歌曲 | Flat of Angles |
歌手 | YoungStar |
专辑 | Late Night Tales: Friendly Fires |
下载 | Image LRC TXT |
or worse, someone who knows me walks by. | |
[00:00.03] | I hope you enjoy the finally files Late Night Tales selection |
[00:03.29] | Welcome |
[00:04.74] | To the first part of the four part late night tell story Flat of Angles |
[00:10.03] | Written by Simon Cleary and read by me Benedict Cumberbatch |
[00:15.55] | I’ll miss you, |
[00:18.75] | I’ll miss our walks, |
[00:22.60] | trying to pretend we are in perfect step. |
[00:25.28] | Out of step now, |
[00:28.25] | sick on the floor, |
[00:30.81] | out of the room, |
[00:32.63] | fenced in, trapped. |
[00:35.57] | I can still hear the schoolchildren play outside at their usual 10:30. |
[00:41.17] | It always used to annoy me, as I was trying to sleep, but it doesn’t now. |
[00:44.90] | It seems alright. |
[00:46.92] | A replacement, a continuation. |
[00:51.55] | Their sound jangles around the room, |
[00:55.12] | it sounds so different from where I’ve been. |
[00:58.14] | A party, alone. |
[01:02.35] | Packed in with others, but never feeling so alone. |
[01:07.41] | People dance too close. |
[01:11.60] | She was there, I had only gone because I hoped she would be. |
[01:19.33] | I had arrived early, as the the streetlights were coming on, |
[01:22.85] | so I took a long walk around the block, |
[01:25.99][01:24.47] | taking a few extra lefts and rights, |
[01:27.00] | past the Chicken Cottage and the Costcutter, |
[01:30.71] | then along a crescent that arced me out of my way, |
[01:32.59] | past a group of figures huddled under the entrance to the flats, |
[01:35.56] | shielding the flicking lighter from the wind. |
[01:38.35] | This... area is little more than a traffic island, |
[01:45.96] | a triangle around which cars and coaches stream into town up the bleak Old Kent, |
[01:52.27] | or out into Kent and the coast. |
[01:54.66] | The same faces trudge around there for yeas. |
[01:59.25] | “Spare some change please? Much as possible.” |
[02:01.72] | “You want to buy some weed.” |
[02:03.69] | “Do you have a spare cigarette?” |
[02:06.06] | He always wants one. |
[02:08.13] | And that one about weed was not a question. |
[02:11.12] | There is a Samaritans office between two everely dilapidated buildings on a black-bricked terrace. |
[02:18.75] | It has a thermometer painted on a 10 ft wooden board nailed to the outside. |
[02:22.70] | There is red paint up to the £0 mark, and, an ambitious 10 ft higher, |
[02:26.84] | is written £200,000. It never got any warmer there. |
[02:32.03] | The Man begging in the corner makes me take a huge detour when going towards my flat. |
[02:40.61] | He looks up with a pitiful stare that makes me want to kick the misery out of him. |
[02:46.82] | His dipit wee cup of unwanted coffee. |
[02:50.36] | A child’s sleeping bag. |
[02:52.22] | JJB sports. |
[02:53.58] | A crack, a release, his poor exhaust. |
[02:57.26] | He was lost. |
[02:59.08] | The Broadway. |
[03:03.12] | The Town Hall, such a grand building, all nautical reminiscences, here, far from water. |
[03:10.53] | It would be quite a sight if you could get far back enough from it to take a look. |
[03:13.45] | But my back is up against the black panelling of the gay sauna opposite, |
[03:18.26] | a coach thunders by, and I run past the video shop that I owe £5 to. |
[03:23.05] | Meaning go way back. |
[03:26.95] | I may be becoming one of those people you see in New Cross. |
[03:32.19] | I have a book, peeping out of one pocket, at least want to look vaguely intellectual if someone I know, |
[03:41.03] | I throw down the finish can into the pile between two walls, outside my flat. |
[03:46.09] | Look, there’s the hardware store. |
[03:49.98] | It has a large cutout of a radiant man and woman in overalls, |
[03:52.70] | the woman handing the man a tin of paint, up his ladder, beaming. |
[03:56.18] | It has faded in the sun. |
[03:58.90] | I bought creosote from there, once. |
[04:02.12] | What a night! |
[04:07.26] | Pure ment..! |
[04:09.23] | It was messy! |
[04:11.07] | It was out of hand! It was out of space! |
[04:13.40] | I rapped on that track once, at Bagley’s, remember it?!Skibbadee handed me the mic, |
[04:17.32] | I got to shout “I’M GONNA SEND HIM TO OUTER SPACE TO FIIIND ANOTHER RACE!” |
[04:22.70] | Absolutely fantastic, those days… |
[04:28.19] | The pills these days are not the same, they don’t work. |
[04:31.33] | No love. |
[04:33.78] | I was chatting to this bloke in the kitchen, and he said something, |
[04:36.05] | I can’t remember what, |
[04:36.69] | but I had to push him over, crashed his arse on the coffee table, |
[04:39.73] | ash tinnies and CDs everywhere! |
[04:42.66] | Spilled the lines too, the fat bastard. |
[04:46.29] | I can’t get you out of my head, |
[04:50.98] | your loving is all I think about, |
[04:56.02] | no I can’t get you out of my head, |
[04:58.85] | something something is all I think about. |
[05:00.41] | I can’t get this loop out of my head, |
[05:01.88] | no I think I’ll have to… |
[05:03.54] | I need to sit down. |
[05:06.76] | I can’t stop my leg jiggling, |
[05:09.40] | it wants to be somewhere else. |
[05:10.23] | I need to get out of here. |
[05:10.88] | I can hear sirens – can you hear them? |
[05:11.88] | Then again, they are always here, |
[05:12.92] | the background to day to day life here. |
[05:14.31] | When music is playing, and they come, |
[05:15.82] | they sometimes sync up. |
[05:16.68] | The New Cross Remix, I call it. |
[05:19.01] | I used to... call it. |
[05:22.09] | This isn’t how it advertised itself. |
[05:27.32] | It was fun, it was Technicolour, the music made me feel liquid, |
[05:35.03] | I melted into the company and was chief among them. |
[05:37.15] | I was in the kitchen, pouring pint after pint of water over myself, insisting to a stranger that |
[05:43.71] | “No, no… The drinks are on me!” |
[05:47.38] | I can’t remember what happened after that. |
[05:50.71] | Except her there. I had managed to talk to her, |
[05:57.24] | I was talking about an art gallery, I thought she’d be impressed, |
[05:59.91] | but her eyes kept dancing around the space behind me, |
[06:01.83] | smiles flickered on her lips as her eyes focussed on scenes I was oblivious to. |
[06:06.12] | I heard laughter. It was from my throat, but I didn’t feel it. |
[06:10.75] | I was just trying to breathe life into a long-dead persona. |
or worse, someone who knows me walks by. | |
[00:00.03] | I hope you enjoy the finally files Late Night Tales selection |
[00:03.29] | Welcome |
[00:04.74] | To the first part of the four part late night tell story Flat of Angles |
[00:10.03] | Written by Simon Cleary and read by me Benedict Cumberbatch |
[00:15.55] | I' ll miss you, |
[00:18.75] | I' ll miss our walks, |
[00:22.60] | trying to pretend we are in perfect step. |
[00:25.28] | Out of step now, |
[00:28.25] | sick on the floor, |
[00:30.81] | out of the room, |
[00:32.63] | fenced in, trapped. |
[00:35.57] | I can still hear the schoolchildren play outside at their usual 10: 30. |
[00:41.17] | It always used to annoy me, as I was trying to sleep, but it doesn' t now. |
[00:44.90] | It seems alright. |
[00:46.92] | A replacement, a continuation. |
[00:51.55] | Their sound jangles around the room, |
[00:55.12] | it sounds so different from where I' ve been. |
[00:58.14] | A party, alone. |
[01:02.35] | Packed in with others, but never feeling so alone. |
[01:07.41] | People dance too close. |
[01:11.60] | She was there, I had only gone because I hoped she would be. |
[01:19.33] | I had arrived early, as the the streetlights were coming on, |
[01:22.85] | so I took a long walk around the block, |
[01:25.99][01:24.47] | taking a few extra lefts and rights, |
[01:27.00] | past the Chicken Cottage and the Costcutter, |
[01:30.71] | then along a crescent that arced me out of my way, |
[01:32.59] | past a group of figures huddled under the entrance to the flats, |
[01:35.56] | shielding the flicking lighter from the wind. |
[01:38.35] | This... area is little more than a traffic island, |
[01:45.96] | a triangle around which cars and coaches stream into town up the bleak Old Kent, |
[01:52.27] | or out into Kent and the coast. |
[01:54.66] | The same faces trudge around there for yeas. |
[01:59.25] | " Spare some change please? Much as possible." |
[02:01.72] | " You want to buy some weed." |
[02:03.69] | " Do you have a spare cigarette?" |
[02:06.06] | He always wants one. |
[02:08.13] | And that one about weed was not a question. |
[02:11.12] | There is a Samaritans office between two everely dilapidated buildings on a blackbricked terrace. |
[02:18.75] | It has a thermometer painted on a 10 ft wooden board nailed to the outside. |
[02:22.70] | There is red paint up to the 0 mark, and, an ambitious 10 ft higher, |
[02:26.84] | is written 200, 000. It never got any warmer there. |
[02:32.03] | The Man begging in the corner makes me take a huge detour when going towards my flat. |
[02:40.61] | He looks up with a pitiful stare that makes me want to kick the misery out of him. |
[02:46.82] | His dipit wee cup of unwanted coffee. |
[02:50.36] | A child' s sleeping bag. |
[02:52.22] | JJB sports. |
[02:53.58] | A crack, a release, his poor exhaust. |
[02:57.26] | He was lost. |
[02:59.08] | The Broadway. |
[03:03.12] | The Town Hall, such a grand building, all nautical reminiscences, here, far from water. |
[03:10.53] | It would be quite a sight if you could get far back enough from it to take a look. |
[03:13.45] | But my back is up against the black panelling of the gay sauna opposite, |
[03:18.26] | a coach thunders by, and I run past the video shop that I owe 5 to. |
[03:23.05] | Meaning go way back. |
[03:26.95] | I may be becoming one of those people you see in New Cross. |
[03:32.19] | I have a book, peeping out of one pocket, at least want to look vaguely intellectual if someone I know, |
[03:41.03] | I throw down the finish can into the pile between two walls, outside my flat. |
[03:46.09] | Look, there' s the hardware store. |
[03:49.98] | It has a large cutout of a radiant man and woman in overalls, |
[03:52.70] | the woman handing the man a tin of paint, up his ladder, beaming. |
[03:56.18] | It has faded in the sun. |
[03:58.90] | I bought creosote from there, once. |
[04:02.12] | What a night! |
[04:07.26] | Pure ment..! |
[04:09.23] | It was messy! |
[04:11.07] | It was out of hand! It was out of space! |
[04:13.40] | I rapped on that track once, at Bagley' s, remember it?! Skibbadee handed me the mic, |
[04:17.32] | I got to shout " I' M GONNA SEND HIM TO OUTER SPACE TO FIIIND ANOTHER RACE!" |
[04:22.70] | Absolutely fantastic, those days |
[04:28.19] | The pills these days are not the same, they don' t work. |
[04:31.33] | No love. |
[04:33.78] | I was chatting to this bloke in the kitchen, and he said something, |
[04:36.05] | I can' t remember what, |
[04:36.69] | but I had to push him over, crashed his arse on the coffee table, |
[04:39.73] | ash tinnies and CDs everywhere! |
[04:42.66] | Spilled the lines too, the fat bastard. |
[04:46.29] | I can' t get you out of my head, |
[04:50.98] | your loving is all I think about, |
[04:56.02] | no I can' t get you out of my head, |
[04:58.85] | something something is all I think about. |
[05:00.41] | I can' t get this loop out of my head, |
[05:01.88] | no I think I' ll have to |
[05:03.54] | I need to sit down. |
[05:06.76] | I can' t stop my leg jiggling, |
[05:09.40] | it wants to be somewhere else. |
[05:10.23] | I need to get out of here. |
[05:10.88] | I can hear sirens can you hear them? |
[05:11.88] | Then again, they are always here, |
[05:12.92] | the background to day to day life here. |
[05:14.31] | When music is playing, and they come, |
[05:15.82] | they sometimes sync up. |
[05:16.68] | The New Cross Remix, I call it. |
[05:19.01] | I used to... call it. |
[05:22.09] | This isn' t how it advertised itself. |
[05:27.32] | It was fun, it was Technicolour, the music made me feel liquid, |
[05:35.03] | I melted into the company and was chief among them. |
[05:37.15] | I was in the kitchen, pouring pint after pint of water over myself, insisting to a stranger that |
[05:43.71] | " No, no The drinks are on me!" |
[05:47.38] | I can' t remember what happened after that. |
[05:50.71] | Except her there. I had managed to talk to her, |
[05:57.24] | I was talking about an art gallery, I thought she' d be impressed, |
[05:59.91] | but her eyes kept dancing around the space behind me, |
[06:01.83] | smiles flickered on her lips as her eyes focussed on scenes I was oblivious to. |
[06:06.12] | I heard laughter. It was from my throat, but I didn' t feel it. |
[06:10.75] | I was just trying to breathe life into a longdead persona. |
or worse, someone who knows me walks by. | |
[00:00.03] | I hope you enjoy the finally files Late Night Tales selection |
[00:03.29] | Welcome |
[00:04.74] | To the first part of the four part late night tell story Flat of Angles |
[00:10.03] | Written by Simon Cleary and read by me Benedict Cumberbatch |
[00:15.55] | I' ll miss you, |
[00:18.75] | I' ll miss our walks, |
[00:22.60] | trying to pretend we are in perfect step. |
[00:25.28] | Out of step now, |
[00:28.25] | sick on the floor, |
[00:30.81] | out of the room, |
[00:32.63] | fenced in, trapped. |
[00:35.57] | I can still hear the schoolchildren play outside at their usual 10: 30. |
[00:41.17] | It always used to annoy me, as I was trying to sleep, but it doesn' t now. |
[00:44.90] | It seems alright. |
[00:46.92] | A replacement, a continuation. |
[00:51.55] | Their sound jangles around the room, |
[00:55.12] | it sounds so different from where I' ve been. |
[00:58.14] | A party, alone. |
[01:02.35] | Packed in with others, but never feeling so alone. |
[01:07.41] | People dance too close. |
[01:11.60] | She was there, I had only gone because I hoped she would be. |
[01:19.33] | I had arrived early, as the the streetlights were coming on, |
[01:22.85] | so I took a long walk around the block, |
[01:25.99][01:24.47] | taking a few extra lefts and rights, |
[01:27.00] | past the Chicken Cottage and the Costcutter, |
[01:30.71] | then along a crescent that arced me out of my way, |
[01:32.59] | past a group of figures huddled under the entrance to the flats, |
[01:35.56] | shielding the flicking lighter from the wind. |
[01:38.35] | This... area is little more than a traffic island, |
[01:45.96] | a triangle around which cars and coaches stream into town up the bleak Old Kent, |
[01:52.27] | or out into Kent and the coast. |
[01:54.66] | The same faces trudge around there for yeas. |
[01:59.25] | " Spare some change please? Much as possible." |
[02:01.72] | " You want to buy some weed." |
[02:03.69] | " Do you have a spare cigarette?" |
[02:06.06] | He always wants one. |
[02:08.13] | And that one about weed was not a question. |
[02:11.12] | There is a Samaritans office between two everely dilapidated buildings on a blackbricked terrace. |
[02:18.75] | It has a thermometer painted on a 10 ft wooden board nailed to the outside. |
[02:22.70] | There is red paint up to the 0 mark, and, an ambitious 10 ft higher, |
[02:26.84] | is written 200, 000. It never got any warmer there. |
[02:32.03] | The Man begging in the corner makes me take a huge detour when going towards my flat. |
[02:40.61] | He looks up with a pitiful stare that makes me want to kick the misery out of him. |
[02:46.82] | His dipit wee cup of unwanted coffee. |
[02:50.36] | A child' s sleeping bag. |
[02:52.22] | JJB sports. |
[02:53.58] | A crack, a release, his poor exhaust. |
[02:57.26] | He was lost. |
[02:59.08] | The Broadway. |
[03:03.12] | The Town Hall, such a grand building, all nautical reminiscences, here, far from water. |
[03:10.53] | It would be quite a sight if you could get far back enough from it to take a look. |
[03:13.45] | But my back is up against the black panelling of the gay sauna opposite, |
[03:18.26] | a coach thunders by, and I run past the video shop that I owe 5 to. |
[03:23.05] | Meaning go way back. |
[03:26.95] | I may be becoming one of those people you see in New Cross. |
[03:32.19] | I have a book, peeping out of one pocket, at least want to look vaguely intellectual if someone I know, |
[03:41.03] | I throw down the finish can into the pile between two walls, outside my flat. |
[03:46.09] | Look, there' s the hardware store. |
[03:49.98] | It has a large cutout of a radiant man and woman in overalls, |
[03:52.70] | the woman handing the man a tin of paint, up his ladder, beaming. |
[03:56.18] | It has faded in the sun. |
[03:58.90] | I bought creosote from there, once. |
[04:02.12] | What a night! |
[04:07.26] | Pure ment..! |
[04:09.23] | It was messy! |
[04:11.07] | It was out of hand! It was out of space! |
[04:13.40] | I rapped on that track once, at Bagley' s, remember it?! Skibbadee handed me the mic, |
[04:17.32] | I got to shout " I' M GONNA SEND HIM TO OUTER SPACE TO FIIIND ANOTHER RACE!" |
[04:22.70] | Absolutely fantastic, those days |
[04:28.19] | The pills these days are not the same, they don' t work. |
[04:31.33] | No love. |
[04:33.78] | I was chatting to this bloke in the kitchen, and he said something, |
[04:36.05] | I can' t remember what, |
[04:36.69] | but I had to push him over, crashed his arse on the coffee table, |
[04:39.73] | ash tinnies and CDs everywhere! |
[04:42.66] | Spilled the lines too, the fat bastard. |
[04:46.29] | I can' t get you out of my head, |
[04:50.98] | your loving is all I think about, |
[04:56.02] | no I can' t get you out of my head, |
[04:58.85] | something something is all I think about. |
[05:00.41] | I can' t get this loop out of my head, |
[05:01.88] | no I think I' ll have to |
[05:03.54] | I need to sit down. |
[05:06.76] | I can' t stop my leg jiggling, |
[05:09.40] | it wants to be somewhere else. |
[05:10.23] | I need to get out of here. |
[05:10.88] | I can hear sirens can you hear them? |
[05:11.88] | Then again, they are always here, |
[05:12.92] | the background to day to day life here. |
[05:14.31] | When music is playing, and they come, |
[05:15.82] | they sometimes sync up. |
[05:16.68] | The New Cross Remix, I call it. |
[05:19.01] | I used to... call it. |
[05:22.09] | This isn' t how it advertised itself. |
[05:27.32] | It was fun, it was Technicolour, the music made me feel liquid, |
[05:35.03] | I melted into the company and was chief among them. |
[05:37.15] | I was in the kitchen, pouring pint after pint of water over myself, insisting to a stranger that |
[05:43.71] | " No, no The drinks are on me!" |
[05:47.38] | I can' t remember what happened after that. |
[05:50.71] | Except her there. I had managed to talk to her, |
[05:57.24] | I was talking about an art gallery, I thought she' d be impressed, |
[05:59.91] | but her eyes kept dancing around the space behind me, |
[06:01.83] | smiles flickered on her lips as her eyes focussed on scenes I was oblivious to. |
[06:06.12] | I heard laughter. It was from my throat, but I didn' t feel it. |
[06:10.75] | I was just trying to breathe life into a longdead persona. |
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[00:00.03] | 希望你能够喜欢“夜晚故事”的最后一个部分 |
[00:03.29] | 欢迎 |
[00:04.74] | 欢迎收听“突出的平面”四部曲的第一部分 |
[00:10.03] | 由西蒙·克利著,由我本尼迪克特·康伯巴奇诵 |
[00:15.55] | 我会想念你, |
[00:18.75] | 想念我们一起散步, |
[00:22.60] | 试着假装我们的脚步合拍。 |
[00:25.28] | 而现在节奏乱了, |
[00:28.25] | 颓废在地板上, |
[00:30.81] | 走出房间, |
[00:32.63] | 却被栅栏拦住。 |
[00:35.57] | 我仍能听见十点半学校的孩子们在外玩耍的笑声。 |
[00:41.17] | 这曾经令我恼火,因为这是我睡觉的时候,可现在却不了。 |
[00:44.90] | 这声音听起来反倒不错。 |
[00:46.92] | 像一种替代,一种延续。 |
[00:51.55] | 笑声在屋中回响, |
[00:55.12] | 与刚才的声音简直天壤之别。 |
[00:58.14] | 那是在派对上,可我感到孤独。 |
[01:02.35] | 四周挤满了人,可我从未感到如此孤独。 |
[01:07.41] | 人们跳舞时离得真近。 |
[01:11.60] | 她以前在那里出现过,我得走了,因为我希望她现在也在那里。 |
[01:19.33] | 街上的灯刚亮,我就早早地来了, |
[01:22.85] | 因此我四处踱了好长时间, |
[01:24.47] | 向北走过几条路, |
[01:25.99] | 向西走过几条街, |
[01:27.00] | 路过快餐店还有超市, |
[01:30.71] | 沿着新月的样子我走出一条弧线, |
[01:32.59] | 路过一群挤在公寓门口的伙计, |
[01:35.56] | 掩盖了几缕风吹来的灯光。 |
[01:38.35] | 这儿......比环岛要复杂一点, |
[01:45.96] | 轿车和大巴绕着这个三角形地带涌入荒凉的老肯特区, |
[01:52.27] | 或从那里出来奔向海岸。 |
[01:54.66] | 熟悉的面孔已在这里蹒跚多年。 |
[01:59.25] | “请问有零钱吗?越多越好。” |
[02:01.72] | “你是想买**。” |
[02:03.69] | “有烟吗?” |
[02:06.06] | 他总想抽烟。 |
[02:08.13] | 关于**,那是肯定的事实。 |
[02:11.12] | 在两座年久失修的黑色砖屋中间是撒马利坦基金会办公室。 |
[02:18.75] | 屋外10英尺高的木板上涂画有一支“温度计”。 |
[02:22.70] | 在0镑处有一个红色标记,而在比那10英寸高的地方, |
[02:26.84] | 雄心勃勃地写着二十万英镑。不过从没那么热过。 |
[02:32.03] | 在街角乞讨的那个人逼迫我绕了一大段弯路才抵达我的公寓。 |
[02:40.61] | 他可怜地盯着我,让我有一种想要帮他驱除痛苦的冲动。 |
[02:46.82] | 他杯中没人想要的咖啡。 |
[02:50.36] | 一个孩子用的睡袋。 |
[02:52.22] | 普通的衣服。 |
[02:53.58] | 一个裂缝,一种释放,一声可怜的叹息。 |
[02:57.26] | 他迷失了。 |
[02:59.08] | 百老汇。 |
[03:03.12] | 市政厅,多么耸立的建筑,所有的海上回忆在这里远离海洋。 |
[03:10.53] | 如果你走得远一些你能看出这座建筑的宏伟之处。 |
[03:13.45] | 只可惜我后面正对着同性桑拿屋的黑色栅栏, |
[03:18.26] | 一辆大巴呼啸而过,而我跑过那家我欠了五英镑的音像店。 |
[03:23.05] | 意味着我要折回去。 |
[03:26.95] | 我可能会变成那些你在新十字区能看到的人们之一。 |
[03:32.19] | 我有本书,从我的一个口袋里露出一角,起码我想让我自己看起来稍有些知识,在那些我认识的人或者认识我的人面前。 |
[03:41.03] | 我把吃完的罐头扔到在我公寓外两堵墙之间的一堆上。 |
[03:46.09] | 看,那是五金店。 |
[03:49.98] | 那有个纸板模型,是一个容光焕发的男人和身着工作服的女人, |
[03:52.70] | 女人给男人拿着一罐颜料,递给梯子上的男人,喜气洋洋地。 |
[03:56.18] | 在太阳的照射下看不太清。 |
[03:58.90] | 我在那买过一次木榴油。 |
[04:02.12] | 这是怎样的一个夜晚! |
[04:07.26] | 精神极了......! |
[04:09.23] | 真是一团糟! |
[04:11.07] | 脱离控制!难以收拾! |
[04:13.40] | 我在那个酒吧嗨翻过全场,记得吗?斯基巴蒂递给我麦克, |
[04:17.32] | 我大喊“我要把他送到外太空,寻找新物种!” |
[04:22.70] | 过去的日子,棒极了...... |
[04:28.19] | 现在,就连药都不一样了,它们不管用! |
[04:31.33] | 没有爱! |
[04:33.78] | 我在厨房里和这家伙唠,他说了些什么, |
[04:36.05] | 但我记不太清, |
[04:36.69] | 总之我推到他,把他揍翻了。 |
[04:39.73] | 到处都是血和碎片! |
[04:42.66] | 有关那个胖子,也有说不完的事。 |
[04:46.29] | 我无法摆脱你, |
[04:50.98] | 我一个劲儿想着你的爱, |
[04:56.02] | 不,我无法忘了你, |
[04:58.85] | 我在,我在想着些什么, |
[05:00.41] | 我无法逃出这个回环, |
[05:01.88] | 不,我想我得...... |
[05:03.54] | 我得坐下。 |
[05:06.76] | 我的腿止不住地摇, |
[05:09.40] | 好像要跑。 |
[05:10.23] | 我得离开这。 |
[05:10.88] | 我能听见汽笛的声音——你听得见吗? |
[05:11.88] | 又来了,总是在响, |
[05:12.92] | 这是这里生活的背景音乐。 |
[05:14.31] | 音乐响起,它们就也响起来, |
[05:15.82] | 有时还挺同步。 |
[05:16.68] | 我管这叫“新十字混响”。 |
[05:19.01] | 我曾经......这么叫。 |
[05:22.09] | 它自己可不这么宣传自己。 |
[05:27.32] | 它很有趣。富有科技色彩。这音乐让我感觉流动起来, |
[05:35.03] | 我融化进企业里,和他们融为一体。 |
[05:37.15] | 我在厨房里,一品脱一品脱地往我身上泼水,对陌生人宣称: |
[05:43.71] | “不,不......喝的算我身上!” |
[05:47.38] | 这之后发生了什么我就不知道了。 |
[05:50.71] | 除了在那的她。我设法和她沟通, |
[05:57.24] | 我们谈论有关艺术画廊的事,我以为她会被我吸引, |
[05:59.91] | 可她的眼神分明在我身后四处跳动, |
[06:01.83] | 当她注意到我不关心的场景时却露出了微笑。 |
[06:06.12] | 我听见了笑声。貌似是我发出来的,可我感觉不到欢乐。 |
[06:10.75] | 我只是努力在面具之下苟延残喘,摧枯拉朽。 |