| [00:01.22] | 作曲 : YKEY |
| [00:02.96] | 作词 : YKEY |
| [00:06.95] | 录制:软馨 |
| [00:09.96] | 编曲:DiESi |
| [00:12.72] | 混音:软馨 |
| [00:15.31] | 编曲分轨混音:软馨 |
| [00:21.43] | 我从小打大都在渴望被人赞美 |
| [00:24.23] | 孤独且懦弱承受自卑频繁忏悔 |
| [00:26.98] | 我慢慢发现人们不只都是善类 |
| [00:29.23] | 总讨厌这世界 害怕人生故事烂尾 |
| [00:32.20] | 我多么希望我的童年能够消失 |
| [00:34.82] | 我害怕社交因为恐惧情感交织 |
| [00:37.49] | 我把心交给他之后灵魂就丢了 |
| [00:40.06] | 像一场倾盆大雨将我从头到尾浇湿 |
| [00:42.71] | 被现实打破了头 |
| [00:44.23] | 麻木以后 |
| [00:45.14] | 找不到任何继续的理由 |
| [00:46.95] | 丧失比重 |
| [00:47.74] | 我没有办法去试着接纳其他任何陌生人 |
| [00:50.16] | 总在乎别人的看法最终紧闭了房门 |
| [00:53.04] | 我总是胡思乱想 无尽的盼望 |
| [00:56.17] | 油门被锁死的我就算拼命换挡 |
| [00:58.94] | 我奋力撑着每天能像常人一样 |
| [01:01.17] | 可谁又理解沉默已经成为我的习惯 |
| [01:03.45] | 所以我把自己关起来 |
| [01:06.78] | 我把自己关起来 |
| [01:09.35] | 我不想再被谁离开 |
| [01:11.99] | 我不想再承受伤害 |
| [01:13.78] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [01:14.71] | 我把自己关起来 |
| [01:16.51] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [01:17.53] | 我把自己关起来 |
| [01:19.16] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [01:20.15] | 我把自己关起来 |
| [01:21.82] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [01:22.78] | 我把自己关起来 |
| [01:24.47] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [01:24.95] | 多少人笑着面对你其实他藏了很多戏 |
| [01:27.83] | 有毒的食物味道一般都像抹了蜜 |
| [01:30.70] | 想办法接近 把你当成玩具 |
| [01:32.99] | 多少人被人摧毁 因为有一颗纯真的心 |
| [01:35.63] | 你感到失望是因为你充满期待 |
| [01:38.27] | 你感到害怕是因为安全感不在 |
| [01:40.98] | 你感到痛苦是因为失去的太快 |
| [01:43.45] | 你感到一切都是折磨包括那所谓的爱 |
| [01:46.36] | 你真的受够了 嗓子被你吼破了 |
| [01:48.84] | 突然发现周围好多人原来是做作的 |
| [01:51.42] | 结局总是落魄的 有很多错过的 |
| [01:54.30] | 你始终搞不清楚自己哪里做错了 |
| [01:56.68] | 不想讲述 被自闭挡住 |
| [01:59.31] | 你睡不着觉原来是纠结的产物 |
| [02:01.89] | 你努力装的坚强 然后给所有人看 |
| [02:05.25] | 当回到一个人的世界又不知怎么办 |
| [02:07.47] | 所以你把自己关起来 |
| [02:10.81] | 你把自己关起来 |
| [02:13.47] | 你不想再被谁离开 |
| [02:16.47] | 你不想再承受伤害 |
| [02:17.85] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [02:18.83] | 你把自己关起来 |
| [02:20.51] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [02:21.53] | 你把自己关起来 |
| [02:23.20] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [02:24.19] | 你把自己关起来 |
| [02:25.79] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [02:26.82] | 你把自己关起来 |
| [02:28.51] | (活的像个刺猬) |
| [00:01.22] | zuo qu : YKEY |
| [00:02.96] | zuo ci : YKEY |
| [00:06.95] | lu zhi: ruan xin |
| [00:09.96] | bian qu: DiESi |
| [00:12.72] | hun yin: ruan xin |
| [00:15.31] | bian qu fen gui hun yin: ruan xin |
| [00:21.43] | wo cong xiao da da du zai ke wang bei ren zan mei |
| [00:24.23] | gu du qie nuo ruo cheng shou zi bei pin fan chan hui |
| [00:26.98] | wo man man fa xian ren men bu zhi dou shi shan lei |
| [00:29.23] | zong tao yan zhe shi jie hai pa ren sheng gu shi lan wei |
| [00:32.20] | wo duo me xi wang wo de tong nian neng gou xiao shi |
| [00:34.82] | wo hai pa she jiao yin wei kong ju qing gan jiao zhi |
| [00:37.49] | wo ba xin jiao gei ta zhi hou ling hun jiu diu le |
| [00:40.06] | xiang yi chang qing pen da yu jiang wo cong tou dao wei jiao shi |
| [00:42.71] | bei xian shi da po le tou |
| [00:44.23] | ma mu yi hou |
| [00:45.14] | zhao bu dao ren he ji xu de li you |
| [00:46.95] | sang shi bi zhong |
| [00:47.74] | wo mei you ban fa qu shi zhe jie na qi ta ren he mo sheng ren |
| [00:50.16] | zong zai hu bie ren de kan fa zui zhong jin bi le fang men |
| [00:53.04] | wo zong shi hu si luan xiang wu jin de pan wang |
| [00:56.17] | you men bei suo si de wo jiu suan pin ming huan dang |
| [00:58.94] | wo fen li cheng zhe mei tian neng xiang chang ren yi yang |
| [01:01.17] | ke shui you li jie chen mo yi jing cheng wei wo de xi guan |
| [01:03.45] | suo yi wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:06.78] | wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:09.35] | wo bu xiang zai bei shui li kai |
| [01:11.99] | wo bu xiang zai cheng shou shang hai |
| [01:13.78] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [01:14.71] | wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:16.51] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [01:17.53] | wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:19.16] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [01:20.15] | wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:21.82] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [01:22.78] | wo ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [01:24.47] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [01:24.95] | duo shao ren xiao zhe mian dui ni qi shi ta cang le hen duo xi |
| [01:27.83] | you du de shi wu wei dao yi ban dou xiang mo le mi |
| [01:30.70] | xiang ban fa jie jin ba ni dang cheng wan ju |
| [01:32.99] | duo shao ren bei ren cui hui yin wei you yi ke chun zhen de xin |
| [01:35.63] | ni gan dao shi wang shi yin wei ni chong man qi dai |
| [01:38.27] | ni gan dao hai pa shi yin wei an quan gan bu zai |
| [01:40.98] | ni gan dao tong ku shi yin wei shi qu de tai kuai |
| [01:43.45] | ni gan dao yi qie dou shi zhe mo bao kuo na suo wei de ai |
| [01:46.36] | ni zhen de shou gou le sang zi bei ni hou po le |
| [01:48.84] | tu ran fa xian zhou wei hao duo ren yuan lai shi zuo zuo de |
| [01:51.42] | jie ju zong shi luo tuo de you hen duo cuo guo de |
| [01:54.30] | ni shi zhong gao bu qing chu zi ji na li zuo cuo le |
| [01:56.68] | bu xiang jiang shu bei zi bi dang zhu |
| [01:59.31] | ni shui bu zhao jue yuan lai shi jiu jie de chan wu |
| [02:01.89] | ni nu li zhuang de jian qiang ran hou gei suo you ren kan |
| [02:05.25] | dang hui dao yi ge ren de shi jie you bu zhi zen me ban |
| [02:07.47] | suo yi ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:10.81] | ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:13.47] | ni bu xiang zai bei shui li kai |
| [02:16.47] | ni bu xiang zai cheng shou shang hai |
| [02:17.85] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [02:18.83] | ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:20.51] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [02:21.53] | ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:23.20] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [02:24.19] | ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:25.79] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [02:26.82] | ni ba zi ji guan qi lai |
| [02:28.51] | huo de xiang ge ci wei |
| [00:01.22] | zuò qǔ : YKEY |
| [00:02.96] | zuò cí : YKEY |
| [00:06.95] | lù zhì: ruǎn xīn |
| [00:09.96] | biān qǔ: DiESi |
| [00:12.72] | hùn yīn: ruǎn xīn |
| [00:15.31] | biān qǔ fēn guǐ hùn yīn: ruǎn xīn |
| [00:21.43] | wǒ cóng xiǎo dǎ dà dū zài kě wàng bèi rén zàn měi |
| [00:24.23] | gū dú qiě nuò ruò chéng shòu zì bēi pín fán chàn huǐ |
| [00:26.98] | wǒ màn màn fā xiàn rén men bù zhǐ dōu shì shàn lèi |
| [00:29.23] | zǒng tǎo yàn zhè shì jiè hài pà rén shēng gù shì làn wěi |
| [00:32.20] | wǒ duō me xī wàng wǒ de tóng nián néng gòu xiāo shī |
| [00:34.82] | wǒ hài pà shè jiāo yīn wèi kǒng jù qíng gǎn jiāo zhī |
| [00:37.49] | wǒ bǎ xīn jiāo gěi tā zhī hòu líng hún jiù diū le |
| [00:40.06] | xiàng yī chǎng qīng pén dà yǔ jiāng wǒ cóng tóu dào wěi jiāo shī |
| [00:42.71] | bèi xiàn shí dǎ pò le tóu |
| [00:44.23] | má mù yǐ hòu |
| [00:45.14] | zhǎo bu dào rèn hé jì xù de lǐ yóu |
| [00:46.95] | sàng shī bǐ zhòng |
| [00:47.74] | wǒ méi yǒu bàn fǎ qù shì zhe jiē nà qí tā rèn hé mò shēng rén |
| [00:50.16] | zǒng zài hu bié rén de kàn fǎ zuì zhōng jǐn bì le fáng mén |
| [00:53.04] | wǒ zǒng shì hú sī luàn xiǎng wú jìn de pàn wàng |
| [00:56.17] | yóu mén bèi suǒ sǐ de wǒ jiù suàn pīn mìng huàn dǎng |
| [00:58.94] | wǒ fèn lì chēng zhe měi tiān néng xiàng cháng rén yí yàng |
| [01:01.17] | kě shuí yòu lǐ jiě chén mò yǐ jīng chéng wéi wǒ de xí guàn |
| [01:03.45] | suǒ yǐ wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:06.78] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:09.35] | wǒ bù xiǎng zài bèi shuí lí kāi |
| [01:11.99] | wǒ bù xiǎng zài chéng shòu shāng hài |
| [01:13.78] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [01:14.71] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:16.51] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [01:17.53] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:19.16] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [01:20.15] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:21.82] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [01:22.78] | wǒ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [01:24.47] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [01:24.95] | duō shǎo rén xiào zhe miàn duì nǐ qí shí tā cáng le hěn duō xì |
| [01:27.83] | yǒu dú de shí wù wèi dào yì bān dōu xiàng mǒ le mì |
| [01:30.70] | xiǎng bàn fǎ jiē jìn bǎ nǐ dàng chéng wán jù |
| [01:32.99] | duō shǎo rén bèi rén cuī huǐ yīn wèi yǒu yī kē chún zhēn de xīn |
| [01:35.63] | nǐ gǎn dào shī wàng shì yīn wèi nǐ chōng mǎn qī dài |
| [01:38.27] | nǐ gǎn dào hài pà shì yīn wèi ān quán gǎn bù zài |
| [01:40.98] | nǐ gǎn dào tòng kǔ shì yīn wèi shī qù de tài kuài |
| [01:43.45] | nǐ gǎn dào yī qiè dōu shì zhé mó bāo kuò nà suǒ wèi de ài |
| [01:46.36] | nǐ zhēn de shòu gòu le sǎng zi bèi nǐ hǒu pò le |
| [01:48.84] | tū rán fā xiàn zhōu wéi hǎo duō rén yuán lái shì zuò zuò de |
| [01:51.42] | jié jú zǒng shì luò tuò de yǒu hěn duō cuò guò de |
| [01:54.30] | nǐ shǐ zhōng gǎo bù qīng chǔ zì jǐ nǎ lǐ zuò cuò le |
| [01:56.68] | bù xiǎng jiǎng shù bèi zì bì dǎng zhù |
| [01:59.31] | nǐ shuì bù zháo jué yuán lái shì jiū jié de chǎn wù |
| [02:01.89] | nǐ nǔ lì zhuāng de jiān qiáng rán hòu gěi suǒ yǒu rén kàn |
| [02:05.25] | dāng huí dào yí ge rén de shì jiè yòu bù zhī zěn me bàn |
| [02:07.47] | suǒ yǐ nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:10.81] | nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:13.47] | nǐ bù xiǎng zài bèi shuí lí kāi |
| [02:16.47] | nǐ bù xiǎng zài chéng shòu shāng hài |
| [02:17.85] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [02:18.83] | nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:20.51] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [02:21.53] | nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:23.20] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [02:24.19] | nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:25.79] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |
| [02:26.82] | nǐ bǎ zì jǐ guān qǐ lái |
| [02:28.51] | huó de xiàng gè cì wèi |