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It's like you think you know me, but you don't really know me and one |
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Day you gonna wake up and figure that out and when that day comes |
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I'm thinkin you'll probably leave. |
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Now I don't know how long my forever's gunna be, but I invite you to |
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Come and spend mine with me and ima do my best to see that we live happily |
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And you just keep what's left when somethin happens to me. I'm lookin for |
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Someone to marry me, take care of me and bury me, these days thats a rarity |
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But i can guarantee, if I broadcast live from deep within me, God will send me |
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Someone only divinity could ever get the credit for, and I can take her from the |
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Hood to the Gucci store. God gave her a O.G for a daddy, bad broad for a mama, |
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From tank tops and thongs to the Prada pajamas and i'ma, be awake when i'm supposed |
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To be asleep cause my mind's on my money and I know when i'ma reap what I |
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Sew. I'm a beast that should be heavily medicated, huh, that's therapy to me i'm just |
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Dedicated, motivated by the thoughts of empty mouth, nightmares of comin' home to |
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An empty house. I know what it is to see somethin' fade on Titanic and built a castle |
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And watched it collapse in front of me. |
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My, daughter, she survived the tragedy, the, aftermath at my attempt at a family. So |
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Don't sit up here and talk about what I already know or sit up here and act as though |
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You will never go. Like you will never ever pack your bags and leave I'm not comparin' |
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You to her it's a reaction to me. People take all they can take and I just run 'em away, |
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Even I can't believe some of the stuff that I say. The holes in the walls can easily be |
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Fixed with mud, the holes in us can only be repaired with love and they can only be |
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Mended, they can never be fixed because people forgive you, but they can never forget.... |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again. |
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Now if you've never been in love this is irrelevant to you and if you ever prayed for me, and |
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Ima pray for you too. Baby girl i'm tryin see, all of your dreams real so try to understand |
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How my size 14's feel. I need another female like a hole in the head, and if i ever caught |
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You cheatin' there'd be holes in the bed, holes in the head other man caught up in the |
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Middle of a good thing gone bad I aint sorry for the....mm |
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But I could never invision you betrayin' me, the one you don't suspect thats the one it's |
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Gon' be. No trust. Other than my trust in God cause everyone I ever trusted, has broke |
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My heart. I keep my guard up and it could never be lowered and you could never sucker |
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Punch me, i'm forever lookin for it. You go through the bad just to get to the good somethin |
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I wish more people understood..... |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again. |
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You ever see 2 old people walkin' in the rain and One of 'em got the body and the other got |
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The brain? Dang, they probably got grandkids I say, People don't love like that these |
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Days. Bet you quick to say forget it, turn away and leave it to the porno where their love |
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Is nothin' but an image, lights and smoke, two-way mirrors so the people on the outside don't |
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See errors till you can no longer create the facade and need to talk to everybody about it but God. |
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She gon' make mistakes but so will you. You shouldn't say nothin' that you wouldn't want |
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Her to, say to you if you was in the spot she's in. Love, makes acception and, takes direction |
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Baby girl just hold me down for now before you know it you'll be married to a hole in the ground.... |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
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Some say I'm hard to like |
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But i've been through a lot of things |
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That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises |
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On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm |
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Never lettin' anybody get me again. |
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I'm Hard 2 Love |
