[00:23.12] | Woke up in a strip club tell me where the **** I'm at |
[00:26.22] | How’d I get here and how am I gonna get back |
[00:29.22] | Check my phone missed call from my mom |
[00:32.15] | If she knew where I was she'd have heart attack |
[00:34.58] | Mom I'm sorry I been knowing it’s hard to call me |
[00:38.07] | I don't answer I get nervous I know i'm causing |
[00:41.14] | Anxiety and stress you're baby bird's out the nest |
[00:44.54] | But I keep my wings to my chest |
[00:46.46] | There's distance between us |
[00:48.75] | I know that you'll see this |
[00:50.11] | I love you and kelsey |
[00:51.46] | I swear that I mean it |
[00:53.02] | Just in my feelings |
[00:54.41] | I'm sorry I need this |
[00:55.87] | Throating this drink like I don’t know my weakness |
[00:58.96] | Most of my friends don’t know none of my secrets |
[01:01.84] | Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets |
[01:04.73] | I got these demons they wreck me to pieces |
[01:07.69] | When I say I love you that's when I mean it |
[01:10.90] | Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly |
[01:16.34] | I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[01:22.17] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[01:28.20] | Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die |
[01:33.73] | Mom I'm sorry I know you see the scars on my body |
[01:37.91] | But you will never stop me |
[01:39.27] | Trying I’m trying I swear that I'm trying |
[01:42.15] | But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening |
[01:45.20] | But it's hard when you know that you're ugly |
[01:48.07] | And it's hard when you know that you'll fail |
[01:51.20] | And it's hard when there's nothing above me |
[01:54.02] | A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell |
[01:57.00] | And I'm sorry that I never call you back and |
[02:00.15] | And I'm sorry if I been quiet lately |
[02:02.87] | And I'm sorry if I been getting mad |
[02:05.23] | But if I'm only being honest hate the skin that you gave me |
[02:08.81] | And I been trying to see the lights in the day |
[02:11.47] | But the lights go out and the sky turns grey |
[02:14.17] | And my heart's been numb but the words won't stay |
[02:17.03] | Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey |
[02:20.50] | Today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly |
[02:26.88] | I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:32.64] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[02:38.80] | Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die |
[02:44.62] | Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly |
[02:50.67] | I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:56.40] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[03:02.25] | Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die |
[03:09.01] | You don't know that you got me |
[03:13.48] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[03:19.57] | You don't know that you got me |
[03:25.10] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[00:23.12] | Woke up in a strip club tell me where the I' m at |
[00:26.22] | How' d I get here and how am I gonna get back |
[00:29.22] | Check my phone missed call from my mom |
[00:32.15] | If she knew where I was she' d have heart attack |
[00:34.58] | Mom I' m sorry I been knowing it' s hard to call me |
[00:38.07] | I don' t answer I get nervous I know i' m causing |
[00:41.14] | Anxiety and stress you' re baby bird' s out the nest |
[00:44.54] | But I keep my wings to my chest |
[00:46.46] | There' s distance between us |
[00:48.75] | I know that you' ll see this |
[00:50.11] | I love you and kelsey |
[00:51.46] | I swear that I mean it |
[00:53.02] | Just in my feelings |
[00:54.41] | I' m sorry I need this |
[00:55.87] | Throating this drink like I don' t know my weakness |
[00:58.96] | Most of my friends don' t know none of my secrets |
[01:01.84] | Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets |
[01:04.73] | I got these demons they wreck me to pieces |
[01:07.69] | When I say I love you that' s when I mean it |
[01:10.90] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[01:16.34] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[01:22.17] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[01:28.20] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[01:33.73] | Mom I' m sorry I know you see the scars on my body |
[01:37.91] | But you will never stop me |
[01:39.27] | Trying I' m trying I swear that I' m trying |
[01:42.15] | But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening |
[01:45.20] | But it' s hard when you know that you' re ugly |
[01:48.07] | And it' s hard when you know that you' ll fail |
[01:51.20] | And it' s hard when there' s nothing above me |
[01:54.02] | A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell |
[01:57.00] | And I' m sorry that I never call you back and |
[02:00.15] | And I' m sorry if I been quiet lately |
[02:02.87] | And I' m sorry if I been getting mad |
[02:05.23] | But if I' m only being honest hate the skin that you gave me |
[02:08.81] | And I been trying to see the lights in the day |
[02:11.47] | But the lights go out and the sky turns grey |
[02:14.17] | And my heart' s been numb but the words won' t stay |
[02:17.03] | Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey |
[02:20.50] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[02:26.88] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:32.64] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[02:38.80] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[02:44.62] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[02:50.67] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:56.40] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[03:02.25] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[03:09.01] | You don' t know that you got me |
[03:13.48] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[03:19.57] | You don' t know that you got me |
[03:25.10] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[00:23.12] | Woke up in a strip club tell me where the I' m at |
[00:26.22] | How' d I get here and how am I gonna get back |
[00:29.22] | Check my phone missed call from my mom |
[00:32.15] | If she knew where I was she' d have heart attack |
[00:34.58] | Mom I' m sorry I been knowing it' s hard to call me |
[00:38.07] | I don' t answer I get nervous I know i' m causing |
[00:41.14] | Anxiety and stress you' re baby bird' s out the nest |
[00:44.54] | But I keep my wings to my chest |
[00:46.46] | There' s distance between us |
[00:48.75] | I know that you' ll see this |
[00:50.11] | I love you and kelsey |
[00:51.46] | I swear that I mean it |
[00:53.02] | Just in my feelings |
[00:54.41] | I' m sorry I need this |
[00:55.87] | Throating this drink like I don' t know my weakness |
[00:58.96] | Most of my friends don' t know none of my secrets |
[01:01.84] | Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets |
[01:04.73] | I got these demons they wreck me to pieces |
[01:07.69] | When I say I love you that' s when I mean it |
[01:10.90] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[01:16.34] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[01:22.17] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[01:28.20] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[01:33.73] | Mom I' m sorry I know you see the scars on my body |
[01:37.91] | But you will never stop me |
[01:39.27] | Trying I' m trying I swear that I' m trying |
[01:42.15] | But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening |
[01:45.20] | But it' s hard when you know that you' re ugly |
[01:48.07] | And it' s hard when you know that you' ll fail |
[01:51.20] | And it' s hard when there' s nothing above me |
[01:54.02] | A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell |
[01:57.00] | And I' m sorry that I never call you back and |
[02:00.15] | And I' m sorry if I been quiet lately |
[02:02.87] | And I' m sorry if I been getting mad |
[02:05.23] | But if I' m only being honest hate the skin that you gave me |
[02:08.81] | And I been trying to see the lights in the day |
[02:11.47] | But the lights go out and the sky turns grey |
[02:14.17] | And my heart' s been numb but the words won' t stay |
[02:17.03] | Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey |
[02:20.50] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[02:26.88] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:32.64] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[02:38.80] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[02:44.62] | Today a pretty angel lost it' s wings to fly |
[02:50.67] | I' m hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes |
[02:56.40] | Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried |
[03:02.25] | Falling to the ground but I don' t wanna die |
[03:09.01] | You don' t know that you got me |
[03:13.48] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[03:19.57] | You don' t know that you got me |
[03:25.10] | But I swear that you have me ok |
[00:23.12] | 在一个脱衣俱乐部 这就是我妈醒来的地方 |
[00:26.22] | 我是如何来到这里的 我又将如何离开 |
[00:29.22] | 打开手机全是妈妈留给我的未接电话 |
[00:32.15] | 如果她看到我这副样子是否会心碎 |
[00:34.58] | 对不起妈妈 我知道你此刻肯定很担心 |
[00:38.07] | 我没有回复 因为我害怕了 我知道这是我一手造成的 |
[00:41.14] | 焦虑和压力好像随时都要把我吃掉 |
[00:44.54] | 但我依旧不能低头 |
[00:46.46] | 我爱你但我与你仿佛相隔甚远 |
[00:48.75] | 我知道你会看到这些话 |
[00:50.11] | 我爱你和Kelsey |
[00:51.46] | 我对天发誓我爱你们 |
[00:53.02] | 可现在我感觉越来越糟了 |
[00:54.41] | 很抱歉我要用自己的方式麻痹自己 |
[00:55.87] | 烈酒刺激喉咙的一刹那我似乎无坚不摧 |
[00:58.96] | 我所谓的那些朋友其实对我一无所知 |
[01:01.84] | 只有Le Play他懂我所想 |
[01:04.73] | 我豢养的魔鬼要把我撕成碎片 |
[01:07.69] | 我爱你 我是认真的请你相信我 |
[01:10.90] | 我尝试逃离 却发现我早已失去了翅膀 |
[01:16.34] | 我抽噎着 香烟漫进了我的眼睛 好痛 |
[01:22.17] | 渐渐的我迷失了 但我发誓我真的尝试过挣扎了 |
[01:28.20] | 仿如突然坠落在地狱间 救我 救我 我还不想离开 |
[01:33.73] | 我很抱歉妈妈 我知道你看到了我身上的伤疤 |
[01:37.91] | 可我清楚你永远不会阻止我的 |
[01:39.27] | 我真的真的 真的好想努力活下去啊 |
[01:42.15] | 可为什么 那种要窒息的感觉越来越强了 |
[01:45.20] | 从生到死 我都将 要挂着这张丑陋的嘴脸 |
[01:48.07] | 我永远都将是失败的 永远 |
[01:51.20] | 我身后寸草不生 只有万丈深渊 |
[01:54.02] | 我永远也不会说出埋葬在心底的千万条秘密 |
[01:57.00] | 我也很抱歉我从没有考虑过你的感受 |
[02:00.15] | 如果最近一段时间我消沉萎靡 |
[02:02.87] | 又如果我突然疯癫不止 很抱歉我不是故意的 |
[02:05.23] | 但实话来说 我讨厌你给我的这副躯壳 |
[02:08.81] | 我曾发誓要在白天享受光芒万丈 |
[02:11.47] | 可每当我准备好 天空又立马灰暗了 |
[02:14.17] | 无所谓了 都习惯了 我谁都不会去说 因为我还能拥抱自己 |
[02:17.03] | 只要你知道我对你的爱 那我将永存于世 |
[02:20.50] | 我失去了唯一的翅膀 |
[02:26.88] | 点燃一根香烟 对自己说着没事 |
[02:32.64] | 我已无力挣扎了 |
[02:38.80] | 但我真的不想死 真的 |
[02:44.62] | 我再也回不到从前了 |
[02:50.67] | 却告诉大家 我哭泣的原因是烟刺痛了眼睛 |
[02:56.40] | 我真的累了 |
[03:02.25] | 可我不想就这样离开了 我不想 |
[03:09.01] | 你不知道你对我来说有多重要 |
[03:13.48] | 我发誓我会一直爱你 好吗 |
[03:19.57] | 你知道吗 是你给了我活下去的力量 |
[03:25.10] | 我将伴你永远 |