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I'm tired of feeling comatose |
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I've lost the me that I loved most |
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I'm barely holding onto smoke |
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I'm barely holding on to smoke! |
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I'm not addicted but I'm not clean |
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Why do I do this to myself on repeat |
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So disconnected from my own reality |
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Am I man or machine |
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If I give, will you take? |
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As I lie for the taste |
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I just **** it up |
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As you lap it up |
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(Go!) |
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Through flesh and bone |
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I walk alone |
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(Go!) |
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If I run will I fade away |
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'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind |
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In all my pride, all my shame |
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I find strength enough to show you |
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I may bend but I won't break |
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'Cause I define who I |
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Define who I become |
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I miss the me that I have not met |
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Choking in silence on the words left unsaid |
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I feel a sickness for a home I've never been |
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And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red |
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I built a shelter in complacency |
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Locked myself in and set fire |
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And threw away the key |
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Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die |
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So am I living or am I just alive? |
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In all my pride, all my shame |
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I find strength enough to show you |
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I may bend but I won't break |
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I define who I who I become |
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'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose |
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I've lost the me that I loved most |
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I'm barely holding on to smoke |
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But I'm holding on, I'm holding on |
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Broken! I'm holding on |
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Driven! To right the wrong |
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Silent! Connected yet I feel so separated |
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Fallen! Through flesh and bone |
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Frozen! I stand alone |
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Deafened! In silence the voice remains |
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Behind my eyes, beneath my rage |
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I was struggling to get through |
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Out of time and out of faith |
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I define who I become! |
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In all my pride, all my shame |
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I find strength enough to show you |
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I may bend but I won't break |
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'Cause I define who I |
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Define who I become |
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'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose |
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I've lost the me that I loved most |
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I'm barely holding on to smoke |
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But I'm holding on, I'm holding on |
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I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb |
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I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come |
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So save me from the webs that I have spun |
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I'm holding on, holding on |
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I'm holding on |
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Holding on to smoke! |
