' at the crib) |
[02:44.97] | 'Cause people just won't let 'em live |
[02:45.93] | And the public is constantly thinkin' they know 'em |
[02:47.49] | But nobody knowin' what's goin' on inside (On inside) |
[02:50.44] | And they wonder why we all hide, s**t (Why we all hide, s**t) |
[02:52.18] | Maybe I'm just overthinkin' |
[02:53.45] | Or maybe I'm just over smokin' and drinkin' |
[02:55.00] | And when I can't deal with the hate, I self-medicate |
[02:56.84] | Sit in the corner and think of a better day |
[02:58.51] | Maybe this bullet can help me to get away |
[03:00.11] | I just cannot seem to think of a better way |
[03:01.81] | Even though I know there is, that's why I keep goin' |
[03:03.86] | That's why I keep flowin', that's why I keep perserverin' |
[03:06.10] | Even when I'm hearing I'm a *****, I'm a fag |
[03:07.92] | I'm a ************' hypebeast, |
[03:09.01] | I ain't black in the slight least |
[03:10.08] | I ain't good enough, I should quit, |
[03:11.72] | I should kill myself (Kill myself) |
[03:13.81] | "'Cause you'll never be Kenny" |
[03:15.00] | "You'll never be better than Drizzy or Cole" |
[03:16.74] | "You're losing your hair, you're too ******* old," yeah |
[03:19.41] | These are the comments I'm readin' on Twitter right now |
[03:21.07] | That made me depressed and they pullin' me down |
[03:22.86] | I'm tryna swim but I think I'ma drown |
[03:24.48] | So I'ma turn my feelin' into a sound |
[03:26.15] | And play it when nobody else is around |
[03:27.91] | Whenever I feel like I'm far from the ground |
[03:29.57] | God gave me the power to battle depression, yeah run it around |
[03:32.13] | I wish I was famous, I wish I was rich |
[03:33.77] | I wish I could just get up out of this ***** (Out of this *****) |
[03:35.93] | But be careful what you wish for (What you wish for) |
[03:39.14] | 'Cause it ain't everything that it's cut out to be |
[03:41.01] | My life is good but not as good as it's boutta be |
[03:42.55] | 'Cause I got vision, don't **** with the vision |
[03:44.02] | Ain't God, but I'm rich and I think that I am |
[03:45.73] | Do what you love and do not give a damn |
[03:47.28] | **** all the haters you see on the 'Gram |
[03:49.00] | Just mind your own business and be a good man |
[03:50.60] | Be a good boss and be a good friend |
[03:52.42] | Spread your imaginations to the millions |
[03:54.19] | Don't worry about how to maintain all your millions |
[03:55.90] | Just spread that positivity for the children |
[03:57.47] | And all the haters that's hatin', just love 'em |
[03:59.23] | 'Cause that's the only way you ever gon' kill 'em |
[04:00.93] | Know some of you feelin' (Know some of you feelin') |
[04:02.63] | Last but not least, put your ego on the shelf |
[04:05.44] | And remember, love yourself (Love yourself) |
[04:08.72] | Oh nah, nah (Oh, nah, nah) |
[04:11.07] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself (Love yourself) |
[04:14.53] | Nah, nah, nah (Nah, nah, nah) |
[04:16.25] | Put your ego on the shelf, and remember, love your- |
[04:19.29] | 'Member, love yourself |
[04:34.81] | Oh nah, nah |
[04:36.33] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself |
[04:39.90] | Nah, nah, nah |
[00:38.16] | Yeah, I can' t get no better, can' t get no more cheddar |
[00:41.58] | I feel like a king and my queen is Coretta |
[00:43.28] | I been made a livin', I' m never gon' give in |
[00:44.92] | I' m just way too driven, that' s why I been thinkin' |
[00:46.61] | I' m scared that I' m sinkin', I' m scared that I' m fallin' |
[00:48.29] | The world think I' m ballin' and maybe I am |
[00:49.96] | But don' t give a damn, back in the beginnin' |
[00:51.67] | Did not have a plan, don' t know who I am |
[00:53.30] | Or who I' m becomin' but I' ma do me to the fullest, alright |
[00:55.89] | Bustin' and dodgin' them bullets all night |
[00:57.53] | Take over the world, yeah I' m thinkin' I might |
[00:59.17] | Got ' em all in my sight |
[01:00.10] | I know that I' m strong, I know that I am |
[01:01.78] | I know I' m the man and whether you poor |
[01:03.49] | Or you filled with financial security |
[01:05.17] | Everyone deal with they own insecurity |
[01:06.53] | Even the preacher was born with impurity |
[01:08.16] | Scared to go out even with my security |
[01:09.89] | Scared of the world and all of its obscurity |
[01:11.52] | Pray for maturity, hope that I grow |
[01:13.21] | Hope my anxiety stay on the low |
[01:14.75] | I swear I hope that s t don' t up my flow |
[01:16.45] | Where do I go? What would you do |
[01:18.23] | If suddenly all of your dreams came true? |
[01:19.91] | What would you do if you did it all? If you did it all |
[01:22.63] | If you ain' t never have to lift a finger |
[01:24.36] | Would you linger like, " ' em all"? |
[01:25.51] | Guess it' s your call, but I can' t It' s your call, but I can' t |
[01:27.52] | This a marathon, not a sprint |
[01:29.00] | Switch up the plan like homie that went from Verizon to Sprint |
[01:31.42] | Can you hear me now? Does anybody out there feel me now? |
[01:34.37] | What' s your name? What' s your game? |
[01:36.06] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:37.79] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:41.08] | Novocaine to the brain, I can' t feel nothing no more |
[01:44.46] | In my lane, can' t refrain from lettin' these people know |
[01:47.88] | What' s your name? What' s your game? |
[01:49.52] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:51.18] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:54.60] | Novocaine to the brain, I can' t feel nothing no more |
[01:58.09] | In my lane, can' t refrain from lettin' these people know |
[02:01.38] | How I feel How I feel, |
[02:03.60] | Yeah that' s how I feel That' s how I feel |
[02:05.45] | Break it down, roll it up, |
[02:06.93] | That' s how high I feel That' s how high I feel |
[02:08.69] | How I feel How I feel, how high I feel How high I feel |
[02:12.31] | Down, roll it up, yeah |
[02:14.88] | Searchin' for bliss only led me to searchin' for hits |
[02:17.07] | Only led me to battle depression |
[02:18.40] | And I don' t learn my lesson ' cause fame never lessen the pain |
[02:20.38] | What if your life was under a glass? |
[02:21.93] | And people tried to dig up s t from your past |
[02:23.66] | And tell you what' s good and what' s not |
[02:25.26] | And every time you drop a song, |
[02:26.32] | They say that it' s wack or it' s hot |
[02:27.66] | And don' t give a damn that it came from the heart |
[02:29.22] | They tear it apart like hyenas that' s here for the dreamers |
[02:31.39] | That' s here for the people that know what I' m sayin' |
[02:33.07] | All of you people that know what I' m sayin' |
[02:34.66] | social media |
[02:35.67] | Tellin' me who I should be and just how I should rap |
[02:37.80] | They always compare, they always compare me to others |
[02:40.22] | And try to pit me up against all my brothers |
[02:41.66] | Now why you think so many rappers be overdosin' at the crib? |
[02:44.06] | Overdosin' at the crib |
[02:44.97] | ' Cause people just won' t let ' em live |
[02:45.93] | And the public is constantly thinkin' they know ' em |
[02:47.49] | But nobody knowin' what' s goin' on inside On inside |
[02:50.44] | And they wonder why we all hide, s t Why we all hide, s t |
[02:52.18] | Maybe I' m just overthinkin' |
[02:53.45] | Or maybe I' m just over smokin' and drinkin' |
[02:55.00] | And when I can' t deal with the hate, I selfmedicate |
[02:56.84] | Sit in the corner and think of a better day |
[02:58.51] | Maybe this bullet can help me to get away |
[03:00.11] | I just cannot seem to think of a better way |
[03:01.81] | Even though I know there is, that' s why I keep goin' |
[03:03.86] | That' s why I keep flowin', that' s why I keep perserverin' |
[03:06.10] | Even when I' m hearing I' m a , I' m a fag |
[03:07.92] | I' m a ' hypebeast, |
[03:09.01] | I ain' t black in the slight least |
[03:10.08] | I ain' t good enough, I should quit, |
[03:11.72] | I should kill myself Kill myself |
[03:13.81] | "' Cause you' ll never be Kenny" |
[03:15.00] | " You' ll never be better than Drizzy or Cole" |
[03:16.74] | " You' re losing your hair, you' re too old," yeah |
[03:19.41] | These are the comments I' m readin' on Twitter right now |
[03:21.07] | That made me depressed and they pullin' me down |
[03:22.86] | I' m tryna swim but I think I' ma drown |
[03:24.48] | So I' ma turn my feelin' into a sound |
[03:26.15] | And play it when nobody else is around |
[03:27.91] | Whenever I feel like I' m far from the ground |
[03:29.57] | God gave me the power to battle depression, yeah run it around |
[03:32.13] | I wish I was famous, I wish I was rich |
[03:33.77] | I wish I could just get up out of this Out of this |
[03:35.93] | But be careful what you wish for What you wish for |
[03:39.14] | ' Cause it ain' t everything that it' s cut out to be |
[03:41.01] | My life is good but not as good as it' s boutta be |
[03:42.55] | ' Cause I got vision, don' t with the vision |
[03:44.02] | Ain' t God, but I' m rich and I think that I am |
[03:45.73] | Do what you love and do not give a damn |
[03:47.28] | all the haters you see on the ' Gram |
[03:49.00] | Just mind your own business and be a good man |
[03:50.60] | Be a good boss and be a good friend |
[03:52.42] | Spread your imaginations to the millions |
[03:54.19] | Don' t worry about how to maintain all your millions |
[03:55.90] | Just spread that positivity for the children |
[03:57.47] | And all the haters that' s hatin', just love ' em |
[03:59.23] | ' Cause that' s the only way you ever gon' kill ' em |
[04:00.93] | Know some of you feelin' Know some of you feelin' |
[04:02.63] | Last but not least, put your ego on the shelf |
[04:05.44] | And remember, love yourself Love yourself |
[04:08.72] | Oh nah, nah Oh, nah, nah |
[04:11.07] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself Love yourself |
[04:14.53] | Nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah |
[04:16.25] | Put your ego on the shelf, and remember, love your |
[04:19.29] | ' Member, love yourself |
[04:34.81] | Oh nah, nah |
[04:36.33] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself |
[04:39.90] | Nah, nah, nah |
[00:38.16] | Yeah, I can' t get no better, can' t get no more cheddar |
[00:41.58] | I feel like a king and my queen is Coretta |
[00:43.28] | I been made a livin', I' m never gon' give in |
[00:44.92] | I' m just way too driven, that' s why I been thinkin' |
[00:46.61] | I' m scared that I' m sinkin', I' m scared that I' m fallin' |
[00:48.29] | The world think I' m ballin' and maybe I am |
[00:49.96] | But don' t give a damn, back in the beginnin' |
[00:51.67] | Did not have a plan, don' t know who I am |
[00:53.30] | Or who I' m becomin' but I' ma do me to the fullest, alright |
[00:55.89] | Bustin' and dodgin' them bullets all night |
[00:57.53] | Take over the world, yeah I' m thinkin' I might |
[00:59.17] | Got ' em all in my sight |
[01:00.10] | I know that I' m strong, I know that I am |
[01:01.78] | I know I' m the man and whether you poor |
[01:03.49] | Or you filled with financial security |
[01:05.17] | Everyone deal with they own insecurity |
[01:06.53] | Even the preacher was born with impurity |
[01:08.16] | Scared to go out even with my security |
[01:09.89] | Scared of the world and all of its obscurity |
[01:11.52] | Pray for maturity, hope that I grow |
[01:13.21] | Hope my anxiety stay on the low |
[01:14.75] | I swear I hope that s t don' t up my flow |
[01:16.45] | Where do I go? What would you do |
[01:18.23] | If suddenly all of your dreams came true? |
[01:19.91] | What would you do if you did it all? If you did it all |
[01:22.63] | If you ain' t never have to lift a finger |
[01:24.36] | Would you linger like, " ' em all"? |
[01:25.51] | Guess it' s your call, but I can' t It' s your call, but I can' t |
[01:27.52] | This a marathon, not a sprint |
[01:29.00] | Switch up the plan like homie that went from Verizon to Sprint |
[01:31.42] | Can you hear me now? Does anybody out there feel me now? |
[01:34.37] | What' s your name? What' s your game? |
[01:36.06] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:37.79] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:41.08] | Novocaine to the brain, I can' t feel nothing no more |
[01:44.46] | In my lane, can' t refrain from lettin' these people know |
[01:47.88] | What' s your name? What' s your game? |
[01:49.52] | Come now boy, just spit your flow |
[01:51.18] | Feel the pain with the game, what you tryna say though? |
[01:54.60] | Novocaine to the brain, I can' t feel nothing no more |
[01:58.09] | In my lane, can' t refrain from lettin' these people know |
[02:01.38] | How I feel How I feel, |
[02:03.60] | Yeah that' s how I feel That' s how I feel |
[02:05.45] | Break it down, roll it up, |
[02:06.93] | That' s how high I feel That' s how high I feel |
[02:08.69] | How I feel How I feel, how high I feel How high I feel |
[02:12.31] | Down, roll it up, yeah |
[02:14.88] | Searchin' for bliss only led me to searchin' for hits |
[02:17.07] | Only led me to battle depression |
[02:18.40] | And I don' t learn my lesson ' cause fame never lessen the pain |
[02:20.38] | What if your life was under a glass? |
[02:21.93] | And people tried to dig up s t from your past |
[02:23.66] | And tell you what' s good and what' s not |
[02:25.26] | And every time you drop a song, |
[02:26.32] | They say that it' s wack or it' s hot |
[02:27.66] | And don' t give a damn that it came from the heart |
[02:29.22] | They tear it apart like hyenas that' s here for the dreamers |
[02:31.39] | That' s here for the people that know what I' m sayin' |
[02:33.07] | All of you people that know what I' m sayin' |
[02:34.66] | social media |
[02:35.67] | Tellin' me who I should be and just how I should rap |
[02:37.80] | They always compare, they always compare me to others |
[02:40.22] | And try to pit me up against all my brothers |
[02:41.66] | Now why you think so many rappers be overdosin' at the crib? |
[02:44.06] | Overdosin' at the crib |
[02:44.97] | ' Cause people just won' t let ' em live |
[02:45.93] | And the public is constantly thinkin' they know ' em |
[02:47.49] | But nobody knowin' what' s goin' on inside On inside |
[02:50.44] | And they wonder why we all hide, s t Why we all hide, s t |
[02:52.18] | Maybe I' m just overthinkin' |
[02:53.45] | Or maybe I' m just over smokin' and drinkin' |
[02:55.00] | And when I can' t deal with the hate, I selfmedicate |
[02:56.84] | Sit in the corner and think of a better day |
[02:58.51] | Maybe this bullet can help me to get away |
[03:00.11] | I just cannot seem to think of a better way |
[03:01.81] | Even though I know there is, that' s why I keep goin' |
[03:03.86] | That' s why I keep flowin', that' s why I keep perserverin' |
[03:06.10] | Even when I' m hearing I' m a , I' m a fag |
[03:07.92] | I' m a ' hypebeast, |
[03:09.01] | I ain' t black in the slight least |
[03:10.08] | I ain' t good enough, I should quit, |
[03:11.72] | I should kill myself Kill myself |
[03:13.81] | "' Cause you' ll never be Kenny" |
[03:15.00] | " You' ll never be better than Drizzy or Cole" |
[03:16.74] | " You' re losing your hair, you' re too old," yeah |
[03:19.41] | These are the comments I' m readin' on Twitter right now |
[03:21.07] | That made me depressed and they pullin' me down |
[03:22.86] | I' m tryna swim but I think I' ma drown |
[03:24.48] | So I' ma turn my feelin' into a sound |
[03:26.15] | And play it when nobody else is around |
[03:27.91] | Whenever I feel like I' m far from the ground |
[03:29.57] | God gave me the power to battle depression, yeah run it around |
[03:32.13] | I wish I was famous, I wish I was rich |
[03:33.77] | I wish I could just get up out of this Out of this |
[03:35.93] | But be careful what you wish for What you wish for |
[03:39.14] | ' Cause it ain' t everything that it' s cut out to be |
[03:41.01] | My life is good but not as good as it' s boutta be |
[03:42.55] | ' Cause I got vision, don' t with the vision |
[03:44.02] | Ain' t God, but I' m rich and I think that I am |
[03:45.73] | Do what you love and do not give a damn |
[03:47.28] | all the haters you see on the ' Gram |
[03:49.00] | Just mind your own business and be a good man |
[03:50.60] | Be a good boss and be a good friend |
[03:52.42] | Spread your imaginations to the millions |
[03:54.19] | Don' t worry about how to maintain all your millions |
[03:55.90] | Just spread that positivity for the children |
[03:57.47] | And all the haters that' s hatin', just love ' em |
[03:59.23] | ' Cause that' s the only way you ever gon' kill ' em |
[04:00.93] | Know some of you feelin' Know some of you feelin' |
[04:02.63] | Last but not least, put your ego on the shelf |
[04:05.44] | And remember, love yourself Love yourself |
[04:08.72] | Oh nah, nah Oh, nah, nah |
[04:11.07] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself Love yourself |
[04:14.53] | Nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah |
[04:16.25] | Put your ego on the shelf, and remember, love your |
[04:19.29] | ' Member, love yourself |
[04:34.81] | Oh nah, nah |
[04:36.33] | Put your ego on the shelf and love yourself |
[04:39.90] | Nah, nah, nah |
[00:38.16] | 生活千篇一律 再也没当初的冲劲去努力赚钱 |
[00:41.58] | 我觉得我是个国王 而我的王后是Coretta |
[00:43.28] | 凭一己之力与生活抗衡 绝不可能向它屈服 |
[00:44.92] | 用之不竭的动力与之相伴 但时常会胡思乱想 |
[00:46.61] | 我害怕我会固步自封 我害怕我会陷入泥谭 |
[00:48.29] | 全世界都觉得我是为了钱而说唱 也许你们说的很对 |
[00:49.96] | 但我不想理会无稽之谈 回想当初初露头角 |
[00:51.67] | 没什么可行的计划 也没人知道我是谁 |
[00:53.30] | 也不知道会历经多少磨难 但我坚信我会尽我所能 |
[00:55.89] | 每夜为活命四处逃避子弹 |
[00:57.53] | 掌控这世界 我想我能胜任 |
[00:59.17] | 他们都在我的视线内 |
[01:00.10] | 我知道 我内心已足够强大 |
[01:01.78] | 同时也明白身为一个男人 不管贫穷与否 |
[01:03.49] | 都需要来自经济上的安全感 |
[01:05.17] | 几乎每个人都要绞尽脑汁应对自己的不安全感 |
[01:06.53] | 即便是牧师也不能保证心无杂念 |
[01:08.16] | 即使有保安替我保驾护航 也不敢踏出家门半步 |
[01:09.89] | 我害怕这世界用它的阴暗面将我吞噬 |
[01:11.52] | 祈祷成熟 渴望成长 |
[01:13.21] | 但愿我的焦虑症能一直维持在低水平下 |
[01:14.75] | 我发誓我也希望烦恼不会影响我原有的水平 |
[01:16.45] | 我将去往何处?你愿指引我吗 |
[01:18.23] | 假如刹那间你的梦想都成真了? |
[01:19.91] | 高枕无忧的你 接下来会做什么? |
[01:22.63] | 如果这些(想法)对你来说只是举手之劳 |
[01:24.36] | 你会想在此逗留然后“作为局外人鄙视他们所努力的一切”? |
[01:25.51] | 我猜这也是你心中所想 但我与你大相径庭 |
[01:27.52] | 我猜这也是你心中所想 但我与你大相径庭 |
[01:29.00] | 就像Paul Marcarelli试图利用知名度 从Verizon换到Sprint |
[01:31.42] | 此刻你可以侧耳倾听?你能与我感同身受吗? |
[01:34.37] | 你叫什么名字?说唱技巧如何? |
[01:36.06] | 来吧 尽情把你的心声吐露出来 |
[01:37.79] | 然后体会这圈子给予你的痛苦 苦不堪言了吧?(还羡慕我吗?) |
[01:41.08] | Novocaine注射进了大脑 我再也没有任何感受 |
[01:44.46] | 在这条跑道(圈子) 身心俱疲的我被压到喘不过气 |
[01:47.88] | 你叫什么名字?说唱技巧如何? |
[01:49.52] | 来吧 尽情把你的心声吐露出来 |
[01:51.18] | 然后体会这圈子给予你的痛苦 苦不堪言了吧?(还羡慕我吗?) |
[01:54.60] | Novocaine注射进了大脑 我再也没有任何感受 |
[01:58.09] | 在这条跑道(圈子) 身心俱疲的我被压到喘不过气 |
[02:01.38] | 这是我此刻的感受 |
[02:03.60] | 这就是我此刻的感受 |
[02:05.45] | 点火 再点一根 |
[02:06.93] | 抽一根就感觉烦恼烟消云散 |
[02:08.69] | (此时)感觉快活似神仙 |
[02:12.31] | 那就再来一根 |
[02:14.88] | 寻求快感的同时也能给我带来无数灵感 |
[02:17.07] | 这些(烟)使我能暂时战胜忧郁 |
[02:18.40] | 不想听“吸烟有害健康”这些话 因为只有烟能使我逃离成名之后的种种痛苦 |
[02:20.38] | 如果你生活在玻璃下呢? |
[02:21.93] | 媒体还接连不断地想从你的过去找料 |
[02:23.66] | 让乐评人(网站)来告诉你什么是好歌 什么不是 |
[02:25.26] | 每当你发一首新歌 |
[02:26.32] | 他们都会在一些无关轻重的方面对你大肆检点 |
[02:27.66] | 发自内心的说 我从不在意那些刻意想抨击打压我的人 |
[02:29.22] | 他们像鬣狗一样把它撕成碎片 那本是为梦想者准备 |
[02:31.39] | 这些话是唱给那些能与我感同身受的人们 |
[02:33.07] | 那些懂我什么意思的人一起同声大喊 |
[02:34.66] | 去他妈的社交媒体! |
[02:35.67] | 网络喷子试图教我做人 甚至还教我如何说唱 |
[02:37.80] | 他们总是喜欢拿我和别人比较 |
[02:40.22] | 还试着搬弄是非让我同我好兄弟离间 |
[02:41.66] | 现在你知道为什么这么多说唱歌手在家里以为生了吧? |
[02:44.06] | |
[02:44.97] | 因为人们就没想过让他们存活于世 |
[02:45.93] | 公众素来都以为他们懂我们 |
[02:47.49] | 但没人能明白他们内心要承受多少煎熬 |
[02:50.44] | 他们只眼见我们表面光鲜亮丽的活着 |
[02:52.18] | 也许我只是想太多了 |
[02:53.45] | 又或许我只是烟酒过度 |
[02:55.00] | 当我无法妥善处理仇恨时 我会尝试自我治疗 |
[02:56.84] | 坐在角落 想想美好的一天 |
[02:58.51] | 也许这发子弹能帮我脱离痛苦 |
[03:00.11] | 因为我实在想不出万全之策 |
[03:01.81] | 尽管我知道会有(方法) 这也是我为什么能坚持下去的原由 |
[03:03.86] | 这也是我为什么还在坚持说唱 |
[03:06.10] | 尽管我站在这圈子里 身份是如此令人嗤之以鼻 |
[03:07.92] | 以至于我一直拿我肤色“蹭热度” |
[03:09.01] | 其实我一点都不黑 |
[03:10.08] | 行吧我不够优秀 我应该退出 |
[03:11.72] | 我选择自杀 |
[03:13.81] | 因为你永远成为不了Kendrick Lamar(喇嘛) |
[03:15.00] | 也不可能有Drake或者J.Cole那样的影响力 |
[03:16.74] | 你在掉头发 你已经开始走下坡路了 |
[03:19.41] | 这些是我此时在推特上读到的评论 |
[03:21.07] | 这些话使我万念俱灰 他们这是在把我拖下水 |
[03:22.86] | 我试着游泳 但我觉得我会溺毙 |
[03:24.48] | 所以我把我此刻的感受化为声音 |
[03:26.15] | 趁身旁没人时演奏它 |
[03:27.91] | 每当我觉得自己逐渐脱离地面 |
[03:29.57] | 是上帝给了我彻底战胜忧郁的力量 |
[03:32.13] | 我希望我出名 希望我变得富有 |
[03:33.77] | 同时也希望我能远离试图伤害我的任何事物 |
[03:35.93] | 但不要轻易许愿 |
[03:39.14] | 因为总会事与愿违 |
[03:41.01] | 现在衣食无忧 但未来也值得被期待 |
[03:42.55] | 因为有自己的远见 这才不是什么愿景 |
[03:44.02] | 不是上帝 当我变得富有时 我就是了 |
[03:45.73] | 做自己爱做的事 不要管别人说什么 |
[03:47.28] | 去他的那些只会在IG上黑人的网络喷子 |
[03:49.00] | 管好分内之事 当个好人 |
[03:50.60] | 做个谦逊待人的好老板 会换位思考的好朋友 |
[03:52.42] | 再把你的想象力传播给数百万人 |
[03:54.19] | 不必担心如何维持你账户上的百万美元 |
[03:55.90] | 只需把这种积极的情绪传播给孩子们 |
[03:57.47] | 那些网络喷子 用爱感化他们就好 |
[03:59.23] | 因为这是能在思想上扼杀这些喷子的唯一方法 |
[04:00.93] | 学会直面自己的情绪 |
[04:02.63] | 最后 只需把你的自大抛在一边 |
[04:05.44] | 还要记得 好好爱你自己~ |
[04:08.72] | |
[04:11.07] | 只需把你的自大抛在一边 好好爱你自己 |
[04:14.53] | |
[04:16.25] | 只需把你的自大抛在一边 记得哦 要爱你自己~ |
[04:19.29] | 记得 喜欢你自己的样子! |
[04:34.81] | |
[04:36.33] | 好好爱你自己! |