[00:00.000] | 作词 : 白小败 |
[00:01.000] | 作曲 : 抑郁症以及其他 |
[00:24.682] | 如何走出这个空荡的房间 |
[00:27.197] | 巨大黑狗总生活在我旁边 |
[00:29.206] | 可是治疗抑郁症的药都太贵了 |
[00:31.971] | 是我太脆弱 还没走出恶魔和天使的争斗 |
[00:35.991] | 无人在身后 这种痛应该怎么去承受 |
[00:40.258] | 想摘下面具发现面具已经长在脸上 |
[00:43.777] | 又是一个人孤独的演唱 |
[00:46.038] | 已经不在乎唱歌有没有人听 |
[00:48.804] | 已经不在乎是精神病或神经 |
[00:51.319] | 创作已经变成了无声的嘶吼 |
[00:53.832] | 再计较什么也只是徒增着伤口 |
[00:57.100] | 也觉得不应该让它去捣乱 |
[00:59.609] | 也觉得这样的自己真的好烂 |
[01:01.872] | 它像是盐洒在撕裂的皮肤上不断的搅拌 |
[01:04.887] | 只能忍受疼又不能给它好看 |
[01:07.650] | 没错 这就是抑郁症 |
[01:09.410] | “你过得好不好?”我没有力气问 |
[01:12.930] | 我没有力气陪它继续的搞怪 |
[01:15.943] | 我只想逃出我着火的脑袋 |
[01:17.953] | 我曾无数次问自己 是否还要继续 |
[01:20.968] | 可又无法放下一切去自杀 |
[01:23.731] | 没有未来也没有过去 |
[01:26.495] | 可是爱把我留在了这里 |
[01:29.260] | 我有爱的人 有我的亲人 |
[01:31.774] | 我知道我走了妈妈她会心疼 |
[01:34.787] | 有时候我脑子里的想法太惊人 |
[01:37.301] | 可是爱让我再一次打起精神 |
[01:40.061] | 于是我装得像个正常人 |
[01:42.321] | 收起天马行空 哪怕痛长存 |
[01:44.838] | 吐掉那些药片 水喝了一小口 |
[01:47.601] | 开始出门运动 还养了一条狗 |
[01:50.866] | 生活就是无尽的消遣 |
[01:53.126] | 我开始变得不那么在意别人的褒贬 |
[01:55.890] | 我知道嘲笑我的人一直在 |
[01:58.403] | 但爱我的人 也会一直爱 |
[02:01.670] | 这会发生什么 像是表演节目 |
[02:04.439] | 我会遇到什么 当这个黑夜结束 |
[02:06.951] | 这会发生什么 像是表演节目 |
[02:09.711] | 我会遇到什么 当这个黑夜结束 |
[00:00.000] | zuo ci : bai xiao bai |
[00:01.000] | zuo qu : yi yu zheng yi ji qi ta |
[00:24.682] | ru he zou chu zhe ge kong dang de fang jian |
[00:27.197] | ju da hei gou zong sheng huo zai wo pang bian |
[00:29.206] | ke shi zhi liao yi yu zheng de yao dou tai gui le |
[00:31.971] | shi wo tai cui ruo hai mei zou chu e mo he tian shi de zheng dou |
[00:35.991] | wu ren zai shen hou zhe zhong tong ying gai zen me qu cheng shou |
[00:40.258] | xiang zhai xia mian ju fa xian mian ju yi jing zhang zai lian shang |
[00:43.777] | you shi yi ge ren gu du de yan chang |
[00:46.038] | yi jing bu zai hu chang ge you mei you ren ting |
[00:48.804] | yi jing bu zai hu shi jing shen bing huo shen jing |
[00:51.319] | chuang zuo yi jing bian cheng liao wu sheng de si hou |
[00:53.832] | zai ji jiao shen me ye zhi shi tu zeng zhe shang kou |
[00:57.100] | ye jue de bu ying gai rang ta qu dao luan |
[00:59.609] | ye jue de zhe yang de zi ji zhen de hao lan |
[01:01.872] | ta xiang shi yan sa zai si lie de pi fu shang bu duan de jiao ban |
[01:04.887] | zhi neng ren shou teng you bu neng gei ta hao kan |
[01:07.650] | mei cuo zhe jiu shi yi yu zheng |
[01:09.410] | " ni guo de hao bu hao?" wo mei you li qi wen |
[01:12.930] | wo mei you li qi pei ta ji xu de gao guai |
[01:15.943] | wo zhi xiang tao chu wo zhao huo de nao dai |
[01:17.953] | wo ceng wu shu ci wen zi ji shi fou hai yao ji xu |
[01:20.968] | ke you wu fa fang xia yi qie qu zi sha |
[01:23.731] | mei you wei lai ye mei you guo qu |
[01:26.495] | ke shi ai ba wo liu zai le zhe li |
[01:29.260] | wo you ai de ren you wo de qin ren |
[01:31.774] | wo zhi dao wo zou le ma ma ta hui xin teng |
[01:34.787] | you shi hou wo nao zi li de xiang fa tai jing ren |
[01:37.301] | ke shi ai rang wo zai yi ci da qi jing shen |
[01:40.061] | yu shi wo zhuang de xiang ge zheng chang ren |
[01:42.321] | shou qi tian ma xing kong na pa tong chang cun |
[01:44.838] | tu diao nei xie yao pian shui he le yi xiao kou |
[01:47.601] | kai shi chu men yun dong hai yang le yi tiao gou |
[01:50.866] | sheng huo jiu shi wu jin de xiao qian |
[01:53.126] | wo kai shi bian de bu na me zai yi bie ren de bao bian |
[01:55.890] | wo zhi dao chao xiao wo de ren yi zhi zai |
[01:58.403] | dan ai wo de ren ye hui yi zhi ai |
[02:01.670] | zhe hui fa sheng shen me xiang shi biao yan jie mu |
[02:04.439] | wo hui yu dao shen me dang zhe ge hei ye jie shu |
[02:06.951] | zhe hui fa sheng shen me xiang shi biao yan jie mu |
[02:09.711] | wo hui yu dao shen me dang zhe ge hei ye jie shu |
[00:00.000] | zuò cí : bái xiǎo bài |
[00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : yì yù zhèng yǐ jí qí tā |
[00:24.682] | rú hé zǒu chū zhè gè kōng dàng de fáng jiān |
[00:27.197] | jù dà hēi gǒu zǒng shēng huó zài wǒ páng biān |
[00:29.206] | kě shì zhì liáo yì yù zhèng de yào dōu tài guì le |
[00:31.971] | shì wǒ tài cuì ruò hái méi zǒu chū è mó hé tiān shǐ de zhēng dòu |
[00:35.991] | wú rén zài shēn hòu zhè zhǒng tòng yīng gāi zěn me qù chéng shòu |
[00:40.258] | xiǎng zhāi xià miàn jù fā xiàn miàn jù yǐ jīng zhǎng zài liǎn shàng |
[00:43.777] | yòu shì yí ge rén gū dú de yǎn chàng |
[00:46.038] | yǐ jīng bù zài hu chàng gē yǒu méi yǒu rén tīng |
[00:48.804] | yǐ jīng bù zài hu shì jīng shén bìng huò shén jīng |
[00:51.319] | chuàng zuò yǐ jīng biàn chéng liǎo wú shēng de sī hǒu |
[00:53.832] | zài jì jiào shén me yě zhǐ shì tú zēng zhe shāng kǒu |
[00:57.100] | yě jué de bù yīng gāi ràng tā qù dǎo luàn |
[00:59.609] | yě jué de zhè yàng de zì jǐ zhēn de hǎo làn |
[01:01.872] | tā xiàng shì yán sǎ zài sī liè de pí fū shàng bù duàn de jiǎo bàn |
[01:04.887] | zhǐ néng rěn shòu téng yòu bù néng gěi tā hǎo kàn |
[01:07.650] | méi cuò zhè jiù shì yì yù zhèng |
[01:09.410] | " nǐ guò de hǎo bù hǎo?" wǒ méi yǒu lì qì wèn |
[01:12.930] | wǒ méi yǒu lì qì péi tā jì xù de gǎo guài |
[01:15.943] | wǒ zhǐ xiǎng táo chū wǒ zháo huǒ de nǎo dài |
[01:17.953] | wǒ céng wú shù cì wèn zì jǐ shì fǒu hái yào jì xù |
[01:20.968] | kě yòu wú fǎ fàng xià yī qiè qù zì shā |
[01:23.731] | méi yǒu wèi lái yě méi yǒu guò qù |
[01:26.495] | kě shì ài bǎ wǒ liú zài le zhè lǐ |
[01:29.260] | wǒ yǒu ài de rén yǒu wǒ de qīn rén |
[01:31.774] | wǒ zhī dào wǒ zǒu le mā mā tā huì xīn téng |
[01:34.787] | yǒu shí hou wǒ nǎo zi lǐ de xiǎng fǎ tài jīng rén |
[01:37.301] | kě shì ài ràng wǒ zài yī cì dǎ qǐ jīng shén |
[01:40.061] | yú shì wǒ zhuāng dé xiàng gè zhèng cháng rén |
[01:42.321] | shōu qǐ tiān mǎ xíng kōng nǎ pà tòng cháng cún |
[01:44.838] | tǔ diào nèi xiē yào piàn shuǐ hē le yī xiǎo kǒu |
[01:47.601] | kāi shǐ chū mén yùn dòng hái yǎng le yī tiáo gǒu |
[01:50.866] | shēng huó jiù shì wú jìn de xiāo qiǎn |
[01:53.126] | wǒ kāi shǐ biàn de bù nà me zài yì bié rén de bāo biǎn |
[01:55.890] | wǒ zhī dào cháo xiào wǒ de rén yī zhí zài |
[01:58.403] | dàn ài wǒ de rén yě huì yī zhí ài |
[02:01.670] | zhè huì fā shēng shén me xiàng shì biǎo yǎn jié mù |
[02:04.439] | wǒ huì yù dào shén me dāng zhè gè hēi yè jié shù |
[02:06.951] | zhè huì fā shēng shén me xiàng shì biǎo yǎn jié mù |
[02:09.711] | wǒ huì yù dào shén me dāng zhè gè hēi yè jié shù |