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I am dying inside and there is nothing I can do |
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But what does it matter when there's nothing left to lose |
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I'm still falling apart like I've always done before |
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The pain is almost numbing and I'll always beg for more |
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Tried so hard to make believe I was something more |
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Tried so many times to start from where I stopped |
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But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell |
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On all the damage I never left behind |
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All the things I've ruined and pushed aside |
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All the times I've lost and will never have again |
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All the things I'm not but could have been |
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I am drowning in the past and there is no one to save me |
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I tried so hard to make it work but the world went on without me |
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Now I stare through the window like a soul without a home |
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I loathe the way I feel and i hate what I've become |
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Tried so hard to make believe I was something more |
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Tried so many times to start from where I stopped |
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But that time has vanished and left me alone to dwell |
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On all the damage I never left behind |
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All the things I've ruined and pushed aside |
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All the times I've lost and will never have again |
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All the things I'm not but could have been |
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Through all the pain I never meant to cause |
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All the lives I've destroyed and crushed |
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All the time I have lost and will never live again |