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During some abductions |
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I'm aware of them. |
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Of they're taking spermsamples in many different ways. |
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They've done it in many different ways. |
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With tubes, with a... like catheters. |
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There's one way |
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I not been able to deal with. |
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Emotionaly or under aggression. |
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And that's when there's a being on top of me... |
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I can feel it growing stonger. the hate towards them. |
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I've got nothing to live for |
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Only to stay as another victim. |
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They've been tourturing me my whole life. |
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I cannot understand. |
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Why! for how long can |
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I go on when they have already raped every inch of me why won't they leave me alone this is not the life |
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I've chosen. |
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It's time to put an end to this pain. |
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I wanna get away from this hell. |
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Those black empty eyes is haunting me. hate and sorrow builds up inside |
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I must take my life to be free. |
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This will be my final chapter... |