Holding On To Smoke

歌曲 Holding On To Smoke
歌手 Motionless in White
专辑 Disguise

歌词

[00:00.78] I'm tired of feeling comatose
[00:04.28] I've lost the me that I loved most
[00:07.83] I'm barely holding onto smoke
[00:11.32] I'm barely holding on to smoke!
[00:29.33] I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
[00:32.79] Why do I do this to myself on repeat
[00:36.45] So disconnected from my own reality
[00:40.09] Am I man or machine
[00:41.86] If I give, will you take?
[00:45.28] As I lie for the taste
[00:48.80] I just **** it up
[00:52.15] As you lap it up
[00:56.95] (Go!)
[00:58.34] Through flesh and bone
[01:01.91] I walk alone
[01:04.19] (Go!)
[01:05.66] If I run will I fade away
[01:07.54] 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
[01:10.19] In all my pride, all my shame
[01:13.68] I find strength enough to show you
[01:17.28] I may bend but I won't break
[01:20.67] 'Cause I define who I
[01:23.21] Define who I become
[01:25.45] I miss the me that I have not met
[01:28.87] Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
[01:32.45] I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
[01:35.89] And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red
[01:39.25] I built a shelter in complacency
[01:42.83] Locked myself in and set fire
[01:44.74] And threw away the key
[01:46.43] Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
[01:49.69] So am I living or am I just alive?
[01:52.45] In all my pride, all my shame
[01:55.65] I find strength enough to show you
[01:59.24] I may bend but I won't break
[02:02.79] I define who I who I become
[02:06.61] 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose
[02:10.48] I've lost the me that I loved most
[02:14.03] I'm barely holding on to smoke
[02:17.45] But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[02:21.13] Broken! I'm holding on
[02:24.74] Driven! To right the wrong
[02:28.12] Silent! Connected yet I feel so separated
[02:35.19] Fallen! Through flesh and bone
[02:38.68] Frozen! I stand alone
[02:42.18] Deafened! In silence the voice remains
[02:48.34] Behind my eyes, beneath my rage
[02:51.84] I was struggling to get through
[02:55.37] Out of time and out of faith
[02:58.86] I define who I become!
[03:02.11] In all my pride, all my shame
[03:05.93] I find strength enough to show you
[03:09.36] I may bend but I won't break
[03:12.75] 'Cause I define who I
[03:15.34] Define who I become
[03:17.22] 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose
[03:20.59] I've lost the me that I loved most
[03:23.96] I'm barely holding on to smoke
[03:27.58] But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[03:31.17] I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb
[03:34.62] I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come
[03:38.09] So save me from the webs that I have spun
[03:41.50] I'm holding on, holding on
[03:45.15] I'm holding on
[03:46.68] Holding on to smoke!

歌词大意

[00:00.78] xiǎng táo chū wěi mǐ bù zhèn de gòu
[00:04.28] zuì xǐ ài de zì jǐ yě liū zǒu
[00:07.83] wǒ jī hū méi yǒu zài zhàn dòu
[00:11.32] wǒ jī hū méi yǒu zài zhàn dòu!
[00:29.33] wǒ méi chén nì dàn yě jiè bù diào yǐn
[00:32.79] wèi hé yào chóng dǎo fù zhé wǒ wèn zì jǐ
[00:36.45] wǒ shì rú cǐ de tuō lí zì jǐ de shí jì
[00:40.09] wǒ shì rén huò jī qì
[00:41.86] shì fǒu huì shōu wǒ zèng gěi
[00:45.28] nà shi wǒ huǎng yán de zī wèi
[00:48.80] wǒ zhǐ huì bǎ yī qiè gǎo zá
[00:52.15] dāng nǐ xīn rán jiē shòu
[00:56.95] shàng!
[00:58.34] kào gǔ hé ròu
[01:01.91] wǒ dú zì zǒu
[01:04.19] shàng!
[01:05.66] rú guǒ bēn pǎo jiāng huì sàn rú yún yān
[01:07.54] yòu bù xiǎng bǎ yī qiè dōu pāo yī
[01:10.19] zài wǒ ào nèi, wǒ chǐ nèi
[01:13.68] yǒu zú gòu lì liàng zhǎn xiàn gěi nǐ
[01:17.28] néng jī tuì dàn bù bài kuì
[01:20.67] yīn wǒ dìng yì wǒ shì shuí
[01:23.21] hái yǒu wǒ chéng wéi shuí
[01:25.45] xiǎng huì huì nà sù wèi móu miàn dí zì jǐ
[01:28.87] zài wèi shuō chū de huà yǔ lǐ chén mò dì zhì xī
[01:32.45] wǒ yīn mò shēng qī shēn chǔ shēng le sī xiāng bìng
[01:35.89] yìn zài chén jiù dān sè piàn lǐ dàn wǒ xiàn zài kàn dào jī qíng
[01:39.25] wǒ dé yì wàng xíng jiàn le yí gè bì nàn suǒ
[01:42.83] suǒ zhù zì jǐ fàng huǒ
[01:44.74] rēng yào shi dōu bú shì bèi pò
[01:46.43] pà xià dì yù rán ér yě pà shēng huó
[01:49.69] wǒ shì zài shēng cún hái shì zài duò luò?
[01:52.45] zài wǒ ào nèi, wǒ chǐ nèi
[01:55.65] yǒu zú gòu lì liàng zhǎn xiàn gěi nǐ
[01:59.24] néng jī tuì dàn bù bài kuì
[02:02.79] wǒ dìng yì le wǒ chéng wéi shuí
[02:06.61] yīn wǒ xiǎng táo chū wěi mǐ bù zhèn de gòu
[02:10.48] nǎ pà zuì xǐ ài de zì jǐ yě liū zǒu
[02:14.03] wǒ jī hū méi yǒu zài zhàn dòu
[02:17.45] dàn wǒ huì jiān chí, huì jiān chí
[02:21.13] dǎ pò! wǒ huì zhí zhuó
[02:24.74] fèn lì! jiū zhèng guò cuò
[02:28.12] chén mò! yǒu lián xì dàn réng gǎn jué dào fēn lí
[02:35.19] duò luò! kào gǔ hé ròu
[02:38.68] bīng dòng! dú zì zhàn zhe
[02:42.18] zhèn lóng! shēng yīn jì xù huí dàng jì jìng zhōng
[02:48.34] wǒ shuāng yǎn hòu, wǒ nù huǒ xià
[02:51.84] wǒ yī zhí zài jìn lì zhēng zhá
[02:55.37] bù guǎn shí jiān hé xìn yǎng
[02:58.86] wǒ dìng yì le wǒ chéng wéi shuí!
[03:02.11] zài wǒ ào nèi, wǒ chǐ nèi
[03:05.93] yǒu zú gòu lì liàng zhǎn xiàn gěi nǐ
[03:09.36] néng jī tuì dàn bù bài kuì
[03:12.75] yīn wǒ dìng yì wǒ shì shuí
[03:15.34] hái yǒu wǒ chéng wéi shuí
[03:17.22] yīn wǒ xiǎng táo chū wěi mǐ bù zhèn de gòu
[03:20.59] nǎ pà zuì xǐ ài de zì jǐ yě liū zǒu
[03:23.96] wǒ jī hū méi yǒu zài zhàn dòu
[03:27.58] dàn wǒ huì jiān chí, huì jiān chí
[03:31.17] wǒ yàn juàn luò sú, yàn juàn má mù
[03:34.62] wǒ qī dài shèng líng yǔ wǒ gòng yī fù
[03:38.09] suǒ yǐ qǐng bǎ wǒ cóng zì zhī de wǎng lǐ jiù chū
[03:41.50] wǒ huì jiān chí, huì jiān chí
[03:45.15] wǒ huì jiān chí
[03:46.68] jiān chí zhàn dòu!