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I down cups of sludge |
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And stay up forever' |
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Cause I'm too afraid of what happens |
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When I fall asleep |
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Can't drift away |
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If you keep on holding tight |
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Trust me, it's not worth the fight |
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Baby I swear that |
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I don't really know if |
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I'm lying to you |
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Or hiding the truth from myself |
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And I'm sorry |
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I'm notBut you deserve to feel dumb |
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If you thought |
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I was somebody else |
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I know that you checked my pulse |
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To see if |
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I was freaking out' |
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Cause you were freaking out |
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But I remain comatose |
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From coast to coast' |
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Cause everyone |
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I care about |
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Is miles away |
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Can't figure out the words to say |
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That I made a mistake |
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It's not my fault |
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If I can't see |
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How you could fall so easily |
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And I am never going to be |
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What you saw inside of me |
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I'm thinking of |
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Reasons not to love you |
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Ways I can push you away |
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And it's safe to assume |
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When you step in this room |
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You should thank your stars for everyday |
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I don't really know if |
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I'm lying to you |
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Or hiding the truth from myself |
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And I'm sorry |
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I'm notBut you deserve to feel dumb |
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If you thought |
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I was somebody else |