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I just want to feel alive |
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And love myself |
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From the in and the outside' |
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Cause every time |
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That I start to feel whole |
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I knock myself on the ground |
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Because it's all that |
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I've known |
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Just like the streets |
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Burn a hole through your shoe |
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My soul has been worn out too |
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I'm 25 and |
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I still don't fit in |
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Directionless, like a blind man painting |
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Mother, I'm so sorry |
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I can't go on like this |
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The lifeboats are leaving |
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With or without me |
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What's the point of falling in love? |
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If I don't love myself |
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What's the point of being alive |
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If all I want is out |
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So I thought that it only feels right |
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To make the seizures they danger my mind |
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Lay late at night on the black and blue moons |
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I question the reasons that |
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I self-abuse |
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I'm so pathetic, it makes me sick |
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I'm a fingerless pianist |
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I see reflections, |
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I clench my fists |
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I'm a violin without the strings |
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Mother, I'm so sorry |
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I can't go on like this |
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The lifeboats are leaving |
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With or without me |
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What's the point of falling in love? |
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If I don't love myself |
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What's the point of being alive |
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If all I want is out |
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There is no love, there's only this |
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Just lust and lies and selfishness |
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A black hole where the sun once was |
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I'm never falling back in love' |
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Cause it has never been enough |
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This is that pity |
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Of playing once with love |
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Now that I've become a man |
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The feeling's grown |
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The therapy and through the pills |
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I can't let go |
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But what about the fuckin' fact |
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I'm still alone |
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What do you do when you got nothing left? |
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Give up, give up and hope for the best |
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I throw it in the ocean |
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I and have to sit |
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Waiting on a nameless rescue ship |
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What do you do when you got nothing left? |
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Give up, give up and hope for the best |
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I throw it in the ocean, |
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I and have to sit |
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Waiting on a nameless rescue ship |
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Mother, I'm so sorry |
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I can't go on like this |
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The lifeboats are leaving |
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With or without me |
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What's the point of falling in love? |
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If I don't love myself |
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What's the point of being alive |
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If all I want is out |