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I kick flows, rip shows, think it switched though |
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Shit no, it ain't any different when |
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I get home |
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I shift po to get dough, lust |
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P's if you ain't ever been broke |
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For you to judge me's an insult, it's my life an |
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I'm living it |
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Agreed we all have choices but mine limited mostly by my decisions |
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If I knew then what |
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I knew now |
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I'd a lived live different |
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I'd be a different me but |
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I didn't so this is me |
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Me in my position, what would you have done |
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Would you of done what |
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I did? Am |
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I what you would become? |
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My guess, my guess is you would of succumb like |
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I didThe decision was mine but |
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I was too young |
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And I picked the wrong path, |
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I went the wrong way |
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Left school then got the grade, banged it out, got my pape's |
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Stacked my |
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P's, copped a cake, |
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I'm holding weight now |
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Made a brick of a ounce and ain't been in the jailhouse |
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I intend on staying free, free for me don't mean free from stress |
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Lay in bed but |
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I ain't asleep |
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From I need rest |
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I just blaze the tree's |
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Drift off hearing my nan say to me |
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Goodnight, |
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God blessI'll see you in the morning |
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Goodnight, |
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God blessI'll see you in the morning |
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I'm a dreamer but can only dream as |
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Long as I'm asleep |
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I've been having trouble sleeping |
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See nanny, |
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Edie ain't here to say goodbye no more |
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I had to say goodbye to her, inside is where resides the hurt |
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Now all I feel is pain, after that nothingness |
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After that nothing since after that there's nothing left |
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Some of her last words were |
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I can't fight forever |
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Like she wanted to give up and of life she was fed up |
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She had to go but |
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I wanted her to stay' |
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Cause ever since she left, things haven't been the same |
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I need a new shelter from the rain |
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My face looking weathered, a facety looking bredder, |
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I'm fed up |
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I know not what to do |
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See, I'd love to say that |
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I don't give a **** but |
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I doThe gift and curse that |
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I'm blessed with |
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The pressures on road ain't nothing to the emotions that |
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I wrestle with |
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Stress got me in a figure four, raw is what |
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I'm thinking |
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I wonder what |
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I'm living for, is it only to hurt first my great nan? |
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Now I gotta put my dad in the dirt |
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Back in the earth, |
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I wished we could have patched it up first |
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I was so angry though, |
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I just couldn't handle the hurt |
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Now you're in the back of a hurse |
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It hurts more than it ever did |
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Sometimes |
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I wish that |
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I had never lived |
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Feels as if it would have been better if |
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I never did, live |
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I don't know how |
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I'm ever gonna get through this shit |
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I swear down blood, |
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I'm runnin' on empty |
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My life ain't nothing to be envied, so goodnight |
