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I can't hold back I gotta let it go |
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Held on for too long I gotta let it go |
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If I don't find my way then I'll never know |
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Who I am truly let the beat move me |
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Then I'll go where it takes me |
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Releasing all the ****I've been holding in lately |
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At this rate see fam it's bound to break me |
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Mess around and give new meaning to crazy |
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And lately I've been dwelling on this fact |
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Discovering new ways to keep my sanity in tact |
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I can't get back to carefree living |
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Rent's thirteen plus a month where we're living |
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So kids right now is a scary vision |
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With my income support I'll barely give them |
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Afraid at times but strength's rarely missing |
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I crave to shine although every prison's |
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A bit over-crowed they'll make an exception |
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For a brother my size about my complexion |
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Hell no cuz that's out of the question |
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Though I'm often stressed and I fight with depression |
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I realized life is a lesson I don't always |
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Like where I'm heading so I write with aggression |
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Hard to be polite when you're stressing |
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Not a thing's pc |
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About my a-alikes and my brethren |
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Made the mic our weapon found peace on loose leaf |
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Classics manufactured on no more than two sheets |
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I black out on bright white for you chief |
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And rap 'bout how this trife life is too deep |
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It's an ancient epic not a news brief |
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Same ****under the sun just a new thief |
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Man I gotta get it together handle my business |
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Maybe if I handled it better they couldn't steal this |
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God given talent that I've taken for granted |
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Still no call backs labels making me panic |
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All the while black trying to chase this and manage |
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A relationship avoiding heartache and damage |
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To my soul d**n it does a number to my spirit |
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So I cry out in pain knowing someone will hear it |
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If I don't dumb down will they run from my lyrics |
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My fear is some will shun the things I hold dearest |
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So hear this from now on letting it all go |
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Like there's no tomorrow 'fore I drown in a bottle |
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Of top shelf liq' with a twist of my sorrow |
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If I finish it all yo we'll both be hollow |
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Life is what you make it is the motto I follow |
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Hard to slow your roll when you've been living full throttle |
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Trying to make my dreams manifest but it's hard though |
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Feel like I got a better chance at hitting the lotto |
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See the blood sweat and tears staining my cargos |
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From slaying fans waving hands screaming out bravo |
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And encore like jay -26th letter |
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Glad you think I'm d**e but I'm trying to get better |
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Some think I'm barely scratching the surface |
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And I've probably held back in over half of thes |
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I've ever written and I probably shouldn't spit'em |
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'Cause that's about as pointless as watered down venom |
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You should feel it in your heart and veins when it's in them |
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But it seems it's barely felt when the aim was to kill them so I |
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I can't hold back I gotta let it go |
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Held on for too long I gotta let it go |
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If I don't find my way then I'll never know |
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Who I am truly let the beat move me |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home burns |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home god |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home lord |
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I'll go where it takes me take me home |
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Take take me home take take me home |
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Take take me home take take me home let it go |