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Had my first smoke in four years today |
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I wasn't thinking about my voice |
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Or the things that my poor mother would |
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say if she found out that I made this choice |
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I was thinking about your face |
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And the look of disappointment |
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That you would surely cast my way if |
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you caught wind of the sails I've hoisted |
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I float away, path curling like the smoke off my tongue |
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Still hurt, emotions closed tight like my lungs |
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Know I said I'd never write about you again |
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But a promise ain't a promise |
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If we both have never held up our end |
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No, a promise ain't a promise |
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If we both have never held up our end |
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Twelve-packs and cigarettes |
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I guess they never help |
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Think I have some kind of penchant for things detrimental to my health |
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I wish that things were different, I just wish we were still friends |
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'Cause if there's one thing I know, |
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this just all goes to show that a promise ain't |
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a promise if we both have never held up our end |
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I never should've went to that bar |
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I wish I never noticed your car |
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I shouldn't have waited, I should've just left |
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Now I'm outside my house with a new cigarette to smoke again |
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Why couldn't I ignore your glowing skin and smile? |
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Why'd I let you grab my hand and lead me in? |
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I made a promise to myself to never let this win |
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But a promise ain't a promise |
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If I can't hold together both ends |
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No, a promise ain't a promise |
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If I can't hold together both ends |
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No, a promise ain't a promise |
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If I can't hold together both ends |
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I smoked my first pack in 4 years today |
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I mean, I guess it didn't really help |
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I think I have some kind of |
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penchant for things detrimental to my health |
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I guess I'm smoking again |