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This is the best, the best spot in the house? |
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Absolutely |
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Check it |
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Check it, yo, check it |
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I've had n****s that come up to me, say that they looked up to me, yeah |
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And that they been f***in' with me since s*** was ugly, yeah |
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And that these songs, man, they saved they life |
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Now, how you put that kind of power in these hands of mine? |
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And how a n**** 'posed respond to some shit like that? |
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Am I supposed to "Oh, thanks," pat they back? |
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I ain't tryna take away from the experience they had |
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But, honestly, I'm not prepared for some s*** like that |
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And when they credit myself, they discredit themselves |
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And the strength that they had, yeah, to better themselves |
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And they talk about the strength that I have in my songs |
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But they don't know, behind them stories, there's some s*** that's just wrong |
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And I hear 'em say that it was beautiful |
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But to me, man, that s*** was inexcusable, uh |
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To talk about a death and not go to the funeral |
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Tellin' myself, "You gotta swallow all that guilt that chewed at you" |
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S*** was juvenile, like how was I too cowardly to go to your f***in' funeral |
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But still feel like rappin' about your death was f***in' suitable? |
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Was I true to you, or usin' you? |
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Or the unfortunate events to make my songs more moveable |
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My grief provable? |
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It's true though, I do wish I could call like s*** was usual |
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Tell you s***'s poppin', uh, tell you life's beautiful, uh |
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But I didn't check on you when you were still here, yeah |
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And that s*** been eatin' at me for this past year, yeah |
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This remind me of Will dancin' on that couch |
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2014 Flagstaff, we're back now |
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Halloween a year later and we're drivin' home |
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I'll throw up eight times before we make it out |
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Still reminds me of Will dancin' on that couch |
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Saw him last week, he swears that we made it now |
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People watchin' now, better not let them down |
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I'll throw up eight times before we make it now(Yeah, yeah, yeah) |
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Shout out to my brother Chuck, healthiest dude I know |
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One day, he was hoopin' and just dropped to the floor |
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In disbelief, man, I could never fathom that |
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His sister Rosie hit me like, "It might've been a heart attack" |
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Couldn't do s*** about it, stuck in Arizona |
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Plus they brought him back, but I heard he's in a coma |
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Drop to my knees and I start to pray |
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Said, "If he wakes up, I swear that I'll call and text him every day" |
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Felt like a lifetime after a couple days went past |
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And I still ain't heard from your ass, man, wake the f*** up |
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Yo, luckily he did, my promise didn't last that long |
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You would text me, it would take like a week to respond |
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And I ain't got s*** goin' on |
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Man, that's so f***ed up |
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Two years later, seen your silhouette in that crowd |
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Last show, our first headlinin' tour, it's sold out |
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700 people, yeah, that shit was so wild |
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Seen that ugly-a** grin, knew I made you proud, yeah |