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Nothing feels the same since you got home |
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Someone swapped the pictures on your wall |
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Photos of evaporated men |
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Torn up bodies thrown across the sand |
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There's nothing worse than losing your arm |
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She's been really great since I got back |
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I'm afraid she knows I'm off the map |
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She's been trying to talk inside my mouth |
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I've been trying to calm my conscious down |
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There's nothing worse than losing your spine |
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When I dream I see your dad holding your throat |
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His mouth up to your ear, he's screaming, "I've been shot" |
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You bank on a linear life evolved by your command |
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You'll find the painful prize of watching it unhinge |
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You, you took it harder then, our friend |
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I'm afraid you're spiraling again |
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Ran into your family at the go |
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Looked like they'd been living with a ghost |
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There's nothing worse than a poverty line |
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I can hardly look at her at way |
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Naked bodies haven't looked the same |
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I can't tell her why she's gotta stop |
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Too ashamed to open that one knock |
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There's nothing worse than being intertwined |
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You've been dreaming I'm the dad you never had |
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Having out of body visions of my death |
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Bank on a catered life that bends for your demands |
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Expect the painful prize of watching it unhinge |
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I remember back when we were kids |
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Life without a paralyzing mid |
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Now we get together in a glass |
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Hardly speak to watch the silence pass |
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There's nothing worse than silent alarm |
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We were trying awkwardly to sleep |
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Detailed out your plan on my machine |
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They still astounded in the dark |
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Shocked that it had finally fallen apart |
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There's nothing worse than losing your mind |
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I've been dreaming of this unrelenting love |
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Depreciated gasping towards a new unknown |
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It was a trusted ride before the water froze |
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I found the painful prize is rowing it alone |
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Drove out to the desert in your van |
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Drank some gasoline and made love to your hand |
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Cursed your God below for what he'd done |
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Before you sucked a bullet from your father's gun |
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There's nothing worse than losing your life |
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At your funeral she took my hand |
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Placed it on the baby in your lap |
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I've been trying my best to find my peace |
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But they both look like criminals to me |
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There's nothing worse than trusting a lie |
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When I dream I see your body inside hers |
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When I wake I see your face but call it off |
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The less you care for it, the less it has to grow |
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I can't abandon it and watch it turn to smoke |
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Recently I'm working on myself |
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Starting to convince myself it helps |
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There's nothing wrong with being alive |