[00:02.93] |
Mmm, mmm, hey yeah |
[00:11.22] |
Why didn't I see the signs, I was to busy getting high |
[00:14.01] |
Runnin' up the studio smokin' dro writing rhymes |
[00:16.74] |
To blind to notice my abdomen was growin' |
[00:19.47] |
Havin' sex without protection now my belly is showin' |
[00:22.21] |
Nobody know that me and my boo tryin' to decide |
[00:24.53] |
What to do he buggin' like that's a little me inside of you |
[00:27.88] |
It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell, he is worried a bit |
[00:30.94] |
So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignorin' the shit |
[00:33.57] |
My jeans don't want to fit, every morning, hurlin' and shit |
[00:36.05] |
I had to tell my family, I knew they all was goin' to flip |
[00:38.84] |
And his was happy, thinkin' he was about to be a daddy |
[00:41.53] |
But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly |
[00:44.67] |
Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[00:49.89] |
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? |
[00:56.07] |
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? |
[01:01.23] |
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby |
[01:07.11] |
We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose |
[01:09.58] |
I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose |
[01:12.45] |
Take a walk step in my shoes, think in negative thoughts |
[01:14.98] |
Politics and shit quit when the doctor says, this positive |
[01:17.71] |
It's a life livin' in my body but it don't gotta to live |
[01:20.80] |
It's up to me but if I keep what the **** I got to give |
[01:23.74] |
I mean, I'm still young and I don't really have shit |
[01:26.68] |
And if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard |
[01:29.35] |
This is drastic, nobody really understands me and my mom |
[01:32.05] |
Don't give a **** and neither does the rest of the family they like |
[01:34.83] |
Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it |
[01:37.31] |
I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so |
[01:40.45] |
Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[01:45.32] |
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? |
[01:51.66] |
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? |
[01:57.51] |
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby |
[02:03.18] |
I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities, shit |
[02:06.37] |
Where would I be if my mom's got rid of me |
[02:08.60] |
I'm so stressed and I'm under a lot of pressure |
[02:10.95] |
But all I need is the remedy to make Remy feel better |
[02:13.74] |
I knew, I couldn't win' so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame |
[02:17.02] |
I'm over four months and I'm in the doctor's office |
[02:19.75] |
I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait |
[02:22.43] |
Five more months and birth the child that I conceived |
[02:25.37] |
But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday |
[02:28.25] |
Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you |
[02:31.01] |
Don't be made at me, how it is, is how it had to be ? |
[02:33.71] |
And any pain I put you through is all comin' back to me |
[02:36.65] |
Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[02:41.71] |
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? |
[02:47.64] |
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? |
[02:52.90] |
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby |
[02:58.74] |
Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[03:03.81] |
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? |
[03:09.77] |
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? |
[03:15.57] |
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby |
[03:21.35] |
Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[03:25.94] |
Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby? |
[03:32.19] |
How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha? |
[03:37.67] |
Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby |
[03:43.19] |
Tell me what's goin' on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong |
[03:48.55] |
Can you hear me? |