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You said you didn't love me (a lie) |
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You said you didn't care (my lie) |
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I've spent an eternity destroying this (to myself) |
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As if you weren't there (til I die) |
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I've lost this taste of inner rage |
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A question overlooked from this day-to-day |
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Now this time is running low, had to give it away |
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Lost this sight, bring it back to life |
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Another wasted second to burn myself inside |
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Feel all rebuilding to make you repeat it all |
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One more dose, another sip |
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A few pills at the most |
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Breaking this silence |
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Of this secure nature |
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Not enough rest |
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Wondering as you sit and question what went wrong |
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Never once offered sanctuary to a truthful cause |
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Stop repeating a fault; an apology will end for now |
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Slipping into this un-animated world of dizziness |
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An empty representation of thought, mistreated wisdom |
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Twisted lips speak in vain, for a purpose put to shame |
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A double-edged purpose slaying everyone but yourself |
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Time is of the essence...patience a blur |
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A swarm of thoughts, can't catch a one |
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Left empty-minded |
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Sitting in these eyes of guilt, outraged |
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This barrier for what remains |
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Take the disadvantage, a fraction of this life |
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Kept close with loss of most |
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These lips of misfortune, kissed one to many times |
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Taste the truth...the pain |
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I've had to gain |
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Planning daily...getting nothing done |
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Open the hands of a mind-clasped identity |
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Taste the bitter blood on these lips |
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Taste the betrayal of your unfaithful kiss |
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A hindered growth with a grasping head spin |
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It will leave one bottled up with a fifth of sin |
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To live inside these walls till the day |
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I die Totally confined to love held close inside |
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Damned to tradition |
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Flawless untold superstition |
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Trying to find salvation |
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An escape from evolution |
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Words on top of words |
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Towering fortress of this inaction |
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These cycles of distrust |
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This disease that breeds disgust |
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Another for old times sake |
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Fell behind in the pack |
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No chances, no patience |
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Obedience in a mental fraction |
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An example of excuse |
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The virgin behind logic |
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Intimidate this full restraint |
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Sink into a lurid thought |
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God is dead, love is dead |
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Dark thoughts of this un-compassion |
