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Oh distant memory, where have you been and gone |
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As I turn back to see, you're still not there with me |
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I know you'll never come and I will live with that |
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But if you one day come, I'll no longer be the one |
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Wait in line this fight is mine |
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Trust my words it's not your time |
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Feel my rage to go run and hide |
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Hate yourself you have no pride |
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I said some time ago I'd be the first to leave |
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And when it all went wrong I had myself to blame |
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I can't take it when I need to take it |
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I an wanting everything I'm so alone |
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To wait for you is all that I can do |
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I need to be with you or die alone |
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What's alive and what is not |
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To be real comes down to how you feel |
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Now I paid for my mistakes again and again, too long to understand |
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But when that's said and done, I have myself to blame |
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Cos I can't see it when I want to see it |
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I am needing everything I'm so afraid |
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To seek the truth is all that I will do |
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To think you would stay and feel at home |
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Wait for me, just stop the time |
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Left to prove you have no pride |
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I can't watch all this, I hate to know the truth |
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So tell me finally what do you want? |
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To dream of you is all that I can do |
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Something you'd never do in all your time |
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I can't take it when I need to take it |
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I am searching everywhere, I'm so alone |
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To wait for you is all that I can do |
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I need to be with you or die alone |