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Devoid of all happiness |
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Condemned to eternal solitude |
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Not worthy to deserve |
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My Almighty Father's love |
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I was born with a sinner's heart |
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Although to Your laws, I did obey |
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My mind and body only throve |
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When I was immersed in sin |
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Rejected by my only Lord |
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Dishevelled by loneliness |
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Alone and aimless I moan |
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Outside Eden's gates |
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Suddenly from the shadows I'll emerge |
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I'll sink my rusted knife in His cold heart |
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The bastard God Who gave me life |
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Shall die now from my hands |
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On Your grace I kneel my Father, |
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And I ask you for forgiveness |
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Forgive me that I never could |
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Become what You wanted me to be |
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All my life I strove to be one of |
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Your very dearest children |
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Until I realized that Your endless love |
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Was not enough to include me |