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With no hopes and my will to live |
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Barely a care in this world to me |
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I found a way, kidnapped and confined |
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Within a system designed |
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To destroy the innocent child that |
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I use to be |
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It stripped me mentally naked |
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Embarrassing my mommas first born |
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Did I deserve that kind of fate? |
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Was all that was happening to me |
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Really written in the powerful |
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And almighty book of life? |
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I don't think so my tears would |
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Soak the pages that |
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I write upon |
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If I couldn't close the windows |
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To my soul and stand strong |
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In the midst of these storms |
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Maybe my story is in some way |
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Or another familiar with yours |
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Is that why this ain't even a song |
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But yet you still, you wanna here this once more |
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I play this every time |
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I wanna reflect from |
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Which I've come from, to help me see |
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Where it is |
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I'm trying to go and even though |
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Grandma and our sisters left me some time ago |
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I still go by and sit on the front porch |
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As if I don't even know but |
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I'm getting better |
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My mom, my two sisters, |
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Ebony and |
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TanyaDestiny, man, |
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I got Mikey and |
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Shocker now |
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My homeboyz and those |
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That love me regardless |
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Diary of a sinner, another entry |
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I guess I'll finish this tomorrow |
