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I'm not going to try to tell you that |
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I'm different from all the rest. |
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I've been subject to the same de-structure of desire and |
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I've felt the same effects; |
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I'm a hetero-sexist tragedy. |
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And potential rapists all are we. |
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But don't tell me this is natural. |
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This is nurturing. |
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And there's a difference between sexism and sexuality. |
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I had different desires prior to my role-remodelling. |
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And at six years of age you don't challenge their claims. |
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You become the same. (Or withdraw from the game and hang your head in shame). |
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I think that's exactly what |
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I did. I tried to sever the connections between me and them. |
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I fought against their further attempts to convince a kid that birthright can bestow the power to yield the subordination of women and do you know what patricentricity means? |
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I found out just a couple of days/months/years/minutes ago. |
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It means male values uber alles and hey! |
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Whaddaya know... sex has been distorted and vilified. |
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I'm scared of my attraction to body types. |
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If everything desired is objectified then maybe eroticism needs to be redefined. |
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And I refuse to be a "man". |