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I don't think |
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I am what |
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I was before |
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I never watched anyone die before |
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I wish I'd never left home |
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I wish I'd left it alone |
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Temptation is a disease |
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You can never do as you please |
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Your body takes over and your mind don't care |
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Never think twice what might happen out there |
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Go straight in for the ultimate sin |
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And nobody else ever seems to care |
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So I took what |
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I thought was mine |
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And waited for a very long time |
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And I thought |
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I knew what happened to you |
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Cos you told me exactly what to do |
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So I did it right and stayed up all night |
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Felt like killing myself for you |
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I don't think like |
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I did before |
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I never watched anyone die before |
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I felt like |
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I died as well |
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The look the words the smell |
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The way you looked at me |
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As if I'd never be free |
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I remember the words like a favorite song |
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Cos I forget the way things went wrong |
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Faked a picture of perfect health |
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Then I realised |
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I was killing myself |
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I don't think |
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I am what |
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I was before |
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I never watched anyone die before |
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I dream in slow motion and |
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I wake up screaming |